Her OG story is sad af. She was shunned because she was born as a little freak, regarded as a monster by everyone. Bullied by everyone, locked in a cage, and she went along with it because she didn't know well. Heck, even her father kicked her when she was just an infant looking for a hug. Tsk. tr*shy people. How dare they hurt my little cub.

Not only that. He seems to be the gong in the relationship. (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Damn it all. My poor FL. My poor ML.

FL is afflicted by a curse.

If she likes someone, she'll die.

That's how the first arc ended ㅠㅠ

The plot was deeper than I had expected... FL is a cursed existence capable to influence the heavens if she wants to. She has no concept of good or bad, only ugly and pretty. If your heart is ugly, then you're ugly to her. Only her little flower is forever pretty in her heart. *cries*

I'm here after finishing the third arc.

GODDAMNIT I WANT A HAPPY ENDING FOR THEM SO BADDDLY!!!

The first one ended up tragic, they were about to get married before the curse acted up. She confessed her love before dying.

In the second arc, she tried to deny her feelings but after ML died she gauged her heart out.

In the third arc, she cursed everyone that bullied her little flower, and the bad karma she had accumulated added up to her health, slowly killing her. ML hid inside FL's coffin and died too...

s*upid curse! *cries*

And the fact that every time she ends up forgetting all the emotions she felt in the previous world doesn't help. PLUS, her emotions don't just disappear. They are fighting against the curse inside her domain while the host is oblivious. Only the "system" knows but doesn't tell her for his own reasons. *crying intensifies*

But the third time she died because of heaven's backlash, she became dumber but there wasn't any amnesia like last time. You get what you get I guess...

AND THE WE HAVE AN ANGSTY EXTRA OF ML'S POV!? THX AUTHOR! *UGLY TEARS*

In her fourth world she received a punishment from the heavens (bc of all the bad karma), freezing her IQ and sending her inside the body of a zombie (apocalyptic world), and died rather peacefully because she didn't fall in love but still acted very dependently towards ML. And if I may add, 4th ML was the first not tsundere ML.

But as she went to the 5th world, the heavens seemed to alleviate ger punishment as if rewarding her for her past good performance where she didn't fall in love.

The plot thickens. Ladies and gentlemen, this story is a gold mine.

After each world, my little cub is becoming more vicious~

he is the emperor of heaven, Zisui. The one who seal the MC, and turn her IQ into 1 so she won't be bad, and also seal her heart so she can get close to other people. And even make the way of heaven promise him to take her soul back to him after she experienced thousand of worlds

She died in ML hand before their wedding, while she tried her best to confess her feelings towards him

She died by gouging her own heart after she know that ML died of misery because FML avoid him and refuse to meet him for years because she is so afraid of falling in love with him (She is not afraid of death, but she is afraid of pain)

FML has a close friend here. The ghost of the princess, and she is their number one shipper, and she is the one who inspired FML, that if god block your path, kill god. If buddha block yours kill buddha

This is one of the most scary moment of FML

She carried tens of thousands of lives for Xie Zhan (ML identity in this world), causing too many evils (because she defy heaven and earth and kill and curse all those people who bullied her little flower), which attracted heaven's counter attack. She died really miserable. ML suddenly disappeared too. FML parents thought that ML is a bad dog, but ML actually disappear because he sneak out to FML's coffin, and hug her day and night until he died

Poor FML. Because of the previous world's deed, heaven punished her, and frozen all her 4 IQ. So she has 0 IQ here 😂

Plus, she make a deal with the way of heaven to save her little flower in exchange of her whole fortune in the next life. There was so many twist an unexpected thing. And we will even see ML interactions with the way of heaven

FL is cute. She's very very cute, but she's also a pitiful cub. She's not a monster, they made her to be like that. Everyone hurts her but she still holds purity and kindness because she have ML. I like how author describe that because ML is so upright before, its difficult for him to pursue and protect FL from other gods because their schemes are so insidious that you can't beat it if both FL and ML is so upright.

That's why ML chose to go to the dark path (fallen/become a demon) to protect and resist the other gods. Why its just ML that goes bad? Well thats because its hard for FL to become a demon, she can still be kind and responsible to other cuz she still have ML to be with her. Man, I really hate how the other gods tried to make her bad by killing all of her beloved (like family, friend, etc) and isolate her. Thank god, ML save her by sacrificing his power.

I like to see how all of the other gods are regreting that they hurts FL but then the FL don't give a frick with them. I just want FL to stay not remember her memory of them (cuz now, she's kinda lost her memory tho she still remember the feeling of love when meeting her xiaoyehua xD).

Not all of the Arc is tragedy, there are some that ends happily for me, like the childhood friend arc (the second newest arc), and etc.