The plot is basically that the ML r*pes her in her dreams. When the FL figures out that the ML intentionally comes in her dreams, shes actually happy. Instead of being bothered by the fact that he r*pes her, she instead upset that he's hiding it from her. Usually smut novels which have weak FLs, the FLs due to circumstances are forced to be with the Ml, because of that I try not to get angry at such Fl's. But this FL willingly wants to be with the ML despite his questionable behaviour. Eventhough he knows that shes upset with his behaviour, he does nothing to change.

ML has erectile dysfunction due to severe trauma reason why he always only papapa her in her dreams and dares not confess irl. He was sexually abused and humiliated in his childhood by the pervy nanny when his parents were going through divorce. He gets his mini friend up later on and papapa the MC almost every chance he gets.

she lost her memories because of PTSD from a crime she committed for ML when she was young. P.S. She didn't know it was a crime when she did it.

I really wanted to know how ML gets to control MC's dreams but author did not dive deeper there. *Cries in unsatisfied*

ML is an expert in stalking and harassing the FL. Lol
It was more interesting to read outside of dreams as some dreams are so cringy. And the contrast of ML's behaviour towards the FL in dreams and reality are so interesting.😂 It's fun to read as his behaviour in dreams became reality in the later chapters.

When his erectile dysfunction got treated and papapa with FL, his mom saw them doing that. (Lmao) And she enthusiastically treated the FL with so much care like her own daughter.😂😂😂

The FL got to know all the things he did in the past but choose to ignore it and accept him.

HE.

ML bangs (frequently without concent, in all sorts of kinky ways) MC in her dreams while courting her irl.

MLis A++ boyfriend material in real life, gentle, considerate all that bs but a perverted psycho in dreams, first you'd think ML is pretending to be nice irl but then you just think he has split personality disorder

MC tries her hardest to avoid getting r*ped initially and after finding out it was a dream there's not really much you can do. And before she can even do much she finds out the dude is her crush. So she kinda moves with the mentality of "I understand you have a mental problem but you're gentle irl so I'll put up with your psycho problem in dreams" but when she suspects ML doesn't actually like her, is only using her for sex/ the kinky fantasies ML does are more than her mental health can handle - she's determined enough to try and break all contact with ML (not like she can but hey kudos for trying)