*sigh* here we go again

things that i read when i am depressed to make me even more depressed

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Arranged in order of creators personal rating. Some notes and warning may not be written; please check story tags.

Warning: jjwxc has been notified to be soon a licensed company and therefore many translators and translation groups have decided to either password-lock/copy-block/remove their works[or sites] in fear of getting theft of their hard work and so the recommendations may as well include these types of works. Please take caution. <<less

[فقط بگم از خوندن این رمان ها هیچوقت پشیمون نمیشم :>>>]

This list is about MLs who under gone deep traumas that makes them feel undeserving of FLs. And this is about FLs who will do... more>> everything to help MLs overcome their traumas and have an happy ending. <<less

pain and just pain only

List of angsty danmeis I've read and enjoyed, full of delicious, excruciating pain. Most of them are set in ancient times.

cry with me please

Stories that hurt so good. Some with happy endings, others not so much.

Mostly completed novels because cliffhanger in angst wont ever let me live my life in peace... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, abuse, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

[being betrayed or abandoned]

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hope you guys like them!!

almost all of them are updated regularly so ya don’t have to wait for 10 years to read a single chapter

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Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

Some novels from my favorite author and ones which are similar to the same genre.

May or may not have overpowered protagonists. Their backstories and personalities sometimes hit way too close to home that I feel as if the author is doing this as a personal threat to my life. You'll have your everyday dose of the sacrificial bastard™ as well, wouldn't you like that?... more>>

Also, this list is probably generic as shit, the only thing different is you'll be getting my unwarranted opinion. <<less

This list contains everything from unrequired love to death of loved ones to sadistic tendencies, violence, r*pe, betrayal, love-hate and any other possible way to... more>> make your heart bleed. Trauma and psychological conditions included.  <<less

WARNING ! FOR ADULTS ONLY not suitable for young ones.... more>>

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Part 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/36591/

Part 2: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/36687/

Others:

Cutie babies~ Kiddos~ young ones 1, 2

Will this make lost cry??

Lost seems to be interested

Just some nobles stuff

Nom nom BL

Interested (Chinese novels edition) <<less

WARNING ! FOR ADULTS ONLY not suitable for young ones.... more>>

Profile: https://www.novelupdates.com/user/393677/thisisyourlost/

Part 1: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/36591/

Part 3: https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/36689/

Others:

Cutie babies~ Kiddos~ young ones 1, 2

Will this make lost cry??

Lost seems to be interested

Just some nobles stuff

Nom nom BL

Interested (Chinese novels edition) <<less

As the title suggest, this is my hurt/comfort BL read list. This will be filled with stories I've read until the end (would most likely... more>> via mtl). I'll never put stories that I dropped.  <<less