How To Win My Husband Over

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I became the Villainess who died at the hands of her husband in the novel.

To be exact, as a supporting role who dies after being used by her father and brother as a tool for political marriage.

One day, my goddamn father crawled out and brought my fifth groom.

The problem is that he is the husband who will kill me, and is the best paladin in the north who will bring down my family in the future.

First of all, I have to find a way to live.

Before I find a way to save my sister-in-law,

In the original story, before I find a way to save my sister-in-law whom I was supposed to kill, there are many difficulties, such as my husband’s coldness, the northerners’ contempt and check, but if I seems harmless to the people here—

Won’t he save my life later on?

“I have a crush on you!”

So please save me!

Associated Names
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How to Get My Husband on My Side
남편을 내 편으로 만드는 방법
Related Series
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Recommendations
My Husband Hates Me, But He Lost His Memories (2)
I Become The Wife of The Male Lead (1)
Limited Extra Time (1)
A Game To Make Him Fall (1)
My Husband Will Regret This (1)
Recommendation Lists
  1. Just romance
  2. Korean novels i love love love
  3. Fantasy creatures | Criaturas fantsticas
  4. FAVORITE!!!
  5. arranged marriage//contractual relationships

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33 Reviews


stephhiny
New stephhiny
Jun 17, 2022
Status: c123
Found this series by chance and this is the first web novel I ever read and it got me immediately falling in love. Hard. NO, tbh I was obsessed with this novel which later resulting in me discovering a new hobby - reading novels. \O//

The story itself is interesting. Every chapter got me totally immersed in it. Excited and curious about what will happen next. Tragedy is a new genre for me and yeah it was well written that my heart really aches so much reading this ;~; Nevertheless, I... more>> love the FL and ML characters and the way their relationship develops in time. Ugh, I just love them!

Totally recommended. Cant say another word to describe, I just love love loveeee this novel. Can't I give this 10/5 for the rating instead? Lol. Feeling super grateful for the author - Thank you for creating this story, which is a masterpiece in my opinion. And thank you for the translation teams that makes this happening. Can't read it without you guys and I'm super duper excited -Can't wait for the next updates :D <<less
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Iuningning
New Iuningning
Jun 10, 2022
Status: c15
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This is the first korean manhwa novel I’ve read and it made me feel so much emotions throughout my journey reading it. I’ve finished this until chapter 123 and still waiting for the update. Two broken people, with respective tragic past and trauma, met each other. You get to see FL throughout her journey trying to survive her day-to-day life with her trauma and keep up with a facade. Eventually, with both characters sincerely showing their love and affection towards each other, they get to overcome such trauma (or at least try to) as they break their barriers and decide to trust each other. This is very hard especially for FL but because of Izek’s sincerity through her actions, he eventually gets to win her over. You read the novel mostly from FL’s perspective so the ML’s intentions in the first few chapters were misunderstood. Nonetheless, I love their character development and the flow of the story didn’t feel rushed nor too slow. The built up was amazing as for the plot and their romance so I feel very satisfied. Only a few chapters left I hope someone pick this up again.

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SailorV
SailorV
Mar 11, 2021
Status: --
I just want to say thank you to the person who decided to take this BEAUTIFUL novel!
I've been reading it in its original language for a while and this novel is beautiful. You must read it seriously.
The evolution of the characters is simply perfect, I liked that they did not fall in love instantly like other cliches that I have read (I also like to read cliches) this novel is something fresh and a bit harsh (since it talks about abuse, trauma. And eating disorder).
When you read... more>> it, do not get angry at first, since the attitude of ML is like that and it is super natural that he is distrustful of FL.

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At first he treats her somewhat indifferent since it is super rational for him to distrust her (the FL has a bad record) but he never disrespects her.

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The girl has a bad record thanks to her brother and her father who have abused her and practically sold her to different people (it is not yet clear to me why they do all that)

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What I like most about this novel is its evolution as they grow up and fall in love. The ML in love is PURE GOLD

There is also a lot of sexual tension, that was something new for me. I mean something new because in the novels I have read I have always felt that THAT is missing in the characters and well this novel does give us all that sexual attraction that they felt. I was so excited by every touch and look they gave each other.

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He loves her so much that they do it all the time;) (the FL says that the ML looks at her with eyes of pure love)

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I also love how ML gives him her place as her wife and takes care of her.
He may be a bit rough, but he lived a somewhat harsh life.
Really read this novel, it's a gem <<less
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AbsolutelyAbsolem
AbsolutelyAb
Oct 17, 2021
Status: c86
If you can't handle abuse in fiction, don't read this novel. It's a lot. Eating disorders, physical abuse, mental abuse, suicide, and the brother has creepy possessive feelings toward FL. I feel the author is very respectful of the topics nonetheless, particularly for eating disorders, shown through how thorough their research is into the effects on a person's body, mental state, as well as the effects on the people around them.

And of course, thank you so much to Yui and Rae for working on this novel...! It's become my all-time... more>> fave.

This is the first time I've felt like FL is reacting reasonably to her own trauma. I mean this girl is really, seriously traumatized, it breaks my heart every time. Seeing her open up slightly only to regress when something happens really highlights how hard it is to overcome that level of brainwashing. The reactions of the people around her who are unaware, from confused to frustrated to horrified, feel very appropriate, rather than overly gushy. I'm excited to see more characters learn the truth (and the perpetrators be punished!!)

The ML is cold at first (with reason) but not disrespectful. You could argue he's neglectful, but it's a bit murky given the other circumstances going on. Once he commits, though, this man...! I really enjoyed watching their relationship evolve, and watching ML struggle with his feelings and how to treat FL. How much he thinks of her after he finally commits himself to being her husband, and how hard he's trying to get through to her. Sometimes he's a little clumsy, but he's doing his best. I can also see how people might feel his change was "sudden", but I felt that we could see the turmoil he had been in over FL for quite some time. That's my personal feelings, anyway!

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I'm also so excited to see where the plot with the monsters is going. Their relationship with FL and ML's response to them are so good! But what is the reason!?!? Popo and griffin and obese lizard, I hope you're all doing well, thank you for supporting our FL..!

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TL;DR it's a very dark novel, but with a FL you really want to see recover, and villains whose downfalls you crave to watch. <<less
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koco2018
koco2018
Jul 31, 2021
Status: c8
I can't stand it any longer. Whoever added the tags and genres to the description of this novel are scammers.

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  1. Comedy?
    1. Do you think an MC with a warped mental state from brainwashing abuse is funny? MC does not crack jokes, the only thing she cracks is her back from apologizing and acting pitiful.
    2. I haven't read a single funny thing.
  2. Shoujo?
    1. Do you even know what Shoujo means? You might have been confused because shoujo is "the point of view of a young female protagonist and usually involves romance and drama" and this novel contains drama and should contain a smidge of romance because the characters are married (don't count on romance here). BUT shoujo is light-hearted and would never contain an MC with such realistic problems like mental illness or eating disorders.
    2. Josei doesn't fit here either, this story has more in common with Shoujo than Josei. BUT THIS STORY IS NEITHER SO JUST DON'T ADD THE GENRE.
  3. Tags.
    1. Are you joking?
    2. Are you joking?
    3. You must be joking.
    4. Out of the 13 people who rated this novel and the many more who read like ghosts...... None of you thought to add an Abuse tag. Abuse is present throughout 8 straight chapters.

Anyway, I'll fix it. I've only gone 8 chapters but I have some trigger warning tags to add. ALSO. I'm removing that damn comedy genre. Must've been selected by someone who hasn't read the novel, even from ch 1 the abuse was present and no comedy was seen. HERE IS A PSA. If the story is slightly funny, use the "comedic undertone" tag. Not the comedy genre. This story is not funny at all.

MC is not blackhearted nor is she good at scheming but this girl is so messed up to the point of no return. I'm talking about "3 years of therapy and shows slow progress". She was tormented in her previous life, and when she transmigrated it got worse.

Author, did you have to give MC such a brutal life where, what should've been an escape from her situation, she couldn't rest and her abuse was continued by her new family? Abused by her family in her first world, abused by her family in her second world. WHAT MAKES THIS WORSE IS, her pathetic personality was adopted to help her survive.

"If you open the door of the cage to a bird that has been trapped in the cage for too long, the bird cannot leave the cage. This is because the bird has been trapped in the cage for so long that it has forgotten how to exit and fly." This is MCs tragic situation. MC is the bird who has forgotten how to fly after being caged her entire life, threatened with violence from both of her families she became a "harmless innocent" who has no will of her own. It's possible that MC will attempt to free herself from her abusers but her personality does not have any fight left in it. When anything happens she wears a harmless smile and/or cries.

Because she feels detest, for her family and her older brother, I'm assuming she has enough strength to attempt an escape. But fear and obedience are engraved in her core, so I won't expect anything.

Back to the birdcage analogy, if MC had someone to open her birdcage she would struggle really hard to fly out. The author will most likely use the ML's hand to save MC, and the MC will struggle to separate herself from her abusers (probably even fail). After all, MC has been through so much trauma she's practically brainwashed to act harmless and innocent to avoid abuse.

Ah. I forgot to add why I hate this novel.

MC is a broken little white lotus. The author will not give MC room to breathe. The ML is not my favorite. MC's personality sucks. MC's first family was awful. MC's second family is twisted and chilling. MC's brother gives me a weird perverted "she is my toy" vibes, I'm pretty sure he is expelling his sexual desire by placing MC on his lap and petting her head (oof I'm going to puke). MC's personality sucks.

Really, the author is overdoing it. MC's personality is so pathetic and hopeless. ("maybe the author wanted you to think of the MC in that way" NO.)

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CanadianAnon
CanadianAnon
Oct 23, 2021
Status: c81
I’d like to write a proper review later but for now:

This story contains very heavy themes including abuse, mental illness, and eating disorders.

I spent 4 hours binge reading the first 50 chapters and crying my eyes out at how relatable the protagonist was.

I’ve seen many complaint’s on the MC’s personality and how her trauma makes her act/freak out. To that I hope everyone can realize that individuals all respond to trauma differently.
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The MC has crafted a sort of alternate personality of being a “cute idiot” that she puts on to survive her abusive household. This is something that I’ve seen a few people hate, but I found it so relatable. Having to fake your reactions, fake your affection, walk on eggshells around everyone, basically there were many bits and pieces of her sad sad life that I found relatable coming from a messed up household myself.

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As such, for me, I’ve stuck around this far and am looking forward to more because the MC’s inner thoughts remind me so much of what my own once were (and sometimes still are). I’m really happy with the way the author has written it so far, though that may be because all the other heavy themed LNs I’ve read so far were just #not it yk.
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Kairi645
Kairi645
Nov 12, 2021
Status: c78
Read this story, it's so heart warming. I'm too emotional and want to continue reading from the chapter I just read. So I will say that my favorite part about this story is that the FL is weak. It's realistic, she was traumatized, abused, depressed, used, and so much more happened. She doesn't picks fights like the common "strong female lead" and although those stories are really interesting I really like the message the author was trying to convey here. One of the issues that I had most with the... more>> "strong protagonist" troupe is that they had to change to be loved, even when no one else around them did. It was only in their second life did they become loved. The reason why I love this story so much is that the female lead didnt have to change to be loved. She didn't have to suddenly overcome her trauma which is so hard to do, to be loved. I love the message that your still worthy no matter how bad people make you out to be and how little your may feel about yourself. The relationship between the female lead and the male lead is extremely heart warming.
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The female lead is weak, she's scared and all she wants to do it survive. So she acts harmless, she let's things go, she doesn't pick fights, but that doesn't mean she's s*upid or naive. That's how she learned to survive after being abused and manipulated, which is a very real issue in real life. And it's to the point where she doubts the ML and distrusts him. (And there isn't any huge/constant misunderstandings because even when she wants to push him away and not believe him, her emotions get the best of her and she ends up relying on him and telling him the truth. It's to the point where it's shocking.) And I hope you don't get mad at her. Her family would say nice things and abuse her in the next, she doesn't know what to expect, she constantly went through times where she would have hope, although very little, and would be disappointed. Her responses and actions are really expected of a traumatized person, that you would honestly wonder why she wanted to be alive. And finding that out was heartbreaking. And what I love about this story, that I had issues with other stories, is that she didn't have to change. She didn't have to change to be loved, she didn't suddenly have to become a strong character that she never was, nor do things that she's too traumatized to do. I like that despite her doubts with the ml, he still loves her. And even when he gets mad because she doesn't trust him, he still stops and feels sad as to why she's like this. Instead of ignoring her trauma and simply being mad at her, he tries to understand her and asked her how he can help her and that he's on her side. This is really healthy behavior. Oh also don't misunderstand, I'm not "defending bad behavior" the female lead is actually a really sweet and likeable main character. I'm not trying to say she's a b**ch but she acts like this because this, this, and that. (Sry if I confused you) No I was trying to say why she's really timid where you just want to give her a hug. This story really makes you root for her and you want her to be happy. It's very satisfying.

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Lailajabar
Lailajabar
Nov 01, 2021
Status: --
If you guys cannot take how dark this novel are, don't read.. If you guys don't like how the story flow, don't read.. You have problem with how the author write this story, go PRIVATE message the author.. No need to spoil everything just to keep ONLY yourself satisfied.. This people doing a really hard work to translate this story for you guys but people like you are the one who can make them lost their job n money.. If so many people don't like this story, the translator will... more>> not be translate this story until 100th chapter.. You guys can hate the personality of the FL because its not you in their place.. You think the FL want to be s*upid like that? You guys took so lightly what trauma n abuse can do to you n much worse, it's from your own family.. What's wrong with FL need help from ML? It's a brave things to get people to help you as you cannot control your mind n body when in trauma state.. Please do not get angry to FL because she didn't share everything to the ML.. They still don't truly know n trust each other but things do make a progress.. Just please pray for the FL poor soul to keep fighting back n find her happiness.. <<less
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seoktonin
seoktonin
Oct 29, 2021
Status: c96
tbh I really like this novel lmao, I binged it in one day (translated chapters) and I dont get why so many people are hating on it.

its probably one of the best knovels that potray abuse. Alot of times abuse is just glossed over and treated with the 'power of love' or the abused MC is rational enough to distinguish who will hurt her and who wont.
Its not that easy. Theres a lot of reasons for her behaviour as well ML's behaviour and its explained pretty well. But all... more>> I see is people taking it lightly lmao.
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A parent's death is a huge turning point of life. Even for full fledged adults the acceptance doesnt come easy. ML was 13 when his mom hung herself and he was the first one to find her body.
That is Trauma and its absolutely valid that he doesnt wish to get close to anyone or fall in love with anyone.
His mom died and he's estranged from his dad, dude never even had proper parenting and yet he spoils her so much. Thats a good man and a good personality.
He's cold? Hell, if I was to marry someone from the enemy family which is as powerful as my family, I would also be cold. He fully expected her to leave so he never bothered getting attached to her. Later he constantly asked her, if she wants to leave and she said no. She said no and he decided to accept his feelings. For him it was that simple.

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FL's trauma ranges over two different lives. (Maybe even three if the dream she had was truly her and not og rudbeckia)
Being treated as a trophy in both life, all she had to do was be affectionate, smile and laugh. For Caesar, it worked. She put caesar and izek on the same pedestal of scary because caesar was obsessed with her and izek was supposed to kill her.
so she thought if it worked on caesar, it will work on izek. But what izek fell for was her interactions with others she was comfortable with, the split second bantering that showed her real personality.
before their first night, both of them already felt attracted to each other. FL was not emotionally available and now is slowly opening up while ML fell headfirst into love when he got to know her.
Author is not abusing the FL too much. Abuse is forever. It doesn't "end". Even if abuser is gone, the memories will stay and the fear will stay, what matters is whether there is someone helping you through it.

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as for romance, I dont think it was fast lmao, rn it started as desperate need for survival and has evolved into ML spoiling her rotten and FL gaining more confidence and feelings for ML.
It's more emotional support than romance for FL rn and much needed honestly.
he asked her on their first night, if she wants to leave and FL told him no. That made him stop holding himself back and doubting her and he decided that he would be her everything.
he teases her, he spoils her, he kisses her and he loves her. All the mundane things she lacked he is trying his best to give her.
dude doesnt know how to deal with panic attacks and I cant fault him on that because even in modern age people dont know lmao

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veeazaa
veeazaa
Jul 28, 2021
Status: c17
I just found it today, and oh-man! I didn't regret it one bit, at first I thought it's going to be a slow plot but the more I read the more I'm thankful and grateful for the translation team, thank you, the story plot actually isn't as shallow as I thought at first, and-BECAUSE I FELL IN LOVE WITH FL, you know crying FL is annoying as f right? But here it is the author represent her well and managed to get my sympathy my heart!!

IM CRYING FOR HER, I... more>> WILL CHEERING FOR HER, IM GONNA STICK MASELF HERE TILL THE END OF THE CHAPTER, for you who are reading my comment, what are you waiting for go f read it right away!!! <<less
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7starkiller99
7starkiller9
Mar 23, 2022
Status: c120
Novel not recommended to read.

MC basically just being abused for the first 40 or so chapters, after which the author vigorously attempts to whitewash the scumbag ML.

MC immediately falls in love with the only person not actively abusing her and even then the ML is still a completely disgusting human being.

... more>> Novel issues:

1) MC is suffering most of the story

2) ML instantly whitewashed and rewarded for his terribly behavior by getting the MC. ML is never called out on his actions or suffers consequences. (No, searching for MC after you let everyone abuse her and then feeling tired is not a consequence.)

3) The sheer insanity that occurs: Okay? So everyone in this world is human scum, but still no one ever finds the stuff MC does weird? She has a number of outbursts and sounds very fake but no one questions anything.

4) Romance is completely toxic one-sided

5) Mc's control of magic creatures (demons) is thoroughly not explained till later and then seems even more ridiculous when you realize MC could've become a dragon rider etc and not have come back to be abused 24/7.

6) Lack of location detail (Novel is really minimalistic but also suffers from mediocre worldbuilding like the whole nonsense behind the poisoning etc).

There's a number of other issues as well, like how strange the descriptions are from Mc's perspective, or the horrible depictions of cruelty in Mc's newly married household, or how paper thin the fodder scum characters are, but those are minor issues. Author attempts to go the extra mile of suffering with eating disorders, monthly pains, and constant times MC catches a fever or takes water damage but it's all ultimately pointless as these events cause no future toll.

Overall, mainly just a world populated with scumbag human beings who really are just complete tr*sh. An extremely empty experience with no goodwill behind the writing. -900Quintillion/10.

P.S. MC absolutely should have just left the territory as soon as she could have or at the very least taken better advantage of the huge amount of free rubies available. Really despise how much suffering the MC has to go through for basically no reward. Oddly enough does seem like one of those novels where the author would cross into the novel after writing such a bad end for the MC. <<less
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Rurexx
Rurexx
Aug 29, 2021
Status: c63
This is a great novel! I've read quite a few of them and this one is not that different EXCEPT. Woah. I actually felt like crying a few times. The situations are actually pitiful which is not new but instead of thinking we'll she could just do this or that you understand the heroine and her struggles. The MC is I think the best. She has depth.

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I was especially surprised by the mentioned mark on top of her hand which is a sign of bulimia or anorexia. I googled it to check. And it surprised me how through the autor is but also that I actually learnt something from a Korean novel!

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Anyways. Give it a try. It's worth it! <<less
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Sahsahsah
Sahsahsah
Jul 29, 2021
Status: c21
This is so good. The FL is pretty entertaining and I love how the cold ML is starting to warm up to her. *Squeal*

Be warned though that there's a lot of trauma that's mentioned here. She cries a lot but she uses it to her advantage lol she's a bit sly 😋.

You'll probably hate the ML at first (I didn't though because in a way I tried to see it through his eyes). He's got promise. I really want to see them fall in love now, and destroy ... more>>
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that bish Freya

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I can't wait for more chapters. <<less
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Sailor113
Sailor113
Nov 03, 2021
Status: c70
Please read this, it’s so good!

I don’t think I’ll ever found a novel with the same concept as this one, it really stands out from every other novel I’ve read!

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Also, the male lead may seem like an as*hole in the beginning, but he’s just tsundere and bad at expressing his feelings, and she just misunderstands him a lot.

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Anyways, you will not regret it if you read this!
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ashlynxx
ashlynxx
May 09, 2022
Status: c1
idk how much I have waited for someone to pick this up but the site I used to read got taken down and here the chapters are all deleted... hope the new translating team upload fast.

as for the story, hey if u have problems with reading about abuse, ed or depression, stay away from this novel. it discusses alot abt those issues too.. as for the story, I may be biased but this novel is among my top 3....i really really love this novel. the storyline is cute as well... more>> as heartbreaking.... the characters are cute and the ML & FL are dumb at certain time but the ML is so whipped for the FL so it makes it up lol <<less
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selma.marthe
selma.marthe
Nov 01, 2021
Status: c69
The story is actually really interesting! It addresses important subjects such as racism, eating disorders, suicide, abuse, PTSD etc. In a really good and realistic way. Even though it's dark it never gets boring and it's easy to read and enjoy. This might not be everyone's cup of tea, but I think everyone should at least try to read it.
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Smile_for_me
Smile_for_me
Aug 20, 2021
Status: --
This is an absolute treat to read if your looking for abuse, but if youre not? Dont. Dont even try to touch this novel because it tackles really heavy topics that those who are looking for fluff wont appreciate

youve been warned: keep away if youre looking for fluff, this doesnt have an ounce of fluff in it
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DewiL
DewiL
Jan 03, 2022
Status: c114
I thought this is just a typical goofy MC. But sht I got wrong. This. Is. So. Sad. I can feel the frustration that the MC feels, the sadness, the powerlessness when no one believe in her... Sigh. This novel actually can make me not get a sleep and cry through the night till morning the next day. And no guilty!

Oh and I feel like a read a Chinese novel, but wrote by korean. Consider the drama and how the villain acted 😂
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blssfu11
blssfu11
Dec 27, 2021
Status: c110
This is too good. Although it can be embarrassing at times, if you can get past the embarrassing moments you'll love it. I recommend to anyone and everyone.
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3.crying.3
3.crying.3
Dec 20, 2021
Status: c26
This manhwa/novel had me...

  • Sobbing at 3am
  • Simping over another 3-6 drawn masterpieces (IVAN!!)
  • Punching the air and my screen (pretending it was Freya and Rudbeckia's brother LOL)
  • Arguing with my imaginary friend about my theories (she knows everything)
  • Crying my eye's out over spoiler's
  • Wanting to jump into the manhwa and hug Rudbeckia so muchhh
  • Recovering from multiple nose-bleeds cause of Izek being shirtless
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Smaforte12
Smaforte12
Dec 02, 2021
Status: c1
I freaking love LOVE LOOOOOVE this novel. This novel has actually drained out real tears out of me. I've re-read this novel just for the sake of shedding tears and get my emotions flowing. Like a menstrual cycle, it's good to let it flow every now and then.
it's got action, drama, romance, monsters and shit! just, everything to keep you on your toes. I do wish there was smut scenes; like for their first night... I wanted some real juicy details there!!! Especially after ML said he didn't have... more>> much experience!!!!
urgh!
so it lacked in that area, then again, I'm just a perv. So maybe it's just my own selfish desire.

regardless of that, this novel is flawless. Couldn't have been written better. <<less
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snezhnaya
snezhnaya
Nov 05, 2021
Status: c100
careful reading this one if u dont like dark stories (!!)

up to this point, I dont regret clicking on it and it might even be one of my favorites. it handles heavy topics very well, and it gets frustrating at some parts but personally I think thats why it is so amazingly written. some reviews and comments say MC is too weak and s*upid, and I dont know if were reading the same thing bc she doesnt act the way she acts for no reason, shes literally traumatized u... more>> guys, her mental state is f*cked up... and if anything I think shes strong in her own way. u dont have to be a "controlling bad bit*h who knows it all" to be a strong woman yk. the fact that shes still holding on after all that happened to her is already enough. and btw of course there wont be any character development for her in the first chapters bc, once again, shes traumatized. its not like u wake up and u go "i feel better now" and everything is fixed lmao it takes time.

honestly, I relate to her so much, having to walk on eggshells, putting up a mask in front of everyone and not being able to trust easily or feel like everyone is plotting against u... a lot of these chapters hit hard and very close to home. I think I cried with some of them bc a lot of the thoughts of MC are thoughts ive had myself before.

theres some things I might not fw from the story or things that dont really make sense to me, but nothing that completely ruined it for me yet. the characters are interesting enough, and getting to know their different points of view really made this so much better.

definitely worth a read if u dont mind the heavy themes in this. <<less
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