5 years they spent apart after losing touch and more details on why Cai Cai unanimously blocked Yun Da after confessing.

I just don't understand why MC would totally black out ML from his life at the end of the first half of the story under those circumstances. I understood him feeling upset but was it the build up? Perhaps like how my anticipation felt so high, his expectation? For ML was just as high and we both got disappointed. But I think perhaps is just I didn't fully understand the full build up to that climax so this part was still not the biggest issue. But it turned to this big emotional turmoil deep inside ML for 5 frigging years. Because I can tell ML was not in love with MC first but he fell fast and hard in second part. And then comes second part. MC was attached and he genuinely loves his BF. Okay, big hurdle there. ML knows and doesn't do anything but when they lived together, even though at that point MC had just broken up (ML DOESN'T KNOW), ML's actions are very ambiguous. It can be said to be friendly like sending him to work but under the context where you KNOW he has feelings for the other, it doesn't feel very right. Then that's just my moral 2 cents. And then even though they get together, MC just got off a relationship where it wasn't even bad, so it was a bit like a rebound situation so actually I was just feeling so bad for ML most of the time (though admittedly it wasn't like immediately too) and almost wished the whole MC had a BF he genuinely liked didn't even happen. Because I know MC genuinely likes ML at the end but haiz, the timing is just not ideal. I think I was mostly uncomfortable with the ambiguity when MC's relationship status was unclear. Didn't they kiss too when ML didn't know? Or did I read wrongly. BUT After uncomfortably reading that middle chunk, I'm going to say I did enjoy the last bit and ending and how all the characters were wrapped up. There are actually some lessons to be learnt like the summary on loving oneself.

Like with the BOYFRIEND, the MC had a completely normal process of this relationship. He did like BOYFRIEND, but he wasn't his true self. Sometimes relationships don't work out even if you really like each other. It is about healthy relationships and not hurting yourself and doing what is right for you.

Tan Yiming hesitated for a few seconds and replied, "I’m just going to ask, what do you see in me?”

"I have heard this joke." Yao Yin snapped his fingers. "When I say what I like about you, you will change all the places that I care about."

Tan Yiming: "..."

Yao Yin: "I am interested in your gender, you can change it."

Tan Yiming was really helpless.

There is one part that I really hate though in the story. It's the part where Cen Man Chuan (MC ex) faked his injury on the ankle making the MC think about his past again (and when you know the MC had like serious injuries on his feet it just hurts so bad because I felt like the MC was truly living through the pain again and thought that it might be the same for his 'bf'). Then the ex proceeded to show him the apartment keys he got even though the MC already said to discuss at a later date. The ex does not seem to understand that the MC is insecure and needs stability the most in a relationship. Though the ex is a good person, he is not suitable for the MC.

Though I did not like their 5 years of separation, I think it was necessary for them to grow and become more mature. Without those years, even if they got together 5 years ago, they would still have faced problems when dating

The story started with the encounter between MC and ML after being separated for years, and resumed with a flashback of what exactly had happened between them. It really made me anticipate every chapter while waiting for their reunion.

-Cen Manchuan- he deserve all the happiness! He's such a sweetie! My heart hurts for him and praying that one day to finally reciprocate his love. *Hugs*

-Qi Ji- my girl!! She's a very strong woman and very supportive, glad she found her true love!! Yay!

-Chen Ziran-Ah!! This guys is the sweetest too! He finally get what he wants but of course he can't have anything! Idols or very well-known actors are public property in some asian country! Truly sad! He deserve to have special someone too!

-Yao Yin- Probably many people will not like him, BUT I don't mind his attitude! He's just straight forward. I like that he found his true love as well.