my cup of tea of smut novels that is not giving me ick in many ways (no BL)

just some baihes that I had read when I run away from my gf... more>>

I usually make summaries and rate the novels to make sure you know the gist (＾▽＾)

Im a top so most of the baihes I read are top, if im not sure if its a
top or not, I will write it in the summary for you but if its a top, I
won't mention anything about it. I for some reason also never finish any
novels unless they are extremely good. The author didn't do anything
wrong, it's just that i'm like that

I was actually here long before I made this acc. Just never thought I
needed it until I realized I needed a place to put my readings cause I
kept losing my logs.

Sorry if theres any wrong grammer. My first language isnt english, but I have a good understanding of it

Im still adding to this but not like everyday. I'm busy with things, taking care and loving my gf and family but while on breaks I read novels or whatever else. 

Thank you for understanding and follow if you want for latest novel recommendations and summaries of it! <<less

Mostly BG romance with smart FL. I have read lots of books , but these are the ones I would go back to reread in the future and recommend to anyone. I love complicated plots, dark romance, tortured love with some angst. I lean more towards historical for now till I find a good enough modern to add to this list. ... more>>

Interesting plots, good writing and smooth translations are very important to me.  <<less

My taste goes from sweet heart warming to dark psychological obsessive yandere psychopaths. If you like both  welcome. Boy girl and yaoi no yuri.

Just a list filled with psychopaths who wants their lovers to themselves 

So I've read a lot of complicated love triangles, abusing and sick relationship. There were also good ones that was very depressing and tragic. Healing... more>> yet melancholic. So I've decided not to be depressed anymore and be delulu with the one and only imaginary lover. So I'm making this list of one and only love I've read.  <<less

This is a collection of the best BL I’ve ever read. 
I like my BL romance flavored with action, fantasy, sci-fi, sport or world hopping. Btw... more>> all the novels on this list have a possessive ML ;) <<less

Made this list on a whim cause reading novels containing possessive/obsessive ML gives me the ultimate kind of joy. 

classic shou who loves the scum gong, gets tired of the abuse so he gives up and only then does the gong realize. cue the groveling!... more>>

all happy ending with the shou and gong ending up together because i’m too weak for BE stories.

only BL. order is random. <<less

No description.

No description.

Novels having less than 80 chapters are moved here as the previous list got bigger 

Regretful male leads, some crying and begging, but not super toxic relationships. The best juicy regret.... more>>

For manga/comics:

Married for 120 Days, Flowers may wither but you remain, Tonari No Stella (ch.10-???), <<less

Morally ambiguous characters,... more>>

1. Unrequited love to requited love

2. Enemies to lovers

3. Wife chasing crematorium

4. Dog blood

5. Lovers Reunited <<less

I noticed a pattern/ trend in these novels. They kind of have similar stories/ tropes. 

Y'know there's like a good portion of people who loves weird tropes like this and I'm one of them.

Only for korean novels with yandere male lead. BxG, one on one,no yaoi

This contains jealous seme, possessive or obsessive mls, fluff stories, or just some stories that I liked.... more>>

Note: Some series may contain hardcore yandere ml <<less

This contains mild yandere, jealous type of male lead, slight to full on possessive and obsessive, or male leads that are reliant on fml, or just some novels that I liked and have little to no possessive male lead... more>>

Also, novels in this list are something that I already read and finished(or atleast some arcs if it’s a quick transmigration) so I can really guarantee that these are worth a read <<less

This list has both BL and BG novels. ... more>>

Beware that not all novels have the satisfying groveling scenes from ML. 

I included some BE novels where I felt that the decisions MC took was very fitting even if there is no groveling from the ML or if the MC is dead to see that part. 

You’ll find most of Shui Qian Cheng’s novels who is well known for her 188cm group of novels featuring angsty novels about scum going groveling for their mistakes.

I only included the novels I was satisfied with.

Caution: Enjoy these novels, but avoid romanticizing the ML or fantasizing them as great lovers. Most of the MLs are just awful people, except for my beloved Lan Zhan, who is the epitome of kindness, Justice & all the good things. Remember, in real life, those who treat others poorly are likely to treat you the same way or mistreat you repeatedly will continue to mistreat you. Those who are controlling, manipulative, and obsessive never end with happy endings. Change in adults is difficult, even with love. Look into real-life cases of abusive partners to get a reality check.

Do keep that in mind. Hope you enjoy the novels below. <<less

angsty ml whos this close to being blackened, always obsessively wondering if mc will abandon him, easily insecure and jealous, wondering what his worth is to mc. mc in a 'higher' position than ml or has power over him: bonus points if status-wise/physically, but usually mentally. mc is likely the only one who's ever treated ml well. ... more>>

obsessiveness meter and personal rating have nothing to do with each other. will not include novels i didnt like.
! only forced imprisonment will get a 10 on the obsessiveness meter <<less

No description.

Formerly known as:  MLs/Semes: Always eating vinegar!... more>>

Alternative titles: Possessive love interest(s), Easily jealous MLs, Protective Seme, Clingy MLs, etc.

Updates are inconsistent.  <<less

No description.

I'll only add novels I like which has 4 + stars ✨. Reminder; some novels may have 'r4pe' tags or 'gor3'.