Includes all the Danmei I have read!

reading/read list

Read these to raise your stress levels. You're welcome.... more>>

Character settings be crazy good that you'll need a time-out to catch your breath. [CATEGORY 1]

Or so frustrating that'll make you choke on air. [CATEGORY 2]

 CN, KR <<less

These are novels that absolutely that touched my heart with their good storyline (even if some are simple), characters & etc.... more>>

Beware: I'm a sucker for angst, comedy & romance. So, most novels will have all that. <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

Mostly are COMPLETED BL NOVELS 

BL novels that make me a crybaby every time I read them. I love reading those novels that I know I will sob nonstop later... more>> and for some reason, I can't stop myself from reading them XD. This list includes novels with some heavy topics and mostly angst and kinda tragic. BUT, I'm not a fan of BE novels so I did not include them here. I want a satisfying ending like the MC or ML didn't die or what. Anyway, prepare your tissues guys.  <<less

Novels that have regretful ML, family’s, etc. I love novels like these since they tug my heart strings.

Lovely BL novel that kept me up till 3am!

I may read it ???? 

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

BL Novels that are just right 

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This is a list for the stories I’ve cried for, will cry for, and am currently crying for — I’m sharing the pain with you.... more>>

P. S.: If you found that this hasn’t been updated for a long time, it’s because I’ve been too traumatized and stopped reading tragic books for a while. I had to rest my heart after the first book. <<less

All BL Stories that made my Heart ache or laugh... most with HE

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☁️ ִ ۫ ּ! - oh, es un ángel

not all bad endings, very relationship problems focused 

You must prepare your heart to read this :v

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Novels that haven't updated in years (it's an exaggeration, but it sure feels like it)... more>>

General Rule: Novels that have not updated in the last 3 months | Novels that the translator explicitly said they were going to drop

Note : This list will be kept (semi) up to date and all novels that have been picked up will be deleted from the list and novels that have not updated in 3 months or dropped will be added, so the list will change constantly <<less

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some novels will contain r*pe, bd*m, non-con, or anything that may appear uncomfortable. you have been warned.... more>>

in no particular order <<less

this list will consists of the ff:... more>>

boss-sub relationship, teacher-student relationship, entertainment industry, transmigration/reincarnation, any elements related to modern settings. <<less