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-Korean and Japan edition... more>>

-Gift for Masochist

-Usually weak,suffering and non vengeful FL

WARNING : some include abuse,too much cruelty,s*xual assault,r*pe etc <<less

more novels with an intriguing premise. targeted for mature readers. i am running out of space!

PART 2 LINK: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/71884/?ft=yes... more>>

I tend to read novels with dark haired Fl's, so i made this list for the people who are like me:DD

Different genres, some i have read the novel or manhwa version and some are just added because of the FL's hair color. <<less

For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

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This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

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A list for japanese novels with Female MC

This Historical list deals with stories where there is an inclusion of historical events, people or setting- both invented, authentic, and fantasy-like. I also included here the ones with martial arts and cultivation stories that are not related to transmigration, anyways they have ancient vibes.... more>>

The following recommendations would be labeled whether they belong to BG, BL, GL, or No Love Interests. There is no ranking in my list, it was just according to the time when I chronologically added the novel inside this list. <<less

I have pages of novels I haven't gotten around to for one reason or another. All genres. All languages. Have at 'em. In no particular... more>> order. <<less

You want to extra onions to make you cry? This is your get-to-go novel.

Mostly completed novels because cliffhanger in angst wont ever let me live my life in peace... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, abuse, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

This contains novels on my reading lists with a historical setting.... more>>

Xuanhuan / Xianxia novels are not included. I have separate lists for those.

My personal ratings

5 - I really love this novel. Will read this again again.

4 - I really like this novel. Will read this again.

3 - this is a nice novel. I liked it. I might read this again.

2 - this novel was okay, but I wouldn't want to read it again. Usually I find these rather boring, or at least not interesting enough to check out again.

1 - I didn't like this novel. <<less

Clearing out my reading list

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

Where the MC gets a second chance at life and becomes extremely op. Or they're a Mary-Sue/Gary-Stu pissing off a lot of people with their beauty and skills. most of the novels are just the MC scheming and going on powertrips lol. you wouldn't need much of your comprehensions skills so take a seat, relax and enjoy the read :)... more>>

includes a lot of face slapping (:D), finished + incomplete novels (mainly chinese) <<less

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Drama in the Aristocracy.

some of these include transmigration, but some are just historical.

Non-BL fantasy to read

well...

It’s a list of tragedy novels with bad / happy endings ( Although most of it is BL / Yaoi )  which is all my... more>> favourite that made my heart ache and feel like crying. But I don’t know how you will react so be prepared!!   <<less

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Or novels similar to ones