I Regard You as Enemies, Yet You’re All After My Heart!


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Chu WuQing was a small-time evil boss in a web novel targeted at male audiences. His beauty was otherworldly, yet shadowed by his arrogance and malice. In the end, the male lead stole his fiance from him, and Chu Wuqing suffered a cruel death.

After being reborn, he found out that he was just cannon fodder in a novel, fated to die… So he decided to give even less of a damn; bullying the weak, taking his revenge on his enemies, going wild and doing whatever the hell he wanted.

But what was scary was… he had been reborn into a BL fanfiction! 

I regard you as my enemies, yet you all want to top me!

Associated Names
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Wǒ bǎ nǐmen dāng dírén nǐmen què xiǎng gōnglüè wǒ
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16 Reviews

New Miliam
Apr 19, 2021
Status: c27
I would have put 3 stars, but I consideration to the translator's work.

Up until I had read it, the plot is pretty up nothing to my judgment.

[I know the tag and I came here because of it, I don't mind r*pe or possessive ml]

I think it's pretty interesting without when our MC isn't afraid of the protagonist. It's just that there is too much exposure, exactly TOO MUCH, the author just keep creating new characters and trying to make the 3d char by adding paragraphs of background (that tbh I... more>> don't really care if there's a lot of char). And not just that, after all the explanation, they just magically don't appear again. With this much exposure to the readers it's difficult to have a good experience. When there is so much Mls, some of them are bound to be bland. Speaking of it, their action are also bland, if feels like they're influenced by a system or the book. I like when the Mls are possessive af but when it came here, that repeated so much the it kind of become boring.

I hope this would improve when I keep reading <<less
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New Tey
Apr 11, 2021
Status: --
XD the MC is kinda dense, he was being taken advantage of by those mls and he thinks he was humiliating them 😂 they basically touch him here and there. Poor MC ehehehe
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Sep 14, 2020
Status: Completed
The MC is described as extremely beautiful and arrogant. In the original story, his beauty was overshadowed by his arrogance. In the current story, his arrogance is overshadowed by his beauty. He has many admirers despite having a horrible personality and treating them badly. I doubt they would like him if not for his appearance.

List of admirers:


1) Father (ML) :
Patriarch of the family and very powerful. At the end it is revealed that they are not related. The father adopted him, because the MC was his disciple in their past life.

2) Cousin (ML) :
Heir to the family and very talented. The MC hates the cousin, because he would have been the heir and the most talented in the family if the cousin was not there.

3) Distant relative (ML) :
Previous elder of the family. He has a grudge towards the family. He has two souls with opposite personalities. The MC hates him for assisting the protagonist in the original story.

4) Fiance (ML) :
Disciple of a powerful sect master. The MC breaks of their engagement, because the fiance betrayed him in the original world. The fiance was female in the original world.

5) Love rival (ML) :
Son of the powerful sect master. He used to like the fiance and wanted to kill the MC, but then fell in love with the MC at first sight. He disguises himself as a rabbit to stay with the MC.

6) Disciple (ML) :
Genius at formations/arrays, but oppressed by his family after his parents die. The MC hates him for assisting the protagonist in the original story, but saves him to take advantage of his talent.

7) Protagonist (ML) :
Heir of an aristocratic family that was framed and executed. The MC hates him more than anything, but saves him to prevent him from triggering his abilities and to order him around as his servant.

8) Harem member (ML) :
Heir of an oppressed sect. In the original story he was female and the first harem member of the protagonist. The MC does not know that he is male and seduces him to hurt the protagonist.

9) Sect member:
Member of the oppressed sect. The MC pays attention to him after becoming the sect master, because he is more talented and more loyal than the other sect members.

10) Sect ancestor:
Powerful ancestor of a rival sect. He has been in isolation and slowly dying for hundreds of years after an accident, but the MC saves him and helps him upgrade. He is suddenly not mentioned anymore.

11) Bodyguard:
I don't remember his origin, but the father bought him back from some dangerous place to serve the MC. He is also suddenly not mentioned anymore.

12) Demon:
Prince of the demons. His training method makes him appear dead, but he is conscious. The MC bought him at an auction and use him as a puppet. He is also suddenly not mentioned anymore.




All the MLs are apparently fragments of the same soul, which makes sense considering their similar personality: obsessed with the MC and cold to everyone except him.

The ML and the MC belonged to a higher realm and had a master-disciple relationship. The MC was destroyed in a war with the demons and the ML sacrificed himself to let the MC be reborn.




The MC loses his virginity to r*pe near the end of the novel.

1. Rapist: Distant relative - good soul

2. Rapist: Distant relative - bad soul

3. Rapist: Protagonist (captivity, chains)

4. Rapist: Disciple

5. Rapist: Fiance (captivity, vines)

6. Rapist: Love Rival (less forced, but no consent).

7 rapist: Father (less forced, but no consent).

The harem member never got the chance to r*pe him, but he probably would if he could.

The cousin attempted to r*pe him after the love rival, but the father intervened.

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Sep 14, 2020
Status: Completed
This is not bad actually - if you don't mind the tags and all. It's not that long and basically all the world and relationship details are written in the first half or so. Near the end (around last 10-ish chapters?) I think the author also got a little tired of this and started rushing things. But despite the tags, the story itself isn't bad until things started to go so quickly I had to go back and make sure I didn't skip a few chapters.


Spoiler (?) :... more>>

Most of the more sexual scenes are near the end and I think some of them are skipped over? I was skimming through it and it felt like that. Also, I think the author forgot one of the "ML"s which I'm not gonna write even though this is a spoiler XD




So. For those worried about the harem tag... Don't worry too much? It's not an actual harem though it feels like that through the whole story until the last chapter (last few paragraphs really.) Which is also why I feel like it was rushed since the author just mentioned it and it ended. Basically.

Anyways, all the MLs -at least all of the ones that actually got to "be" with MC are actually the same person. They're actually different parts of his soul. And they collect together again at the end and make him someone with Multiple Personality Disorder. So if you don't like that then don't read this. And NO none of the characters are actually related to MC. You'll see. If you read this.


Ok so I just wanted to warn or give some info to those of you who were wavering and don't mind some ending spoilers. Don't blame me for spoiling too much. I put warnings. Thanks.

Again, the story is pretty good with all the tags and warnings and all. But a bit rushed near the end. And I want more XD Recommended if you don't mind that and a bit of an open ending. It's a Happy Ending (HE) though. Maybe? It seems like one to me. <<less
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Sep 03, 2020
Status: --
Just finished reading this novel on jjwxc. This novel should have added genre harem, smut, and possessive character tags. A really good novel, so recommended.
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Jan 12, 2021
Status: c24
All I can say is Chu WuQing is an idiot. His inner monologue of what he thinks is going on and what is truly happening in reality makes me despair. I want to shake him and cover my eyes simultaneously.
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Dec 28, 2020
Status: Completed
Crazy, yandere MLs, an MC too focused on revenge and hate to realise he is on his way to being

f*cked by many in many ways

and an ending that seems weirdly abrupt but satisfactory.


Basic story - MC is f*cked into remembering his true past lmao

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Apr 01, 2021
Status: Completed
alright I created an account just to write this.
i personally found this novel a REALLY good read but thats due to a few of my more.... questionable tastes. I love the clueless shou and the whole powerful and possessive yandere gong dynamic but I know that isnt a lot of people's cup of tea. just know that if *thats* what you're looking for then damn does this novel fulfill it. tho, I do think the ending couldve been better. I thought it was a bit abrupt and some extras... more>> couldve really benefitted it. otherwise, a pretty good novel if you just wanna read possessive gongs falling for our mc <<less
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Mar 19, 2021
Status: Completed
Reicarnation (?) harem novel with a ton of handsy guys attracted to a beautiful but clueless and bratty villain.

There isn't really any main love who ends up taking the cake. Instead they all have a piece of cake whether the MC lets them or not.
It's pretty entertaining from start to finish (but only if you have sadistic tendencies). Although I've read the MTL to completion, I'll definitely keep up with the translation.

Based on what I read, a better title for this novel would have been:

"I Regard You as Enemies,... more>> Yet You're All After My A...." - okay, let's not go there. You get what I'm trying to say. <<less
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Nov 25, 2020
Status: c21
I thought this was going to be interesting but as the story went on I found myself less and less engaged. The MLs are varied and the way they interact with the MC isn't to my preference. I don't mind it I just think that a few situations could have been handled differently.
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Mar 18, 2021
Status: --
After a while it became a little bit boring... it's clear that all the handsome guys fall for the MC regardless of what he does... and I often found myself skipping whole paragraphs which had some useless filler background information.
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Mar 06, 2021
Status: c52 part1
you know it's bad when the most likely and widely accepted ship is the one with

the father


chu huanzhi

is the only one with whom chu wuqing has any real emotional connection. it makes sense?

it's insanely entertaining.

really funny in a i want to vigorously shake the MC and maybe knock some sense into him kind of way.
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Nov 26, 2020
Status: c24
Though I haven't read enough to make a solid judgment, thus far this novel is entertaining. No dragged out plotlines, no extraneous information, and highly entertaining premise. The MC's plight and cluelessness make for top-grade entertainment.
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Apr 06, 2021
Status: c34
actual rating is 2.5 but i'll give it a 3 for the sole reason I strangely enjoyed this.

content warning for the novel:


rape, incest, underage


this novel is so bad but I actually enjoyed it for some weird reason lol

the bad:

- storytelling is "telling" rather than "showing" most of the time

- a lot of boring and unnecessary info. I just end up skimming on those paragraphs. - the romance has no build up. The guys just fall for MC left and right for no reason. - unclear cultivation class. The author expect us to be an expert at cultivation classing before reading this novel :') if you're used to reading cultivation novels, you'll find familiar terms but I still find it can be quite confusing

- plot holes

reasons why I enjoyed:

- mc's simple goal of taking revenge and the way he does it is amusing. Sometimes, you don't want anything complicated and just do the first thing on your mind, right?

- the contradiction between mc's pov and others' pov is funny


- MC accidentally gathering harem members :D


- despite the simple "obstructing protagonist and enjoying my life" plot, there seems to be some hidden plot behind it.

the tl has a few typos in names. Like character a's name became character b. So, better keep an eye on that or you'll get confused.
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Feb 26, 2021
Status: --
Honestly I didn’t think there was going to be a novel that perfectly suited my peculiar tastes, but boy, this one has gotten it covered.

As I have stated in the sentence above, my tastes are quite abnormal and this might by why my review may come off as rather biased but I really really loved this novel; I mean there isn’t much of a plot at all, side characters are all quite flat, and heck even the ML and MC are quite typical but for some reason, the MC as... more>> well as the book itself does draw me in immensely. Not to mention again, this book is exactly my type of tea.

Again! I have peculiar tastes.

Anyways to the actual reviewing part of the review.


The characters are much, the MC is super duper beautiful and enchanting and it’s because of this (and his father, plus his memories from his past life) that he is where he is at. The MC is arrogant and is full of hate to the people who killed or betrayed him in his previous life and because he knows he is going to die he wanted to die while fulfilling his goals.


Honestly I’m not sure if there even is one, if there is, the plot jumps all over the place. Here comes this character, here comes that character, oh yeah, here comes another one.
I mean, I guess the revenge is the plot but there isn’t a really solid foundation.

Honestly if this novel didn’t hit up on my good spot, it would have probably gotten a lower rating like a 3 or 4 but I’m completely satisfied so I’ll stick with a shiny 5. <<less
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Sep 12, 2020
Status: Completed
The story is the same as a cultivation harem in general, less thrilling and too much coercion and r*pe no one really cares about the MC like only wants his body. The ending is not satisfactory, I want to see how the MC and 9 (?) ML are.
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