MC is the best, he's so cool and honestly such a treat to watch. Read this book for him only.

About ML, I didn't like him, but didn't dislike him either. I understood where he was coming from but MC deserves better, so much better.

Lastly, that white moonlight (shouldn't call him white moonlight tbh) I wanted him to suffer more, felt like it wasn't enough. Specially because he made MC suffer a lot.

world is reset, and the relationship between these two was irreparably broken,

Does he ever lead the white moonlight to love? No, he clearly told him "i cannot reciprocate your feelings, but I will support u for life as the most important", he doesnt correct the rumors either and treats him like his reverse scale due to a life debt. The way he handles things is justified as "since this person did this for me as a kid, I will cover, care and nobody else will ever be important", to the mentally unstable fake lotus of a white moonlight, it gives a sense of entitlement over He Cidong thats NOT healthy, and he is VERY MUCH AWARE of this. Dude, send the man to THERAPY instead of giving him all wants. He knows clearly why its happening, but what does he do? enabling the person still, if u rly feel like paying him back the life debt, u are really failing, dude.

He can pretend to be super righteous but he still has a video of former Cen Jing suffering aphrodisiacs while being filmed BY A GROUP of people that HE INSTRUCTED and USES AS BLACKMAIL MATERIAL because he "hates for people and things to be out of his control". What is this is not being a scumbag? The original Cen Jing is no saint but nobody deserves that kind of treatment. At least the man should admit he is NOT a good person instead of calling out Cen Jing for previous incidents like he isn't even worse.

Does he slowly change? Yeah, but at least where I am they arent fit to be in any type of relationship besides business because they arent equals, the man still has the video, still controls Cen Jing's company and still makes demands. I'm hoping he doesn't back down from the already pre-signed divorce (that the so called past lawyer Cen Jin did not get a copy off? Author, if u write someone as a genius lawyer, getting copies of documents is BASIC, be consistent, author) and they clearly cut ties, so if they start to court properly is with NONE of this baggage still hanging and as equals. So yeah the man IS A SCUMBAG, even a friend calls him out on it.

At least, when Cen Jing gets implicated due to He Cidong, he takes responsibility and, as I said, he is slowly starting to change. Even Cen Jing, as He Cidong is right now with his not hot nor cold attitude with the white moonlight and all the things going on, says: He might be hot and talented, but the current him is not fit to be considered a lover nor even a one night stand partner, its too troublesome.

but he doesn't get copy of the divorce papers (thats law 101, and as a lawyer I was scratching my head and wondering why he didn't ask for the papers at all, it broke immersion as fast as a needle puncturing a balloon because that's something BASIC and I see it coming to bite his ass later) ; he is incapable of saying no to a cup of wine (and not for the first time, so him not rejecting them due to "social ques" falls flat when even his friends tell him "why didnt u say anything about the doctor's prohibitions on alcohol?", the supposedly smart genius lawyer with amazing wit) that very obviously has issues when having a perfect excuse to reject it while a FAMOUS pe*vert is looking at him like some pastry to eat while he did (pe*vert he knew what reputation followed him and what he over all did to people) ; or when people asking to board cars that he obviously doesn't want to board and says "he has no choice but to board this car", yeah U DO, he clearly knew he was not forced to go to his father's bday, nobody pointed a gun at him and by then he had enough power to say "f*ck you" to the og!Cen Jing's family, not going would never have repercussions during business either and with the whole China knowing how that family treat him, it was impossible to be accused of being unfilial

literally there was a scene where MC was drugged and about to be SA-ed. His condition at the time was rlly bad and had to be hospitalized, and ofc our dear ML who wants nothing more than the wellbeing of our MC then proceeds to forcefully manhandle him despite being told numerous times to stay away and give him space. He did this RIGHT AFTER MC almost got SA-ed? Like, wow, how caring of ML to reinforce that trauma into MC!!!

getting a "happy ending" with MC like how the hell is this real?

Happy Ending

with the world memory erasing and reset

where MC ends up once again in the hospital and it ends abruptly with him being discharged and leaving with ML who was waiting while it’s a third person POV of them??

The reason ML hated the original body was because the original drugged him and also tried to force him into marriage. Which I thought was understandable. He also took measures such as making a video of the s*xual incident that took place to use against the original in return.

Even as his memory was erased and restarted back to his original hate for the original MC, he didn't approve of the things green tea did to him. Which was humiliate him by spreading that video mentioned before. The video was spread by Yao Wenyu, stolen by him early on even though ML deleted it. He also let go of MC despite personally witnessing MC retaliate by beating up the green tea, whom he thought he had to protect.

The green tea was the one who saved him in their childhood. (Which later was found out to be a lie and was actually MC). ML felt indebted to the person who supposedly saved his life and felt the need to repay it by protecting him. But he held no feelings of love whatsoever for the green tea. He always made that clear that he would never date the green tea.

ML fell for MC first. He did notice the moment MC seemed to start changing. He was mainly cold and distant towards MC in the beginning. He had saved MC once during the boat kidnapping incident and then another time near the end after MC fell off a slope on a mountain. He kicked like 3 people for MC. During the incident where MC was about to be SA by Ma Lintao, he helped MC and kicked Ma Lintao, then let MC have his revenge on the guy. He kicked another dude that had beat up MC during another kidnapping. And also kicked someone trying to seduce him by drugging him. He defended MC at times, going against his friend who tried to shove MC, and also threw another guy who tried to humiliate MC at a club. He sued multiple news companies for releasing the video content that humiliated MC. He also sent the green tea to a mental hospital to rot. He also executed/tortured the guy that almost killed MC. He also shielded MC when they got into a car accident due to the car being tampered with. He also invested in MC's company which helped him a lot with raising his company to a high level. He also held back for a super long time as he thought MC's health was priority, so he didn't sleep with MC until the very end. When MC was missing, ML had people search the ocean for days, also diving into the water to search for his body. He helped maintain MC's company and took care of MC's friend's family.

Obviously people dislike him for his cold treatment in the beginning of the story. Such as protecting Yao Wenyu, talking rudely, not caring much about MC, and kicking MC out of the house (he gave him a new place and car too though) and initiating the divorce. This was all up to Chapter 12. The other part people dislike him for was near the ending, where he acted selfish. One person said they didn't like how ML ordered soup for MC not considering what MC wanted, even if he said it was because MC's body was unwell. He also did put sleeping pill into the cup of milk he gave to MC, in order to take him away and bring him back to the city.

He mainly did it because he knew MC was still not in good health and wanted to go back to the city where he could get him the best medical attention. He made MC stay at his house again and said he was free to come and go as he pleased, just that he had a curfew. He also made sure MC was seen by medical help, and made sure he took his medication, was watched over by the house caretaker. And got him a cat as well. ML brought over comforting faces such as MC's friends. He also gave the company back to MC, which he temporarily managed. MC was pretty obedient despite getting mad and arguing, he was shocked at himself by how comfortable he had gotten due to ML's careful treatment. ML was stubborn about making sure MC regained his health since MC constantly did not care about his own health throughout the entire story. ML said that no matter where or what MC decides to go or do after regaining his health and being able to leave, he'll always be here for him. MC didn't actually hate ML the entire story, their relationship was rocky at the start but MC and ML maintained a good partnership over time. Even as ML got drugged by someone, he told MC to quickly leave as he didn't want to touch MC in that state but MC was the one to go to him this time. Their relationship is slow burn and they really only get together at the end of the story, despite that I liked their relationship. It felt like rivals/enemies to lovers and were on equal levels. Both ruthless when it came to revenge and both respect the other's skills.

Zhong Zhiliang not being mentioned again in the ending. After the car accident incident, we never heard about MC's family who orchestrated the accident. Idk what punishment occurred but I think the author just forgot about them lmao. The whole memory loss and world changing incidents was confusing? Like only a select few had their memory wipe, which was the ML and some supporting characters. And then some events changed (like MC not being at the club at the break up of Yu Qian, ML not being in the car accident with him). But majority was exactly the same. It didn't explain how all this happened and how Yao Wenyu knew that would occur. It would have made more sense for everyone's memories to be wiped or that every incident changed- but the fact that only select ones changed, made it more confusing and too many things would not have added up. On the brighter side, I was happy that everyone had regained their memories by the end though.

1. 1. Early on, he and the ML sign a divorce agreement that will take effect a yr after. He just signs and doesnt even ask for his copy. No notarization, no witness. Nada. Idk if the divorce will happen. Didnt reach that part.

1. 1. MC drinks an aphrodisiac laced wine after being made to drink by his shitty family and a known lecher. He has a weak stomach and he knows he should not drink. But he just accepts the drink due to pressure (despite the personality of not giving a f*ck) and he almost got r*ped.

1. 1. MC tortured the pe*vert who almost r*ped him by literally going to a residence, torturing him personally, waiting until the guy had to be brought in an ambulance, before striking a cool pose removing his gloves and having his picture taken. Really? A lawyer committing a crime and letting himself caught in the crime scene? Deadass.

MC is dying yet again but decides that he can accept ML's proposal, I just felt so sad because it was like... he's almost died so many times, now he just wants to grab hold of whatever he can even if it's not everything he ever wanted.

It is a wife chasing crematorium. And I won't say much about the plot bcuz I've only read the raws and there might be some stuff that's lost in translation.

However, people who want to read this should know what they're getting into and be mentally prepared. I wouldn't say it's a book that's worth crying for but I do think some part of the book is very infuriating.

There's this one part where the ML talk about how the MC stayed with him bcuz that's the last of his dignity (????), and how not everyone is like that and some people will leave because of their dignity and I'm like sir wth are you on about😑

👆It doesn't sound as infuriating when I'm paraphrasing it than when you actually read it in the novel!!! Sometimes I do wish the MC would just man up and leave the ml. But hey if this is the ending the MC choose for himself then sure why not...

World reset because MC doesn't follow the og novel and it becomes like nothing he did has happened. He's still at that timeline but everyone forgets him. Ofc except that b***h. MC has a pretty hard time. When I thought they were finally getting along well everting reset like wth. Anyways ML feels like something is off and his heart hurt but doesn't know the reason. When he realizes the reason a lot of things already happened. (Not much actually but still makes me forget it all haappened in that amount of time)

untill last chapter I think but there is no wedding scene

Yao Wenyu and Jiang Chuan.

YWY was the worst, total psycho b*tch, I didn't feel an ounce of pity for him. I was so glad Cen Jing beat the sh*t out of him ☺️ I wanted to stand up and applaud on the spot!

Jiang Chuan was the scumbag that couldn't reform even if he wanted. I'm glad the author didn't give him redemption until the end, even though his story with Yu Qian had a open end. She deserves better.

Like, he didn't even reflect about his wrongs, he was deadass waiting for her to come back LMAO what a narcissistic mf