I Want to F*** You


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“I want to f*ck you.” All changes started when Tao Ruan received this message. From then on, Tao Ruan would be dragged into a dream with real experience every night, and be manipulated by various fancy tricks: open acupuncture physiology lessons in the classroom…bus play…driving in front of the French windows…shooting AV…simulating pregnancy belly play….

At first, Tao Ruan thought that Gu Zhizhou, the senior whom she had a crush on, would definitely not be a pervert who harassed and played with her. Until she was played badly in her dream, all kinds of evidence in reality gradually surfaced.

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03/06/21 MyTranslations c58c58
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New NotYourBaee rated it
March 5, 2021
Status: --
You know I always search subconsciously search for a male yandere tag in the tags and this is the first time in a long while that I did not and it turned out to be so good...

Just the Yandere stuff coz I am a sucker for those....

Thats it for now, will edit it once I read the whole story...
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Spatika shetty
New Spatika shetty
February 28, 2021
Status: c48
I have read alot of novel with weak FL's but this is the most infuriating one. Shes not weak in the sense of being a coward or a damsel in distress, instead shes weak when it comes to willpower. The FL has absolutely no backbone and doesnt know how to stick her decisions. She practically let's the ML do whatever he wants.

There are instances where the FL gets angry at the ML but they do nothing to the plot. There'll never any character development of either the ML or... more>> FL coz you know that the FL will instantly forgive the ML and the ML will barely face any repercussions. Its infuriating coz I expect her to stand up for herself and teach the ML a lesson so that he can correct his behaviour, instead she just gets back with him. Not only that, she'll justify or try to reason out his actions and then blame herself for being too mean for getting angry.


The plot is basically that the ML r*pes her in her dreams. When the FL figures out that the ML intentionally comes in her dreams, shes actually happy. Instead of being bothered by the fact that he r*pes her, she instead upset that he's hiding it from her. Usually smut novels which have weak FLs, the FLs due to circumstances are forced to be with the Ml, because of that I try not to get angry at such Fl's. But this FL willingly wants to be with the ML despite his questionable behaviour. Eventhough he knows that shes upset with his behaviour, he does nothing to change.


I dont really like the ML. Honestly anyone with any ounce of self respect would run away from him coz who wants to be with a guy who likes to violently r*pe you in your dreams. Luckily for him, the FL has absolutely no self respect. They go well together, hes scum and shes dumb enough to fooled by him. Also I find his gentle persona to be extremely fake. I love gentle Ml's, but this ML just seems so fake, that I cant really get myself to like him. To be honest, I find his gentle persona to be really boring (probably coz it feels fake).

Honestly just read this for the smut, dont bother about the characters or plot. The FL honestly only knows how to think with her p*ssy and the ML is just scum, who likes to pretend to act innocent. <<less
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xoxoxands rated it
February 12, 2021
Status: Completed
I MTL'ed this so take my review with a grain of salt.

Came for smut stayed for smut with a side of plot. LOL

Please only read this novel after you read the tags. Make sure you're okay with r*pe, r*pe victim becomes lover, obsessive love, and yandere. Keep in mind this book is romantisized. Proceed with caution.


FL lowkey giving me stockholm syndrome vibes but I'm digging it. My morals are tr*sh. Help. *Smiles in panic*

7/10 plot

There are plot holes which I expected to happen cause this is a story where author believes in smut supremacy over plot.

HOWEVER, I did not expect the bg story of FL and ML. SUCH TWISTED TIME AND PLACE FOR LOVE TO BLOOM WTH. Everyone who condoned ML's sick love for MC is a sicko too. Just like what they say, ignorance is a bliss. (I'm looking at you Tao Ruan)

10/10 snusnu (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Almost every chapter has snusnu. This novel is estrus personified.

ML always visits MC in dreams and goes papapa with her. After I got past the uncomfy 1st&2nd dream where ML forces persuades her, the next snusnu going forward are easy breezy for me.

9/10 ML


ML has erectile dysfunction due to severe trauma reason why he always only papapa her in her dreams and dares not confess irl. He was sexually abused and humiliated in his childhood by the pervy nanny when his parents were going through divorce. He gets his mini friend up later on and papapa the MC almost every chance he gets.

Reason why he's not perfect 10 is because FL already confronts him many times about him manipulating her dreams but he keeps denying even though they both already know it's him. He dares not tear the paperwindow down. This goes on for so effing long.

9/10 MC

MC IS TOO SOFT. She's so marupokpok (JK). I dig her bg story where

she lost her memories because of PTSD from a crime she committed for ML when she was young. P.S. She didn't know it was a crime when she did it.

She is too accepting of ML that I started to doubt if she was just a fragment of ML's imagination or if she was like for real. Fortunately she is real and no delulu ML happened. She's just TOO SOFT. Anyone who is as aggressive as ML can basically eat her tofu-if there is no manipulative ML.


This can be a fun read if you let go of your morals while reading this or if you dont have any to start with. (͡ʘ ͜ʖ ͡ʘ)



I really wanted to know how ML gets to control MC's dreams but author did not dive deeper there. *Cries in unsatisfied*


Thank you translator (s) for introducing this story! Might re-read once complete tl is up. <<less
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TripleBaka rated it
February 3, 2021
Status: --
This story is something else. Almost every chapter has sex. I’m amazed at how perverse the ML is. What it says on the tin is what you got, but there’s deeper stuff not revealed yet. This will most likely have 142 chapters of smut.
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hewgo10 rated it
February 6, 2021
Status: c120
I was very curious of the plot and want to know who did it to FL and how he done it with what technology? However when I found who and what drive him to do it I just laugh. (I should not laugh, but I was kind of jaw drop) After he got it cured they just went on xxx every chapters which made me think of hamsters mating. 😂. It a fun read.
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Wang Feng
Wang Feng rated it
February 27, 2021
Status: Completed
It's my cup of tea. Cuz y not

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ML is an expert in stalking and harassing the FL. Lol
It was more interesting to read outside of dreams as some dreams are so cringy. And the contrast of ML's behaviour towards the FL in dreams and reality are so interesting.😂 It's fun to read as his behaviour in dreams became reality in the later chapters.

When his erectile dysfunction got treated and papapa with FL, his mom saw them doing that. (Lmao) And she enthusiastically treated the FL with so much care like her own daughter.😂😂😂

The FL got to know all the things he did in the past but choose to ignore it and accept him.


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White Head Ice Prince
White Head Ice Prince rated it
February 25, 2021
Status: c43
This is a classic case of came for the smut, stayed for... Well a lot of things. (I actually came for this kick-ass name) The author wanted to put meng and smut into the same novel but those two don't really go together so it's all beautifully held together by the difference between the fabric of "dream" and "reality"

Disclaimer : r*pe (in case you're too lazy to check the tags)

Basic Plot :

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ML bangs (frequently without concent, in all sorts of kinky ways) MC in her dreams while courting her irl.

MLis A++ boyfriend material in real life, gentle, considerate all that bs but a perverted psycho in dreams, first you'd think ML is pretending to be nice irl but then you just think he has split personality disorder


Usually in this type of thing MC is a total brainless child for falling for ML but somehow I can understand her POV (a little). And I guess that's what gives this smutty novel so much more depth than others. There's a lot of mystery too about the ML.


MC tries her hardest to avoid getting r*ped initially and after finding out it was a dream there's not really much you can do. And before she can even do much she finds out the dude is her crush. So she kinda moves with the mentality of "I understand you have a mental problem but you're gentle irl so I'll put up with your psycho problem in dreams" but when she suspects ML doesn't actually like her, is only using her for sex/ the kinky fantasies ML does are more than her mental health can handle - she's determined enough to try and break all contact with ML (not like she can but hey kudos for trying)


ML is super loyal btw as reassured by Translator-dare. Novel lost that last Star because ML lost that 'consent'

You can try it out. Translations pretty fast. <<less
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patient rated it
February 7, 2021
Status: c24
It's pretty good. The smut scenes are great and as promised have a nice variety to them. The plot outside smut is quite interesting. The author keeps ML a mystery and the readers are left to guess (along with FL) what the heck is going on in ML's head.

There's a stark contrast of how ML acts in dreams and how gentlemany he acts towards FL in reality. Despite that, FL figures out what is up pretty quick and accepts ML because she already liked him a lot.

FL calls out ML but so far ML is deep deep in denial. Despite that a sort of cute-in-a-messed-up-way relationship is developing between the two.

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chinadollxx rated it
February 24, 2021
Status: c45
Listen, I'm someone who loves my share of smut but want it with a side of plot as well. This novel delivers so far and despite reading some of the spoilers around, the story's still intriguing enough to keep me going. Translators are doing a great job and I just want to get to the bottom of the mysteries while screaming my head off on the snu-snu scenes.

Go read it!
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numkip rated it
February 22, 2021
Status: c44
Came for the smut, stayed for the plot and sweetness.

There are some extremely non-con scenes which kinda really bothered me... the smut would've been good if it wasn't completely non-con/manipulative.

The ML and FL are really cute together outside of her dreams. Their dream scenes are really hot but as I already said multiple times, they're not the most comfortable to read.

I really like this so far! I just wish they could tell me how he was going into her dreams, that'd be really cool.
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