A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

Tragedies. Stories when you need something sad or want something to make you cry. All completed stories.... more>>

*sorted by rating <<less

For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

Here's my daily reading novel so i can read it anytime if i forget the tittle, i'll coming back here :3... more>>

Fluff, fluff, fluff mwehehehehehe....................

I'll leave some notes for each novel, to remind myself................... <<less

Mostly completed novels because cliffhanger in angst wont ever let me live my life in peace... more>>

Tw: Many of these novels may contain mention of self harm, depression, bullying, abuse, r*pe and su*cide. So, please please read reviews and tags properly before picking up a novel.  <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

-Korean and Japan edition... more>>

-Gift for Masochist

-Usually weak,suffering and non vengeful FL

WARNING : some include abuse,too much cruelty,s*xual assault,r*pe etc <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

*sigh* here we go again

Angst, sad, depressing, tear jerking, heartbreaking, read in the middle of the night with a box of tissues next to you novels. (asterisk if i... more>> cried) <<less

CAUTION HIGH LEVEL TOXICITY IF YOU WANT TO KEEP YOUR MIND AND HEART IN PEACE I RECOMMEND YOU TO FOLLOW THIS LIST AND AVOID GREAT LIVER PAIN.... more>>

Authors with an ideal of extraterrestrial love.

This list for those who put this story in the category "love" that being realistic I do not know where to enter the category "romance" is that I do not understand how the characters can be together with all the atrocities that happen in this type of novels .

Actually I feel that these books should not be in circulation for at least one should be restricted from 20 years onwards. is that sincerely I do not find the justification for violence and MC that say they are "intelligent" although being honest I have to find more "intelligence" in an amoeba than in these characters.

But as I always say only my opinion.

Postscript:
What really bothers me about this bunch of barbarities is not even the story itself. but the false end that they give them as if that kind of real-life endings really happened, because being realistic I think that such a story would only be an endless vicious circle, it is more these books if they should have the category "fantasy" "violence" "cruel" and "sadistic".

And I also believe that in this life there are a lot of people and a lot of problems so you can concentrate and win a lot of people who hate you and even worse that they have the patience that they plot against you in every damn second. <<less

This is MY list. Some of the list may have major character death

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Diverse love stories are fun! So check out this list of Romantic leads with disabilities: Could be someone who experiences a physical disability or someone who is neurodivergent.... more>>

No guarantees of accuracy or sensitivity in these portrayals; sometimes people get “fixed” thru magic or super-science or the power of WUV. These are all webnovels, so you gonna get what you gonna get. To the best of my knowledge, nobody on this list is “faking.” <<less

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how to hurt your own feelings:
✅ misunderstandings
✅ angst
✅ tragedy/tragic past... more>>

(not entirely SFW, no particular order) <<less

Good and touching stories where the ML has a special condition (be it that he has a mental, physical, mythological or otherworldly condition) so the Female lead (MC) has to discover this and learn how to deal with it to be together.... more>>

The list goes from the lightest to the heaviest depending on how much the ML´s condition affects him and the MC in everyday life.

Remember to like or leave a comment/suggestion after checking this list :) <<less

Collection of sad bls. No particular order. 

This is exactly like what it sounds. Sometimes my depression overrules all other feelings, and these are the stories that I gravitate towards in those moments.... more>>

This list is a mixture of a bunch of genres. <<less

Do you feel like crying yet unable to cry ! This list is for you ! Because  this story would give you the push to make those tears falllllll :) ... more>>

You can add Taylor swift ALL TOO WELL in the background if you want :) <<less

O Apathy is thine name.
MCs who were abused or neglected to become... whatever this is?... more>>

please add any recs <<less

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List for novels where the female lead has an illness/disability/is sickly that is either obvious or subtle (such as disabilities around mental illness) and has significance to the plot. May include novels where this is only for a portion of the story. ... more>>

Let your husbando ML take care of you! <<less

pain and just pain only