Throughout the first part of the chapters, the author shows how cunning and manipulative the MC is by explaining that she won't let fate control her, this world is cruel to those who dont love god, she won't fall in love ect...

With all this explanation, the reader gets a sense that the MC is very determined and hard hearted.

But reality is very different. The MC, Belia (Li Yue) uses machinations to get what she wants but then she wants more things. She gets greedy and then resorts to using the G.o.L (god of light) again even though she says she truly loves him.

But then when her mother is burned at the stake for heressay, an important turning point in her life, she kills the initiator and the text says "something broke inside me too" but she just goes back to how she used to be.

Mind you this event happens right after she realizes that God is too indifferent. Like WAY to indifferent. So it really speaks volumes when she goes back to being the same way despite being set on a goal. At this point it really shows how hypocritical she is.

I didn't even know she genuinely liked the incarnation of the ML if she didn't say it in her monologue. I don't trust her love anymore it's not that I even trust it in the first place but still, despite that, I like her character. She's headstrong and independent, I like it when she doesn't do anything but the side characters that originally should have liked the og FL got interested in her and she uses their feelings accordingly. She's not perfect, she has too many flaws that before reading this, I don't like traits in an MC but after reading this, I still don't like it but she's an exemption. Idk if she did everything right but I only know that she did everything to survive, it that wrong? In the eyes of the victim and others, yes, but in the eyes of a reader who oversees all? No. She's perfectly flawed and I like it.

All comments about him are def a spoiler. We met him together with the MC through the og novel's trajectory. The MC plucked his eyeballs and now that I'm writing this, the author didn't explain why the og host plucked the ml's eyeballs out of nowhere. Anyway, he started as Gaia Leslie or they mostly call him Mr. Leslie. He's the perfect definition of an untainted and pure human. He's kind but not overly. Benevolent but knows the limit. That's why he got tricked by the MC, maybe he doubted her but because of his kind nature, he chose to trust her. He's s*upid but only to Bellia.

And then I disagree with the comment that said about the "important turning point of her live" and then said thatFL just goes back to the way she used to be.

I think that part is not "the important turning point of her live" since the event like that already happen before her mother got burned. This part most likely show us that FL streghthen her determination.

Then the ML was pretty much fine, althought I kinda hate him a lil XD. But in the description it states that this story involve the girl chasing a boy and then the man chasing her wife. I kinda think that this is just too false. It is more like the girl chasing a boy and *insert many event here since I forgot* and then near the end of the novel finally the event the man chasing his wife happen.

It is just.. Too.. I forgot the word (bad). CAUSE I NEED MOREE SWEET PART