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This is not for you if you are into pure and sweet puppy love.... more>>

This is not for you if you love typical love story of gong and shou.

In here, I will only add realistic and mature relationship between two men.

They have a unique s*x life based on their personality unlike typical danmei where shou are shy and first kiss lip, neck, and bang. They will have actual s*x. <<less

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100 or under chapters. I like plot+smuts, so it’s a lot of that in this list. 18+

So I've read a lot of complicated love triangles, abusing and sick relationship. There were also good ones that was very depressing and tragic. Healing... more>> yet melancholic. So I've decided not to be depressed anymore and be delulu with the one and only imaginary lover. So I'm making this list of one and only love I've read.  <<less

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Couldn't find a list for this so I just created one myself. This list contains smut novels (or ordinary novels with smut) without dubious consent or non-con. And I might update everytime I come across a novel that fits the criteria, so this list is pretty tiny right now but hopefully won't remain this way forever.... more>>

Also, PLEASE let me know in the comments if you've come across more novels with car rides where both parties are willing, or if any novel here doesn't actually fit the criteria so I can remove it as soon as possible. I've read plenty of the novels here but not all of them, some were recommended through friends I just can't completely trust because they once told me that 2ha was fluffy (f*ck you Sam why did you do that to me), and others were found through manually reading reviews for any mentions of non-con so I could know whether those novels are safe to add or not. 

So, the guidance of my fellow daoists cultivating the dao of consent is much, much appreciated! I want everyone here to be comfy and happy with what they've found.  <<less

I'm trying to find all the novels I've finished reading so that I can finally count how much of a veteran I am

Some might seem to have 50+ chapters, but they're either extras or actually super short. ... more>>

I’m adding titles as I found them, and I might remove them again if they turn out to be subpar after I read them.

Excluded tags: omegaverse, mpreg, r*pe victim becomes lovers <<less

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After years of reading many, many novels, these are my favorites in order.

It's just some bittersweet books with uneasy, heart wrenching and more mature air to it. Something that'll squeeze your heart out but will makes your heart warm and fuzzy in the end.... more>>

 I'll make sure every single book is HE because i just wanted to cry some and then laugh some, not to cry for a whole week grieving for a fictional character :D

Recommendations are very welcome <<less

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no more looking up danmei recs but not writing them down n never knowing what to start next!... more>>

i don't read a/b/o, mpreg, prominent dom/sub dynamics, noncon/underage s*x, sex-focused plots in general, abusive relationships, mafia, first person pov.. also im not rly keen on master/disciple n apocalyptic settings but if the story is good enough i'll consider it

i like slowburn, strong characters, fantasy elements, some humor to balance the hurt n angst, and i love it when the men r a bit pathetic <3

(current reads at the top; updates added sporadically n places r often switched, this list is as messy as it gets) <<less

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Third list of BL that i want to read 

This is part two because apparently I have more than 100 piled up here... TT

Books I want to read

CN novels where the MC has disabilities or sickly characters, or past trauma. Novels for MLs are in a different list. Contains spoiler. ... more>>

BG/BL. Not much world hopping or historical novels. 

Feel free to recommend any others :D <<less

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waiting for it to finish Part 4~

Slow pace, healthy relationship, modern setting, mature. 

The audio dramas currently in my AD library

All quality ones I pick from 400+ danmei that i have already read. If u r a picky reader and it takes so long to... more>> choose something good to read, this is exactly what u looking for.  <<less