I Never Want to be a Younger Brother Again


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Yang Mu was originally a transmigrated person, but unfortunately even though he transmigrated he did not get the life of a transmigrated protagonist.

After witnessing Shi Dixuan’s brutal mu*der of an Elder with the same name, “Yang Mu,” as himself, Yang Mu was left with a deep mental trauma of Shi Dixuan.

After becoming Shi Dixuan’s younger brother, Yang Mu was eventually framed by others and killed.

Then Yang Mu was reborn as the “Yang Mu” elder who was killed by Shi Dixuan in his past life. This new body was even more special as it could not have emotional fluctuations otherwise it would emit a special fragrance.

But whenever Yang Mu is beside Shi Dixuan, it is impossible to have absolutely no emotional fluctuations.

Therefore after waking up, Shi Dixuan thought Yang Mu had intentionally drugged him with an aphrodisiac and angrily left.

Yang Mu felt he was comparable to Dou’e* but he was too terrified to find trouble with Shi Dixuan.

When Yang Mu was finally able to let go of the incident and move on, he suddenly discovered there was something abnormal with his body.

* [Dou’e is] a child bride turned widow who is wrongly convicted of crimes by a corrupt court official for actions perpetrated by a rejected suitor, Zhang the mule. (Wikipedia)

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Wǒ Zài Yě BùYào Dāng XiǎoDì Le
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Melange rated it
December 16, 2020
Status: Completed
Not much drama? Not much drama?! Who said there was not much drama? I'll fight them!

This novel is 99% drama and 200% misunderstanding! There's tons of misunderstanding right off the bat and it only gets worse over time as MC omits more and more information. While it's not entirely unjustified, there was plenty of oh they're finally gonna figure it out--wait someone knocked on the door.

I really can't say I'm a big fan of novels where ML Stockholm Syndrome's his way into MC's good graces. Even MC realizes he has... more>> Stockholm's Syndrome, but he just accepts it in the last few chapters, and they live happily ever after creating their own football team of children. The end? <<less
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konokono rated it
July 29, 2020
Status: --
This is a good read!

After his 2nd rebirth, MC is a sect elder, tried his best to not get involved with ML,
but ended up having to take care of ML.

But after the beastmen hunt arc (lol) came, MC separated from his sect, separated from ML
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and gave birth to their son in a forest with only the smol duckling he fosters to help him.


MC's journey, him bearing ML's son, the kid angery at his other dad (ML) bc he wants to defend his dad (MC), it's delish.

The characters are likeable, MC is level-headed throughout, and he was v cute when

he's free from the shackles of having to control his emotions. XD MC is a half-beastman? He has fox ears and tail.

And then there's ML's redemption, mm. It doesn't cut you that you cry your heart out, but I'm glad he's a responsible man in the end.

What I like about MC and ML's interactions is how much I wanted to push them together after the bun was born, and also not at the same time lmaooooooo

Their interactions were wary-but still respectful (to an extent) in the first sect, then it became somewhat antagonistic due to ML gaining power and hell-bent on taking revenge for the beastmen's injustice, and ML coming to terms with 'what am I feeling' and chose to respect MC's choice.

The side characters are nicely writ, the pacing is good; I cried at some parts (it's probs just me bein a sap), and haha ngl, I was looking forward to ML grovelling at MC for forgiveness bc he deserved the cold shoulder and the cold war.

ML's development from the cold, untrusting warlord to a doggo wagging his tail was superb. MC teasing ML was funny too haha. Can't touch but only look; ML deserved that too LOL. When they warmed up to each other, they are very sweet aaaaaaaa

(I think this novel will take another hundred chs if the author were to include the details of ML's endeavours. This is already a good length; it doesn't bore me or make me lose interest halfway haha.)
the HE is satisfying.

I will wait for the English translations patiently <3 ! Translate is v good, clears up a lot what mtl can't convey <<less
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someonewithemptyhands rated it
January 3, 2021
Status: --
although I like the plot and MC and his children I dont like ML's personality,

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MC dead in his previous life by ML's carefree attitude, he let other beasts kill an innocent human and his friend and didnt do anything about it (I mean ok bro I know you hate humans but if you let your friends kill your loyal servant who didnt do anybad things toward orc like that your not better than those scumbag human), in this life too, he let his subordinate put poison in MC's food and what he did after finds out about their plot (and you should know that this time he solve all the misunderstooding) ? nothing, even not a little scolding , and even didnt explian a little for them that MC didnt cheat him for his s**en and he r*ped him, if he really loved MC after find out the true about everything whould he let his subordinate harass MC with their behavior ? he could tells them a few words and they listen too him like always and clean MC reputation. Who loves a person but didnt upset that others are harassing him and talking badly to him??


and about Ml's feeling and his care for MC? honestly I say its because they had s*x and had many interaction he only like him as an habit like other wife and husband that after live for sometimes they started to like each other, and for not killing MC? cause they had s*x and he atractted toward him. so I dont like that MC choose him at the end, but here we didnt have another capable ML's than the current ML so I cant ship him with anyone else

another things that I hate about ML is his trust toward MC, I pissed of on this part like a mad dog and I wanted to kick him out from MC's side.


MC treat him all the timE kindly and be good to him and never hit him but when that damn master (dont remember bit*h name LOL) said that MC cheated him he really belive in his words and even after MC explain to him he didnt belive him, bro wtf is going in your mind? you really didnt know how sly and shitty are this man? he even tried to r*pe you but you belive his word ?? and didnt belive your master word's who didnt do anythings bad to beasts even one time? he really doesnt deserve our MC :/


so it didnt mean that I like this ending, MC as the Melange said knows himself about his Stockholm's Syndrome but I think he has no other choise cause AUTHOR DIDNT write another man near him other than ML and i, myself dont like to MC being alone forever, he had sufferd enough so what should he do? he sufferd so much from ML so why when he has nobody around him and ML turn into gentle and caring husband he should left him? just stay with ML. and I think as long as he is happy it doesnt matter, I think author is really a big fan of ML, huhh.. such a good MC, why really hasnt someone else beside him??

and I hate ML fathers too (I hate all ML's friend and family LOL)


he see MC as an object who can bear his grand son and dauther, when he looks for MC's race its clear, he's really hatefull


but in the other hand I really love MC's son and other beasts that like MC at first, they really devoted toward him

and I like to read about their previos life more, why author didnt say anything about that?

btw I recommend this story to you, even if it has a many drama and misunderstooding and you want to curse them like a bit*h but it has many charming point (like our cute and kind MC) and you dont get bored for reading it,

also in the raw author said that she write se*x part in her weibo account but I cant find her account..T T f*ck I wrote such a long review.... its all ML's fault... okay I dont say anymore just read it and have fun with dog blood <<less
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JustAki rated it
March 27, 2022
Status: Completed
It's good? I wouldn't say it's extremely good. It's actually a normal novel to read for me. If you have nothing to read like me, I would recommend it.

I took a star because of the ... more>>

r*pe. I wouldn't blame the ML for it nor can I blame the MC.

It's really just a matter.

MC can't be blamed because of the pheromones he's releasing.

ML can't be blamed for having no control.

Both of them were victims like MC thought.


I also aplaude MC when

he didn't forgive the people who tried to kill him. He has the right to do so, knowing in his last life, he died from it.


I wanted an extra about the life after MC died in his first life lmao. Why he was kept by the ML and so. <<less
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judeiiro rated it
December 2, 2020
Status: Completed
Initially, I wasn't expecting much of this novel since 1) r*pe tag and 2) this seemed like a lot of heartache. HOWEVER, I WAS SO WRONG!

For only 87 chapters, this novel is really complete and I couldn't put it down since I started reading. If the author really wanted to drag it out, they really could have gone into details for ML's side but I'm glad that they kept to the current length!

The relationship between MC and ML is kinda complex—mostly one-sided on MC's end, to be fair.

it's not easy, ah~ having the handsome man who tore people apart with his bare hands as your new disciple and seeing the person who mu*dered him (not ML) for the second time—in a different identity and lifetime—but still receiving death glares and killing intent.

ML knows nothing of the previous incarnation, which I'm thankful for! I've read so many reincarnated, blackened MLs that repented after events changed, that now this fresh, semi blackened ML who can repent and change is a joy to read.

Their relationship started off as cleanly as it could get with ML's wariness, then turned on a sour note after the first time. As the story progressed on, some Stockholm sprinkled in, a couple buns baked and ML's redemption kicking in, I couldn't help but root for this giant puppy but also want to kick his butt. The plot was thick and tasty yo! The characters are very likeable and aren't super unreasonable except for some early cannon fodder. MC is clear headed and sensible, occasionally on the verge of exploding his character set up lol ML, needless to say, grew a lot throughout the story—from a cold, lone wolf filled with vengeance to a big retriever for MC but still filled with vengeance. The side characters are also super fulfilling to read about! They have their own unique traits that make them memorable. The little buns are also adorable!

The subtle and not so subtle comedy written in truly saved the story tbh. Added so much flavour to the story that I couldn't stop reading lol

I hope the English translations continue for this, even though I already MTL'd this lol the first 3 chapters of translation really hooked me into this story :> Awesome work!
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CoffeeForMyLazySelf rated it
June 11, 2021
Status: Completed
This story is awesome!

I love MC's children and the little chick, they're so cute and precious. #mustprotect

At first, I actually didn't like the ML since he's too scum.

He kept misunderstanding MC without knowing MC's side! It made me so angry at the ML that I cursed him furiously for many chapters.

... more>>

Thanks to ML's dad for helping MC clear the misunderstanding. ML's dad is also really cute, poor dad being separated from his son due to the original owner's (MC's body) indirect action...☹


In the end, I reluctantly forgave ML. Nah, I still hold grievances against this man.


He saved MC after all at the risk of his life. Still doesn't excuse his actions though, but I thank him for saving MC.

Well, it also made me frustrated at one point since MC didn't know ML saved him which made the misunderstandings between them grow.


All in all, I enjoyed the time reading this novel, you should give it a try!

If you don't know where to read, you can read it on wattpad. Its completed there.😊 <<less
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nica624 rated it
January 4, 2021
Status: Completed
I rate this between 3.5-4stars

I really like the premise of this as I love cultivation stories especially master and apprentice.

It started well however around the middle it started to come loose and there are side characters, even the regular characters, started having side track of their purpose of the story. Around the end, I cant say it felt rush but it is more about the relationship of ML and MC trying to knot it together almost purposely when the story is having leeway, I think it needed an actual plot... more>> to actually have that relationship to built up. Theyre still cute but it just having that lacking of spark. However it is a happy ending,

I was sad to the point they forgot the yellow chick son like what?!


I felt like the author shouldve added more plot or arc in the middle like more places to go and character development of main and side characters, perhaps even years time skip or so because a lot happening at the same time.

I liked the Fairy Sect and the character they meet there but suddenly it lost its plot and served no purpose at all and never seeing the new character there after that. There was no point of even going to the other sect -- a waste of transformation grass and scamming of it every 6 months.


At least we have the redemption of the villains (?) I cant really call them villain but they just there to stir trouble and doesnt cause damage at all. And the condition of the MC which is thank gawd it was at least known.

With the village and all of hybrids it was nice, I really wished MC couldve stayed longer tbh but the distance and stalking of ML was kinda... cute? it's quite different but im glad family first but still thinking of thr orcs


I really wish for an extra what happened in the ending, like the adventure

as family! Moar family bonding with grandpa, MC and ML romance and the kids!!!!

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MeAndOnlyMeSaltedfish rated it
September 11, 2021
Status: c71

There is misunderstanding to this and that. One more thing this Xiao Hei something or whatever is so f*cking annoying.

He keep trying to kill MC as if he own him a million dollars. This facker was so annoying that I can kill him thousand times.

Other thing is the relationship of MC and ML, is a bit complicated. ML said while force love making (by accidently link some strange smell from MC) that he like the MC but MC ignore it as if is nothing.

To some point in time MC decided to live with his baby and little duck? Without ML knowing which make it a bit annoying.

I mean ML know this and that so what's the point of leaving, Can ML dare to kill MC knowing that he was have child with him?

This is another misunderstanding to this never ending circle.

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Kassandra rated it
June 25, 2021
Status: c87
This story was good. I like our main character, Yuan Mu, mostly because of the decision he decided to stay away from the ML, Shi Dixuan. I actually dislike the ML, maybe even felt a faint hate. Like he's always misunderstanding our MC. He even had the intention to kill our MC! He force Yuan Mu but it was spread in public that our Yuan Mu has conspired on him. Like duh, our Yuan Mu can pull any male or female if he wants. Also, it was childcare but it's... more>> all about cultivation and sects. Though, I like children hihi. It wasn't even romance couz at the latter part it felt rush. So I rate it 3/5. <<less
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Miliam rated it
April 21, 2021
Status: Completed
Transmigrated in a cultivation world, MC though that he will become a protagonist and strong but ended up being an errand man. After re-transmigrated again he became the shifu of the ml.

I had mtl a long time ago so I don't remember much. But I liked it. The length of the story was perfect and not dragged much.

But sometimes the plot seems like a waste? Like the MC spend a lot of time doing something that I don't even remember the reason??

Still, give a try if you want a short,... more>> cute and family story. There's no deep plot so you can mlt <<less
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dreiculture03 rated it
December 31, 2020
Status: Completed
I love the story! This is a type of story that you will never get bored; every part of the story is interesting.

It's so sad, that the beastmen are being ostracized. Good thing that a person like the MC still exists (although you will surely be surprised by his origin in the end).

You won't definitely regret reading it!
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lourdes rated it
October 13, 2020
Status: Completed
Totally cute, sweet and fluppy.

Not much drama. Simply just light read for fun.

I added it to my most favorite BL list. 🥰😍
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rorowingaway rated it
November 16, 2022
Status: c35
I REALLLY was expecting more. This novel disappointed me a lot. The MC especially, really do be infuriating. He is kind of like a white lotus who gets on your nerves. The ML well is just annoying, I understand that he went through some really horrible stuff but ehh. Giving it a 3/10. Really disappointing.
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Kailyria20 rated it
October 2, 2020
Status: Completed
This story was interesting, although I'm really curious as to why the ML decided to bring him along in his first life... but that wasn't clarified, unfortunately.

It's an ok read, I can't say it's super great, because I feel like their interactions weren't really enough to make them love each other, ofc MC was aware of that fact that it might just be Stockholm syndrome on his part tho.

... more>>

The few things I do like, some novels like to exclude the birthing process, they didn't in this one, I always curious if it was painful or not, did they take it in a stride or do they suffer just as much, it seems in the case of his first child, it was relatively easier for him since the baby was essentially like the size of your average newborn puppy, but the 2nd child was human size so it was more difficult.

As mentioned before I think MC really didn't feel much of anything for ML, it felt more like an afterthought near the end when ML was kind of groveling for his misunderstandings but also kidnapping MC's body [seducing and using pleasure to addict him] and so it felt more like fell in lust rather than love on MC's side.

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Seafall rated it
September 3, 2020
Status: Completed
Besides the synopsis, the novel has more story into it.

Sometimes, the premise of their world made me frustrated because it caused a lot of hate between the main characters, making their relationship so fragile. The drama is only moderate, with some fluffness in between, and some angst that the reader would experience as they read more.

The story development is reasonable in its own pace, that you will not be bored till you reach the end.

A must read, through the final chap.
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LadySayuri rated it
October 8, 2023
Status: c87
(Main Text) Completed via MTL

Actual Score 3.5☆

I would say overall a good read to pass time, the plot is interesting enough to keep me immersed, not without flaws but not that bad. Sadly there were expectations not met & really cant avoid feeling that it could really do some more in-depth development. Some of the reviews are relatively accurate & most of what I wanted to say are already said, so I wont say much anymore

Slightly disappointed in a few points like they keep forgetting Xiao Huang... more>> (altho it was mentioned). I was expecting a significant revelation of MC's first transmigration to his current one (and like what happened to ML in their last life & if ML will have nighmares about it in the current). For some reason I have more expectations from Bai Fanlu than just hinting MC's peculiarity, I mean MC explained a lot to him so I thought he'll be like the old wolf another person than will speak up for him but he was never heard of again. Not much chara dev notably on ML & especially on Xiao Bai, also not much parental care moments either (altho MC also admitted this one) ; but maybe what im hoping for are in the extras that author promised, & I havent search for yet <<less
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rosesakura95 rated it
October 10, 2022
Status: Completed
Not bad! Thats all I can say about this story!

For someone who likes drama/misunderstandings like me, it was a short entertaining story to pass time.

But the story could have been so much more if some of the events were developed better.

This story leaves me feeling that there are many things that got brushed without looking into them with much depth.

Rate: 3.5
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August 31, 2020
Status: v1c87
I love the story.. I just hope there was an extra to what happened last life? What's the ML's reaction when the MC was killed.
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