A Hundred Ways To Kill A Heartthrob

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Shen Jue was punished for his misdeeds and had to go through the suffering of reincarnation. In order to break free from this cycle, he had no choice but to kill those beautiful heartthrobs, and before doing it, he had to attack and seize the other party and have the other party willingly die for him.

It’s just that, gradually, those heartthrobs who were captured have all blackened…

Shen Jue: Wait, aren’t you the protagonist shou?

Hearthrob *sneering*: We all have the same parts, so who’s to say I have to be the bottom?

(When two lovers meet, one must top!)

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干掉万人迷的一百种方法
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Strategy to Capture that Scum Gong (1)
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Jelly Belly
Jelly Belly rated it
March 4, 2022
Status: Completed
I almost skipped this novel because QT isn't really my thing but I'm glad I didn't.

Update:

So I dwelved into similar concepts after I read this novel and I must say, most didn't come up to par to this masterpiece. Yes, this piece had a lot of abuse, violence and repititive concepts, but even so, it didn't feel boring at all (for the majority of the arc).

I went in for the angst and yes, it was 100% delivered in a silver platter. MC might be ruthless but his actions and mind-set... more>> remained consistent throughout the novel, so I can understand and sympathize with his behavior.

There are a few plot holes here and there but it's tolerable or perhaps could be due to my impatient ass MTL-ing.

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-2nd arc (celestial body) has some cute moments (especially with the villain) but latter half after Shen Jue stabbed himself, it all went "meh" and the protagonist had a cardboard cut-out personality. He's only interesting when he got possessed.

-3rd arc (vampires) starts promising and ends with a lot of questions. I still don't understand why Shen Jue deliberately wrote and left his fake diary for the protagonist to find. But I love the paradox side-story.

- 4th arc (apocalypse) is the epitome of chaos. There's too many elements going on, (zombies, mpreg and superpowers), that it seemed too much of a convenience. Not too mention, some chapters are missing in the MTL version.

-8th arc (skin painting ghost) is okay. The battle between the two ML took longer than it should. Felt like they could have cut it shorter to make space for the development between MC and ML after the ending instead.

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Bob127
Bob127 rated it
January 30, 2022
Status: c94
amazing novel!! MC is one of the most ruthless and unfeeling MCs I've seen! It's actually pretty nice bc he always had a clear goal in mind and he doesn't stray from his initial goal. He is unwavering, decisive, resolute, and confident. He is smart and brilliant :) although I did feel rlly bad for some characters I then thought about how many times the MC had to suffer and then I didn't feel so bad anymore.
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fudanshii18
fudanshii18 rated it
January 10, 2022
Status: Completed
MC has been through countless painful reincarnation just to die without dying at all. He suffered for thousand of years of reincarnation. Going through all of that, for sure, no one will remain pure like a holy mother. MC has long hardened his heart. Now, his main goal is to break through this torment.

One of the main factor as to why he wasn't infatuated to anyone is because he doesn't believe in 'love' "Only when there was no love, there was no fear in the heart. ", "Shen Jue had... more>> always admonished himself in this way."

See below if you want a bit of spoiler: *I typed this throughout my journey reading the novel*

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For arc 1: Blackened Emperor
There is definitely no good person there, even the Regent who became nice in the second life. It's a matter of instance. Those asking why MC did not feel love to the regent? The answer is simple. He is determined to reach his goal. He did not transmigrate to this world just to have fun. I don't think the Regent see him in that light either. There is no romance (sxually) between them, but more like a brotherhood. I also sympathize with the Emperor and hope he can be happy but he fell in love with a scheming and goal-oriented person (MC)

For arc 2: Gentleman
At first, I thought the ML here is a good nurtured person, but meh. His brain is not. At least the Island Master (Yu Ci) was likeable, that is when he wasn't blackened completely. I'm surprised because the ending of this arc made me particularly sad and sympathize with ML more.

For arc 3: Half-blood ML
The ML here is different from the first MLs before him. He's actually a good person but blinded by his status in the previous life and even in this life. ML knows how to love and learnt to be independent. To strive to be on equal with MC. The ML here put too much effort to the MC more than the previous arc's ML. At the end, it's not really that MC has given him a chance or deceived him that he will be together with him, but it is ML's perseverance that they got to this point of destruction. In this arc, the MC did not use his hand to kill the ML, it is ML's decision. Out of all the ML, he is the most pitiful. I was actually surprised that the last chapter of this arc, explained the details of what happened in their previous lives. It seems that the time when MC took over this current life is also cycled because it is explained that the ML and second ML has been reborn to take revenge on the body of MC but after all the sufferings the MC has gone through, they were not happy because they still love the MC. When they are about to retrieve MC, the MC has already su*cided. They were late.

For arc 4: Big star
Apocalyptic arc. I actually hate it when there's a biological child involve in any transmigration novel (like this one where the MC goes from one world to another after completing the mission) because it makes me sad. The author kept surprising me because I didn't expect the flow of this arc. What a great arc! I can see the MC has been less indifferent here compared to the previous arc. Is this a character development? XD I actually do not know how this will end because I noticed that it did not follow the flow of how it should be like the previous arcs. I don't know if its just the translator the I use when I read the raws but MC's heart started to beat for ML at the latter part of the arc :O The ML here comparing to the previous MLs is less problematic. What surprised me in this arc is MC did not have the intense killing intent for the ML. ML died because he protected MC from being stabbed. From my perspective, MC was affected emotionally by ML's sudden death.

For arc 5: No. 1 Scholar
This arc is where the MC is the emperor, but there is a twist, his body is weaker than an infant. MC took the initiative to kill himself in this arc because he thinks that he failed to make the ML fall in love with him. Now he started again at the beginning. He was tired and decided not to change anything from the main storyline. He didn't care anymore if ML be together with second ML. I think the second ML fell in love with MC in the last life that was why when he su*cide, he got forcibly come back to reincarnate instead of hopping to another world. There is a twist, the second ML has his memories from last life when MC got reincarnated again. 2nd ML repented to MC but never budge. Main ML seems to be reincarnated as well with his memories from last life but had hidden it well that MC thought he was not reincarnated. He kidnapped MC and made him forget things little by little to the point he doesn't remember anything. Main ML was a gentleman in his last life, but at this time he's blackened. Lol. And YOU KNOW WHAT, the characters from arc 1 is actually mentioned here and considered a story of the Former dynasty. People were telling stories about how Murong Xiu turned against the Regent for a eunuch. ML put Gu in himself and in MC so their life is connected. Main ML wanted to die with him.

The master of this realm is confusing so to guide:

Main ML: Wen Yurong

2nd ML: Shi Zhou

For arc 6: Nine-tailed demon fox

This arc is different from the previous arcs. This is kinda like a cultivation world pupil of a sect can contract a monster beast when they come of age. The ML is the demon fox. Furthermore, MC is actually a snow squirrel xD The author seems to be bored to explain who the realm master at the beginning unlike in the first few arcs where it is explained. Things were not progressing, ML still did not put MC in his eyes. He was still thrown. After 5 years, MC became an Azure dragon due to the thing he ate and the shark's continuous feeding of that to MC while he was unconscious. This arc is 1/3 similar to Legendary Master's Wife novel that's why I kept on reading. It's actually a bit boring to read because I think the author's writing have regressed or they were not able to keep the peak of my interest due to less scummy MLs as the chapter progresses. At the end, ML fell in love at his disguise as an Azure dragon. He deserve to be betrayed by MC. MC revealed that he's the snow squirrel while ML is slowly dying.

There's an epilogue after this arc. Ish sho cute. All ML here love the snow squirrel. So OOC xD it is short but refreshing.

For arc 7: Alpha ML

Dogblood drama going on! MC is a beta. The body of MC's fiancé is a scum. I'd cut his little junior. I am glad MC took over the body because it is just so pitiful. I'm also glad that his fiancé is not the ML, but ML here is a scum as well. Lol. At least he did not cheat. In my opinion, the ML in this arc doesn't deserve his ending in this one. He vowed to never betray MC and will treat him well. At least, MC is not really that indifferent anymore. He let the ML solve his heart knot. Actually, he was not prepared at all when the ML died. It was not him who killed the ML but the ML's twin. He was planning it, but he was late. I am glad it is not him who killed the ML. The ending of thus arc ended in sorrow but beautiful.

Last arc :Gorgeous ML

MC here is a ghost painter where he can imitate other people faces. ML is very beautiful, a scholar. This arc is very weird but I commend the author for being able to think of this story. I don't read BL novels with ghosts or anything the like (except zombies) so this is new to me. ML killed himself but there is a plot twist, ML is actually an immortal. The life that he had in the immortal world is not even a memory of finger. MC thought that he was gonna fail, so he jumped to the river of hell. ML jumped as well, he held MC's waist and died together. Now my question is, did MC love the ML in this arc?

After this arc, there is an epilogue to it. MC forgot the ML (Immortal ML), he became a child and ML became his master (as in shifu) ML here is a ghost but he did not want to reincarnate as he only wants to be with the MC. It is 6 chapters long and will be back to the main storyline after.

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Bad ending? It may seem like that to most of the readers but I don't think so since it is expected and I don't think it should be applied to this novel.

Anyway, most arc's characters are despicable. Lets not be too sad because they deserve that ending for what they did in the previous lives.

Back to the main story, after MC completed all the realm, he went back to heaven for revenge. He killed the people who caused him to suffer reincarnating thousands of time.

I'm squeling because after the revenge is done, ML came to him. ML remembers what happened in all of the realms and what made surprised is that... Their baby T.T ML got their baby's soul from the 4th arc and put it in an egg and hatched. ML said that their baby misses him. My tears almost fell. I am glad ML got their baby. Then, they lived happily ever after. A conclusion that I can make after the novel ended, MC was able to fall in love with the ML. Heads up to the author! *Claps* <<less
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Wild1
Wild1 rated it
December 25, 2021
Status: Completed
starting with emotional abuse for me and both for MC. Seriously I think MC is not cute at all. He don't love ML either. He really take the place of someone who only fill with hate. It's understandable that he is like that since a honorable student gotta spread his legs because of a s*upid second generation rich white dragon bastard did some s*upid sh*t and he gotta gone through those shit. But the ending is really hard to take. I think the most miserable one is that s*upid white... more>> dragon. He really need love. At least MC got a man. And a kid who feel like lacking love bc of his h**ny and love the chick but not the eggs daddy, in rebellion phase. Seriously I don't like the Ending at all (not the starting point either I don't know why I'm still read it till the end😖) that s*upid white lizard did wrong but his ending is too much to bare. Anyway this story is good for torturing your heart. 😇 <<less
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Henohex
Henohex rated it
October 24, 2021
Status: Completed
This is one of the best QT I read and I already finished it. It's worth it and tragically beautiful. I'm just waiting for the quality translation of the translator xoxo
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Owl1412
Owl1412 rated it
May 28, 2021
Status: Completed
Maybe like a high 3? The restriction of having to make the other party fall in love before killing them makes it a bit more unique than other QT BLs. As for MC’s ruthlessness, I don’t really care since I would definitely want revenge as well. He was originally kind in other ways despite still being cold, but years of torture can really affect a person’s outlook.

Like other QTs, some worlds are boring and don’t really feel that satisfying. I think part of it might be due to MC’s personality?... more>> He’s not an actor and keeps the core of his personality in all his different identities, so it’s always the cold indifference. It’s in character, but isn’t as fun as acting out different personalities of different people.

I did like that this novel actually spends some time in MC’s original world rather than just MC waking up and boom, epilogue.

Extras shed some light, but mostly they were okay. Nothing that fluffy or interesting. <<less
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lourdes
lourdes rated it
January 5, 2021
Status: Completed
The story is good and realistic just a emotional roller-coaster and reading you feel the protagonist perseverance and dilema in order to survive and return and take vengeance. It's a happy ending and 1vs1 so it's good.

I enjoy reading it. Due to work I can't finished it early. Only on bedtime and some free time. I enjoy it very much.

Give it a try. Maybe u will like it too.
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Klein_00
Klein_00 rated it
August 28, 2020
Status: c12
I gotta say, I was first expecting some typical QT story. But the story is good nonetheless. At some point, it's quite refreshing to see the changes of what we always expected on the interaction between MC and ML (?).

Not your fluffy love story as the novel includes twisted conflict and logic yet still managed to explain the course of incident and action MC had taken. Recommend to those who loves counterattack and face slapping with a bit of dog blood.
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pluckaduck
pluckaduck rated it
December 31, 2023
Status: Completed
as a reader who enjoys cold burnt-out protagonists, tragic undertones, a bit of dog-blooded abuse and drama, desperate love interests who loved too late... I enjoyed this a lot. despite reading bl and romances in general, I'm not too fond of fluffy heartwarming romance-centered plots so slow-burn painful unromantic romances like these are my cup of tea. they are the type of stories that make me feel the most, and I even come back to reread some arcs for the delicious angst. the ending was bittersweet and the antagonist gets... more>> his comeuppance (tho I kinda feel bad for that one particular guy...) but honestly, I wished there were more arcs. <<less
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juststuff
juststuff
October 12, 2023
Status: --
This is genuinely underrated gem, especially for such a creative plot. Compared to other world-hoping novels where the main character just has an easy time with everything, what the MC is experiencing in each arc along with the ML is just so painfully memorable. As a person who loves dog-blood and have high tolerance towards angst themes, I cried every time each (most) arcs ends.

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I swear every time the ML goes in how much he loves the MC every time he is killed, I feel so bad, and it doesn't help it since I can't bring myself to hate them when the author doesn't go in detail with the ML's past abuse in the past lives.

Overall, with all the other reviews including this, it's obvious that you'll be up for some serious stuff.

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People may think that the MC is too cruel and indifferent but when you've been constantly killed and abandoned by the person that you love over and over again, for thousands of years, your emotions is bound to become numb. <<less
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eleen
eleen rated it
September 29, 2023
Status: --
Okay, curse me but I have to say, I never hated an MC like I hate shen jue. Bro, it's only the second arc and I can't stand it.

Yes, I know he has to kill the man to be free but why involve others??? Tell me why?

You can kill ml, I understand. But the villain falls for you, have feelings for you, are willing to change for you and you still include him in your s*upid revenge.

Don't all immortals have like white clear heart? How come he is so brutal.... more>> I don't recommend this novel to soft hearted readers, if you like abuse you must run for it T T.

I want to drop it but am waiting for the day when MC falls for ML and I'll mock him then. <<less
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ReaderMei
ReaderMei rated it
July 30, 2023
Status: Completed
Wow wow wow! This story is really a full blown tragedy and hate on the MC. If this is not your thing then please leave and read another.

Im really insane and love tragedy a lot so I really liked this novel that I had to MTL to finish it.

Some parts of the story made me cry, and a lot of the times I'm very angry for the MC because why is he so weak all the time..

I actually admire the MC because if I were in his shoes I'd probably... more>> go crazy and start a mu*der spree once things get too wrong..

Anyways, read the other reviews if you wanna learn more about the MC but all I can say is that he is one stubborn mule and the ML is a big bastard >: (( <<less
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Ryuu2003
Ryuu2003 rated it
May 7, 2022
Status: c1
Reading this novel feels so great

One of the common thing in world hopping novels is that MC has system with them to provide the background and also thier golden finger

But here there's no system

And I actually like it cuz it was new for me

MC makes decisions himself with his powers...... and he's still great and op

I really feel sad for MC and ML though..... cuz you6 know when you'll read it.....

All in all, the novel is great
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arixari
arixari
March 5, 2022
Status: Completed
It was hard giving a rating for this novel. It was between a 3 and a 4 so think 3.8 as my rating rounded up. This story has a lot of abuse. The first two arcs the abuse is very violent, but if you get pass that, the abuse becomes a little more tame imo. The ending of the novel is sad in a way but not a bad end depending on how you look at it.

I gave my rating because the plot of the arcs are different then most... more>> transmigration. First, the MC has his memories, so consider all the stories like a rebirth revenge. There are times you feel bad for the MC and ML and its hard to tell who is right and wrong, its an emotional roller coaster.

But here is a twist at the end and a major spoiler and the reason for everything.

Spoiler

The son is not the emperor's biological son. He is the son of the emperor's guard. So the bio son was bedded by the emperor. So when he fell in love with Shen Jue, the emperor is jealous as a lover and chose to punish Shen Jue with reincarnation. The mirror was exchange for the son's body when he slept with a snake demon. The son suffered because he like Shen Jue. The male lead in all the worlds is the soul remnant of the emperor's brother, who he locked away so he can be ruler.

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Nah
Nah rated it
March 4, 2022
Status: Completed
A fine reading, I like how Shen Jue just tru to his personality until the end. He's not become soft after poured with sincere love. He just being himself.

The ml, ... more>>
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Shu Hejun

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is not typical pierce, domineering, face paralyzed ml. I'm tired of that kind of character. I prefer lover that true to their heart, no need this mysterious vibe as charm.

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Their child too cute.

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Aww how I wish to have more extra chapter about him. Pairing him with
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Ye Yixuan

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would be good too.

I want their story no less like Shen Jue and
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Shu Hejun

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, more demand and more heartthrobe for the readers. Hehe

I felt bad for Yizen. Yes, he's the reason why Shen Jue face countles nightmare.
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well, he is used actually

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. His only sin was being innocently s*upid. He acts unreasonably, looks like living his best life, but the prize come with it sadden me.

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since he's not the real son from heavenly emperoe, he is there for warming the bed. Used to be a reason for Shen Jue fall into endless reincarnation. Kidnapped and forced to bear egg and can only take man's s**en for spritual energy to live. In the end, his luck take the best humiliation of him.

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I wonder what this character's crime that make the author suffer him to death. To cease my gloomy feeling I can only imagine in alternative world where Yizen would be reborn and his brain can be a better use. He remember all his idiocity, and reciprocate for himself. <<less
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Landfill123
Landfill123 rated it
February 11, 2022
Status: 102 or 103??
Omg ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ I experienced lots of shiii reading this, especially on the chapter I read just now that lead me to making this review even when I was planning not to. No matter how ruthless MC was, I was on his side because what the MLs felt, MC felt it thousands of times more.

However, I was shocked because....

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Now, I don't know which came first!!!

-- Don't read further if u dun really want to be spoiled. I think this is a big revelation that may affect your reading experience --

I just finished an arc, the vampires arc. (3rd arc??) And then, there's like this 1 chapter. When they died, the MLs actually got reincarnated again and they noticed that both of them did reincarnate. Because they thought that the MC betrayed them in their last life (they didn't know it was also for MCs revenge on them), they actually worked together to devise a plan to get their revenge on MC!!!

Anndddd... the descriptions that MC experienced that led him to want revenge is exactly what the MLs did in their revenge plan ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ

So like... it's like a paradox?

In the timeline that the MLs got together and abandoned MC, they actually didn't love each other and it was only a plan. There are actually deatails in the 'original' scenario wherein it wasn't a coincidence and the ML was actually there.

In fact, they regretted it and wanted to stop it. However, they were too late and MC died.

I don't know what happened and shiiz, em still quite confused.

Soo... If MC experienced it a thousand times... but those scenarios are (I guess? Somewhat?) the result of MCs revenge... did the MLs also experience it as much as MC did? IDK, maybe I'll know if read further.

I don't know if it's only the case for the vampires arc, or it also happened in previous arcs or all the arcs.

If so, during the times I read this prior to that revelation chapter, both sides are equally pitiful.

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I'm not sure if my rating is just right or if I'm capable of actually rating anything ಥ‿ಥ However, personally, I quite like it. It's pretty good and I always want to know what MC will do next.

I haven't reached the end yet, but I don't think I'll be coming back to change this review if I do. There's not much said anyway, just a spoiler. <<less
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JanaSigh
JanaSigh rated it
January 27, 2022
Status: --
This novel is epic, a masterpiece in all senses and that's exactly why I can't read it anymore 😅

It's MC's mission to kill the people he has to kill, and though I was completely aware of it in the beginning, the brutality of reality still crushed in the end.

It turns out that's too much for me, the author is an amazing writer and all of the deads in this novel hurted me deeply.

I don't think that MC is cruel, in fact he might be the most determined and strong protagonist... more>> that I've ever seen. If I was on his shoes, I definitely wouldn't be able to complete such task.

Maybe I just get attached too easily to the characters 😅 nevertheless the writing is deep and the translator (s) did an amazing job, absolutely must read at least once. <<less
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OuRyed
OuRyed rated it
January 22, 2022
Status: Completed
The novel is great, the arcs are nice 🙂 I like everything bout this novel Except the ending it was to hasty, author_ Sama you've already wrote more than 300h Chapters what is the hurry for, the the MC and ML got together so fast I couldn't react.
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Penelope_z
Penelope_z rated it
November 25, 2021
Status: c90
Five stars though I'm just two and a half arcs in, just on the strength of the first arc alone, which long enough to be a standalone story, and absolutely tremendous. Very well written, with plenty of unexpected twists and turns, and my sympathy constantly shifting from one character to the other. It reads like pure tragedy, not the sort that tries to make you sad and cry, it's not weepy melodrama, more like a grand bleak story with larger than life characters all fated for doom.

This is QT of... more>> sorts, as the MC moves through endless reincarnation cycles as punishment, and the only way to escape each world is to get the ML to fall in love with him and then kill the ML. Tragedy guaranteed. But it somehow magically stays free of melodrama due to the character of the MC, he's your cold and aloof type, very world weary, but much more interestingly, he is hiding some real rage and revulsion underneath, he seems to find love and his love targets pretty disgusting and pathetic.

He's also quite mysterious, we see his actions but often his thought process is hidden, so I often ended up wondering why he did some things, as they didn't seem to help towards his goal at all, at least not at first glance. He's such a passive character too, he does so little, and I'm never very sure if he has any control of the story, which oddly makes him even more interesting. I can't tell if he's a master manipulator, or he's just trying to survive the situation he's in.

Apart from the MC we get two more, almost always equally prominent characters, who I guess are the ML, often equally as cold and aloof as the MC, and the yandere psycho villain, but their roles often switch, and who is good or evil and who loves whom changes all the time.

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My guess would be that one represents the original villain, that tried to force the MC back in his original world and is the reason for the MC's predicament, while the other is some sort of ML love interest from the original world? Good luck to you ML, your MC does not seem one for romance

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After the excellent first arc, the second was a bit of a let down, as rather too similar to the first arc and a bit more formulaic.

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Both are in a similar pseudohistorical setting, and while in the first arc the MC is a simple and fairly ugly servant, which makes his task to get the emperor to love him all the more challenging, now he's an impossibly beautiful omega-type creature, which is a lot more boring. He also is way too passive in this arc, to the point that he becomes almost a secondary character, and the villain takes centre stage and becomes the most sympathetic one

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The third arc is interesting enough up to now, I'm not loving the set up, but I can't predict how the plot will develop which is a good sign. Obviously there's a long way to go to the final arc, and all the original ideas might lead to a cliche conclusion, but at this point this gets a thumbs up for suspense, originality, and some fascinating characters. <<less
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Berlin
Berlin rated it
October 16, 2021
Status: c80
Reading this, you will hate the ML and the secondary ML to the core, then feel bad for them and may even grow attached. Rinse and repeat. You may even feel that the MC is cold at times, and forget how much trauma he went through and how badly those MLs treated him in their past lives.

Actually, the truly horrendous one is the secondary ML, who is usually either a crazy rapist or harlot, while main ML is self centred and reticent, at least at the start. I have... more>> to say though, I have mixed feelings about the secondary ML. He's absolutely abhorrent but there are a few instances when he isn't always a psycho where I felt he had more chemistry with the MC. Or at least, it was funny to see MC's interactions with him in those weird peace-filled moments... before the sh*t happens.

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In the first realm when 2nd ML reincarnates and you see the good person he would have become if he weren't twisted by events. Also, in the second realm when he acts completely ooc in the ML's body. And in the apocalypse realm when MC started this weird domestic life with the MLs.

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I still hate him most of the time though, but I find him entertaining as a character.

Regarding the ML, when he is in power, he keeps people at a length cause he is used to them approaching him all the time, and when he is weak, he does whatever he can to fulfil his aspirations. Thus he is a person who is hard to get close to, yet when he truly loves he does everything for the MC. And in every story's previous lifetime where he ends up with the 2nd ML, compared to the tragic ending with MC, I can't help but feel like they are starcrossed lovers in a true ending which is sadly never a happy ending.

And regarding the MC... whenever you feel that he is cold, just remember he has been living through hell for a thousand years, including the very fresh hell he just went through. And also, there were two parts where what happened in the realm affected him. I don't cry easily yet I teared up. My heart still feels broken.

Spoiler

The apocalypse ending where both MLs died in ways which shocked him. And it felt that he didn't want ML to die for once despite the harsh reality.

And the ML as top scholar realm right after that where he reincarnates again and loses all hope, giving up on the realm completely, and hating what he became and what he has to go through and feeling like he has no one who cares for him. And later on, when the ML comes for him...

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Sometimes I hope that he could live happily in the realm with the ML, then I realise the moment he dies of old age or an accident, he will be forced to go to another realm where the ML will not remember him and will contribute to his death again.

Characterizations are really well done. There's backstories to why the MLs are cruel, violent, cold or sick. And I particularly love the psychological breakdown of the characters by the MC, making them go from apathy or hate, to selfish affection and finally, selfless or obsessive love. Each change is vindictive to read, yet tragic and bittersweet when you know how it all will end.

This is a story about the ugly sides of 'love'. How it can distort a person. How it is obsessive and possessive and driven by narcissism, only to plummet and give in wholeheartedly even if the outcome is despair. <<less
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