accidentally getting into an accident lmao

the smut was to much in the beginning and the punishment when he get out of the hospital was really to to much JYS was in so much pain from the accident and he told you he's in pain.. The author really was to much in this part

It is a very difficult to change one's way even when we really want it for ourselves. We still would make mistakes and continue to be trapped in our old ways. MC was the same. His shameless, selfish, and manipulative ways didn't really change even when he was trying to get the ML back. He didn't turn into a white lotus. He still had to be manipulative and use the ML's soft heart to get him back. All in all, the shou was pretty scummy. BUT one thing always stayed true for him, his love for ML. No matter his ways and personality his love for ML was very moving. The only reason I could like him. Lol

In the beginning I couldn't see a reason why the ML loved the MC so much. But when I realized he loved MC even with all the flaws in his personality, I knew I wouldn't find a reason that would satisfy me. After all, it's not me who fell in love with the MC. However, one thing is for sure, ML always loved MC for who he was. And that's all that matters anyways.

I hated the way the MC clung to and forced the ML in the beginning and then the way the ML spanked the MC even after barely leaving the hospital????

What made me feel really bad is that by the end MC still had that trace of insecurity and desperation. The ML does say that he accepts him and didn't really want him to change too much, but it's based on the ML's own ideas of how the MC should act.

Acknowledging you made a mistake and owning up to the consequences, trying to make up to the aggrieved party knowing your credibility is in the negatives, is an incredibly hard thing to do.

The MC is not the best character I have read about in all my years of reading, but I liked that he went back to ML and didn't turn away when he was treated coldly. He certainly has his ugly side but I like how ML still loves him regardless. (Their love feels a bit toxic to me... I can only tolerate this kind of thing in fiction ╮ (￣▽￣””) ╭)

I don't know why I felt sad for him when he was chasing the ML back, even though I knew he deserved it for what he did before.

(Personally I would have long given up if I were treated coldly, but then again I wouldn't make the same choices the MC did... I find it slightly interesting when I read about characters with different views from mine. In the end, I feel like he redeemed himself when I saw how he's trying. I can empathize how hard it is to try and change one's self *sigh*)

I am actually uncomfortable with the car scenes and how they drive, I prefer gentle ones... I was helplessly scratching my head muttering that all couples have their unique way of getting along and making up as I read about ML roughing him up, a single dog like me wouldn't understand since only the person who wears the shoes know how it fits them.

Especially that part where he complained that he got such a small money in exchanged for a demo that he worked for months. After that, he became cautious in complaining also.

The fact that he chooses to be together with MC both times despite his family not agreeing shows how much he loves MC. And the fact the he always believes the MC can change and will change for good.