Whenever Deputy Chief Zhang (her disgusting superior) sees a young female subordinate, his peach blossom radar eyes would focus on a particular part of her body. Everyone said that their police office's vixen had been with Deputy Chief Zhang's secret lover for several years now. I heard, at first she had a chest tumor which she was unaware of. She only found out when she stripped naked to do that thing with Deputy Chief Zhang and he had touched it. Having an affair and in the process, saved a life indeed proved he is a true public servant. 😅

About justice and prejudice:

In the past, when I was small, I was naïve and imagined people to be very simple. Bad guys were always evil and good guys were always kind. But after I grew up and started to work, I witnessed more of the dark side of society especially the unfeeling scenes that changed the childhood views of the world. There are thieves who naturally love ease and comfort and hate to work, and there are thieves who were threatened, forced and misled when they were children. Even behind the facades of those heinous mu*derers, there are always sad stories but when they finally woke up, society had already stripped them of the opportunity for redemption.

About meetings and partings:

We brushed shoulders as I quietly walked passed him. The past was like cherry blossoms that fluttered down with the wind, dropping all over the ground and one day it would become part of the soil on the ground.

About sincerity and love:

In the dark, I slowly walked downstairs with my heart pounding, waiting for a pair of arms to encircle me from behind, letting me hear his heartbeat then I want to say to him. "I'm sorry."

My heart sank. His hands did not appear. Maybe now, he finally realized the type of person I am and felt so disappointed that he had decided to give up on me.

About life:

Perhaps the beauty of life lies here... being imperfect would make one reminisce from time to time.

About our inner walls:

I wandered in the flow of normal life, facing a lot of changes, lonely, struggling and used a s*upid lie to protect myself, so much so that I could not even see my own heart clearly.

About sexuality, prejudice and acceptance:

I really think that whatever I say will also be wrong. We are our own true masters. Others do not have the right to play God and only Dong Zi (her cop partner) can choose his own path in life. To accept love given to him by a man or a woman, he has to decide for himself.

In a person's lifetime, there is too little happiness, too much pain and because of so-called social ethics, a person has to give up what his heart really wants and I think that is a bit cruel.

While female lead was going through a dark path, feeling lost and confused she was almost giving up of herself, turning into a high school troublemaker and hooligan, then in the end she got the elder advice:

When everyone thought that it wasn't possible to salvage me, a pair of benevolent eyes smilingly looked at me and said, "The stubborn rock has blinded people's eyes. Liang Liang, brush away the dust from your body. Show to everybody that you are a gold."

After sharing her difficult past with male lead, she asked:

"Ai.... do you see my body shining like a piece of gold?"

This is another poetic part of the novel:

The description she gave of a hostess she got fond of after working undercover in the nightclub:

Growing out of the mud unsullied, carting to this rotten world yet keeping the most precious things to herself.... that was my evaluation of Lilisha.

She bumped into her perfect ex-boyfriend that was now dating her annoying cousin. She was dressed as an escort:

Fu Chen (ex-boyfriend) looked at me steadily. The way he spoke was as polite as usual, yet regarding me as a stranger, "Where are you going? Do you need a lift?"

I didn't feel like watching those two. Looking at the front, I coldly spoke, "There's no need."

Fu Chen remained silent. At this time Wei Yi (her cousin) chuckled and butted in, "Elder cousin, hop in. It's quite cold being dressed like this on such a freezing day."

I was unhappy. Very unhappy. As a result, I turned my head and frivolously smiled at the two: "Recently, I change my profession to a hostess. If I don't dress like this, there would be no business."

Fu Chen's face suddenly turned gloomy. I then began lightly whistling. I waved and shouted at a young man who passed by in the front, "Hey, handsome! Am I pretty?"

The young man froze for a moment. Afterwards, he quite calmly gave me a thumbs-up. Subsequently, he went away with a smile.

I smiled even more brilliantly, like a peach blossom. My heart was filled with a pleasure from the revenge.

So cute 😊.

In another part of the novel, she resigned from her "job" as escort. But right after, she got a strong cold, since after she bumped into her ex-boyfriend. Male lead went to visit her at her house.

Kang Zi Xian (male lead) said, "I heard that you're ill."

I nodded expressionlessly, "Yes, since I work as an escort, I'm sick, sick with an STD 🤣 (Sexually Transmitted Disease). You can go now." After I said that, I attempted to shut the door once more.