she only feels excited when she's killing or she does suicide.

The MC is quite a mystery and she doesn't know herself either. The system also doesn't know why she's strong.

My favorite are those arcs where she would take care of children. I just love how she takes care of them when she's known as psychopath. Its so heartwarming. Well I know its a mission but I know it flutters her heart a bit! Lmao

that arc was a virtual game, and the end was so heartwarming on how she advice the host that she's not alone anymore. I didn't expect her to do that and it just made me love her more.

MTL very easy to understand ☆☆☆☆

Im done till 5th arc. I like MC, I quite like this novel, its unique and interesting. However, I just dont like her being so indifferent to everything, so out of place (tho its her character setting, I get it) I hope she gets more in tuned with the world she transmigrates to. Also, I hope, if she can, that there would be a time where she stays and live a life in that world (until old age or smthng. Tho by 5th arc I understand that it might not be possible). Or that a love interest would come that will make her want to stay, dont matter if he'll help her or not (doesnt seem like its possible.)

1st arc is cringey. Coz she's so out of place. Even her lines were cringey for me (dont know why.)

2nd arc is much better coz she gets to enjoy. However I feel bad for the ML here, he seems to like her a lot. MC dont feel the same. --After 5th arc, there's extra. I feel bad for the ML ?

3rd MC's firepower is so awesome ?

4th I love this arc. Its about MC raising 3 younger brothers in the late '60s to '70s. I feel so bad at the end. MC didnt commit suicide or anything, so I thought, wow, a character development. But No. We will find out that the body is estimated to die in 2-5years. Felt so bad for the ML here (he loves her very much) and the brothers. ?

Usually, I would get fed up with reading the romance in system novels because the guy would always unconditionally spoil the girl and help her but reading this and especially the zombie arc, how I wish my ship came true though I know it won't but still T_T. AHHH I just love her interactions with the kids in the book and it's interesting to see the different forms she takes on and how the bugs in the book aren't just considered 'humans'. Well, I can't spoil beyond that point. I can't wait for the translations and more chapters to come out. ≪3

I was shocked when I saw the MC counter-attacked the "main system" (?) or the mysterious force in that one chapter. And I think she will only get stronger, the "energy" gained from the missions had greatly improved her strength. The harder the missions the more they (MC and her partner) get energy.

Its also quite interesting to see that the system can buy a body (using energy) for his own, the price is high though. He can also spend energy to repair his "bird body". Like "Reincarnated as a System", the MC (the system in that novel) bought a body using points.

Despite the lack of care, the MC still on guard with her system. But the more they interact and experience different worlds, their relationship gets better I guess? Maybe in the future, the MC and her partner would treat each other as friends, family, or being a "big brother" and her "little follower/little brother". Their relationship could also take a turn and become "love", in a romantic sense. But if that is the case the road is still far ahead. Or maybe they had already started (like the part where the MC transmigrated as a phoenix, and as a bird, the system thought how his big brother looks cool and handsome). If that is the case, then that would be interesting.

Personally, I'm seriously wondering if she is the God of Death that got bored and decided to seal her memory and become human so she could test out ways to kill herself. I mean, she gets energy from people dying around her, killing others or the most death energy is when she kills herself. She's a tad nuts but I like her character and she's slowly changing.