I am Destined to Die

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I’m destined to die in 10 years.

A curse that passes on to the person you love most.

Hajae inherited a curse from his mother that has left him with a limited time to live.

“I thought you didn’t like me. I thought that’s why you were avoiding me.”

“No, I don’t.”

He begins volunteering at the church’s nursery, where he is gradually drawn to a man he meets, but is unable to pass on the curse and leaves his side…

“Don’t leave me behind. Don’t throw me away.”

“Don’t worry. I’m not going anywhere.”

Sorry.

Ha-Jae and Heo-Sang are reunited seven years later.

The child they met in nursery school has grown up.

Simeon, an S-class Hunter and the leader of the Apostles’ Guild.

“Why are so nervous. Are you scared? Afraid I’m going to do something bad.”

Can Ha-Jae and Heo-Sang change the ‘must die’ curse?

Can they change the curse of fate?

Associated Names
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반드시 죽어야 할 운명
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02/28/24 Free Trial MTL c68
01/21/24 Free Trial MTL c67
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Review
5 Reviews


Kinnooo
New Kinnooo
Mar 25, 2024
Status: c68
It's really good and it made me cry a bunch of times. Tbh I had to stop reading from time to time because it's too much sometimes but it's written so well that you just have to continue reading. I hope it gets picked up in the future.
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Mieru mieru
New Mieru mieru
Mar 25, 2024
Status: c68
I read the translation until chapter 68 in 3 hours, continuously. It was beautiful.... really..... now I'm going crazy because it's dropped.

SOMEONE PLSSSS TELLLLLL MEEEE WHERE TO READ THE REST OF THE STORRRRRYYYYYYY???!!!!!!!!!!

In case you want to know more about the story here it is -

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ok so mc's mom was cursed to die in 10 years and the curse would pass on, after her death, to the one she loves the most. MC ends up getting cursed because his mother loved him the most. I think he was about 17 when got cursed so he's got 10 years left to live. And he decides that no matter what he wouldn't fall in love because his beloved would be cursed because of him.

MC meets ML at an orphanage and he soon becomes attached to him. No romantic stuff happened when they were young. Even if they had feelings they never really showed. MC soon realised that he was falling in love with ML so he leaves him. But then he gets into an accident that leads him disfigured and mangled to the brink of death. Now his curse will make him live for 10 years since it's activation so no matter what for 10 years he will have an immortal body and won't die.

So when he heals, his facial features change a lot. And he starts a new life.

Years later (one year before mc's inevitable death) - On the other hand the ML is distraught and he somehow build a guild. And then he meets MC but can't recognise him because he's looks different now. So he doesn't know the one he loves and thinks is dead is right infront of him.

Now both are suffering - one is unable to forget the light of his life and the other who feels remorse and pain for hiding his identity and unable to reveal himself because of his imminent death that'll again hurt his beloved.

They somehow reach a consensus to find some spirit or relic that can erase memories because ML suffers from hallucinations of the MC and wants erase him from his life. On the other hand, MC wants to help ML because he feels guilty and he thinks that wiping his own memories too will make his death that's coming become more easier to accept.

So yeah.... enjoy

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hikari1189
hikari1189
Jul 25, 2023
Status: c96
What a heart wrenching story. Almost every chapter that I've read so far make me feel depressed and sad.

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Especially the ML's reason why he build his guild and only searching for cursed items. That's because he wants to go back to the past to 'erase' the root of his misfortune, including his sad meeting with MC.

When MC know his reason, though he feel bitter and sad, he secretly agree and determined to help ML so he can die alone in peace knowing that his curse won't be transferred to ML

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This story almost doesn't have any comedic nor heartwarming scene, so prepare your heart for serious (and sometimes depressed) plot. Occasionally, there's a slight romance scenes but still in safe zones...I think 🤭❤️ <<less
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aelin_0
aelin_0
Apr 02, 2023
Status: c10
I know that it's really too early for a review, but I am doing it anyway. I wasn't thinking of reviewing, so I have already rated it

I am guessing this will be heavy in angst: (slight spoiler!)

Spoiler

The main characters are both cursed in a way, that makes loving someone impossible.

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There is a notable age difference, but I don't know how much it is. The main story plays when there are both adults and nothing (intimate) happened when the male lead was underage.

The translation is good (their name might be misleading, but it is not broken English)

TW!:
(attempted) su*cides
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Lostfiry_86
Lostfiry_86
Feb 18, 2024
Status: c67
This was really a good ride... my eyes are still wet, this is one of the best novel I have ever read im really sad that the transition isn't completed so I will just wait for more

Uh this story brouth me to tears many times, each chapter was really intresting and I didn't even realized I read all the translated chapters only in 2 hours

I just want to recommend this novel to whoever that I know
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