The fact that he completely doesn't even feel bothered by Nan Ge Er's "ugly face" was just (clenches heart) so (chef finger kiss) f**king (sobs) good. I want more of this wholesome love. They're so gooddd aaaahhh it's killing meeee..
Both of them suffered a lot, but both has each other, both loving the other so much and having complete trust...
Nan Ge Er's past was... God.. I can already feel tears in my eyes as I write this why am I so weak ㅠ ㅁ ㅠ))) Despite being a fictional character, I just can't help but cry whenever I try to imagine how hard it must be for him. During the scene where he completely let loose all of his pent up emotions after seeing Mo Shu's carefree way of killing lives, I.. just couldn't hold it in anymore and cried so much. He suffered a lot yet he's developed into such a mature character and honestly I just want to hug him so much.
I remember crying in public while reading the scene where Shu Gao died.. I got too attached to Gramps, unexpectedly! ㅠㅠ Even though it was only briefly mentioned, I still felt so sad when Shu Cheng died as well. I guess you really can't avoid fate. Shu Ning was really blessed to be able to rebirth, and get the happiness he deserves.
I can't believe I fell for the "title mentioned in the last chapter" thing... ugly sobbing.
(his pained expressions when he saw Ling alive after thinking that he died, twice. And without any explanation.)
hearing the only person he cherish die, twice, and waited for years still full of hope and trust in both cases. Aaah ;-;) Ah Jue, please don't suffer anymore..