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> either currently or in the past (ex. transmigration)... more>>

 ⭐️ ratings are based on how relevant the illness is to the story!! 7 and above are usually tear jerkers (either from the novel or my own imagination)

 i like melodramatic cheap angst as much as i do well thought out soul crushers so this will be a mixed bag lol, will add more as i recall what i’ve read 

 (recommend me any terminal illness angst <3) <<less

tabs of novels I found interesting...
will definitely read later... 

Scum gong/ not ending up the scum gong/ misunderstanding 

I really will!!!

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List 4 - in no particular order - want to read/reading/have read

CN novels where the MC has disabilities or sickly characters, or past trauma. Novels for MLs are in a different list. Contains spoiler. ... more>>

BG/BL. Not much world hopping or historical novels. 

Feel free to recommend any others :D <<less

So I have prepared a list of BL works that I think is angsty and tragic enough.•́ ‿ ,•̀..... It's mostly the shou/uke/neko that suffers because of gong/seme/tachi!! And.... The thing we all love~ gong regretting everything he has done to shou~ so without further delay here we go~~... more>>

If you have any recommendations do comment below ( ╹▽╹ )<(￣︶￣)>.... <<less

Some recommendations for BL stories that have tragedy and heavy problems faced by MC. Maybe some have sad endings but some are happy.

A series of novels that revolves around angsty beginning stages, followed by regrets (gong/shou suffering from his actions) and the long awaited “Happy Ending”. (Some may end in tragedy)... more>>

Do seriously recommend reading if you are into these types of plots or purely wanted to read the wife chasing parts (cuz why not) <<less

Novels I'm waiting to be completed to read.

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Pretty covers regardless of its contents (part3)... more>>

And also how I got scammed into reading some boring stuff because I got hooked by their beautiful exterior. But sometimes beautiful exterior does reflect what’s inside 

Still adding some pretty covers with good content and also adding my sad conned novel reading experience  <<less

MC(Shou)s with sickly bodies or disability
Who wouldn't love sickly, weak beauties... more>>

Please be aware of SPOILERS in description <<less

a list of crematorium/wife-chasing/gong regret/scum gong novels ft. some with misunderstandings! i wanted an angst tag but there isn't one ;; if you have any suggestions, i'd love to hear them in the comments! included are also some novels that aren't necessarily crematorium but may still make your heart hurt (in a good way) from the misunderstandings and relationships!... more>>

the wife-chasing novels follow a general pattern of: MC loves ML but ML treats MC badly and/or does not reciprocate > something happens to MC, such as death, amnesia, sickness, or he falls out of love with ML > ML belatedly realizes his feelings > ML tries to chase the MC and win him back

please do mind the tags of some of the novels, as some of them are BE! <<less

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screaming, crying.....

Where the shou is used/seen as a substitute/stand-in for another person.... more>>

Loads of dog blood and angst ahead :) <<less

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↷ ·˚ ༘ s e t t i n g : historical and modern times .°୭ ˎˊ˗↷... more>>

novels with personal rating - already read : some are dropped

novels without PR -  still haven't read - proceed with caution

NOT ALL NOVELS LISTED HERE HAD A HAPPY ENDING! <<less

Yaoi mostly 

For all the grovel lovers, who want a good (and maybe angsty) novel where the male characters suffers tons of regrets... more>>

BG/BL/GL <<less

Novels that I've read (completed/hiatus) in modern au setting. This includes in school, e-sports, business, omageverse,  entertainment, or even with the use of system administration but only in modern setting.... more>>

Comments:

Completed - worth to read with great plot and romance

Hiatus - just dropped due to cliché plot or cringe-y characters, or just needed to have more chapters to be translated

Ongoing - was in the process of reading <<less

BL novels where the gong regrets leaving/not loving the shou.