some unlimited flow danmei novels i am currently reading or have read. ... more>>

(self-indulgence galore)

(no r*pe, in*est, black belly, abuse) <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

cry with me please

my fav horrorr/tragedy <3 (beautifully written)

As the full name of the trope suggests  "chasing the wife in the crematorium" Basically means the type of stories where the ML first treats the MC badly, abuses and/or ignores and causes a lot of suffering. And then, when the MC loses his love for the ML and leaves or dies, the ML regrets and repents, suffers, grovels and works hard to earn the MC back. ... more>>

-This list may include transmigration,resurrection,time travel.

-All these novels have a happy ending .

*feel free to recommand similar novels in the comments i would apreciate it* <<less

A list to keep track of the novels that hurt my heart... and/or hurt the MC/ML hehehehehe the more suffering, the better. Self sacrifice (SS) is always welcome. Recs appreciated! Some novels have not been read yet and are added due to the recommendations of others.... more>>

Includes novels with empty protagonists, broken protagonists, and sick protagonists

Stories differentiated by my own terms:

[Apathetic], [Sick], [Tragedy], [SS] [Depressed], [Transmigration], [Revenge]

Also: [Unread], [Reread-> read multiple times]

Organized so my favorites (tragic quick transmigrations where MC breaks ML's heart repeatedly) are at the top, then all the death craving characters, then the mistreated and sick villainesses, then the apathetic and SS children appear <<less

Former Title: Human-Non Human (Undead) Relationship... more>>

"Human × Supernatural Entity Relationships"

(1) Ghost Love  

a. Falling in love inside a Horror *** (Unlimited Flow)

(2) Undead Love  

a. Falling In Love in Ancient Tombs

- Ancient Tombs
- Historical Treasures & Artifacts
- Tomb Raiders, Treasure Hunters, Archeologist
- Undead (Jiangshi etc.)

b. Western Zombie <<less

*in no particular order*... more>>

-pain

-BE or HE is fine but there must be obstacles in the middle...., angsty

-crematorium

-ML doesn't care about the MC from the start (or ML does care but doesn't know how to express it) but once MC is gone from their grasp (death/ coma/ near-death experience/ breakup?) they finally realize what they let slip from their fingertips. 

-or after all the disappointment and hurt, MC doesn't care anymore and it's the emotionally constipated ML's turn to chase.

*recommendations are appreciated (very) <<less

Time loop stories. Some of these can get pretty dark and deal with mental trauma, as well as questioning reality and whether a person is losing their sanity.... more>>

Many of these also have an element of mystery surrounding the time loop, and I do not want to say anything that might spoil them. So I am just giving my overall impressions.

Novels are in order starting with my favorite at number 1.

As always, I'm open to new novel suggestions to add. <<less

enjoy the next 24 hrs :))

not necessarily BL. full of action, adventure, mystery, horror, and complex world-building. heads up, these guys are usually pretty long so be prepared and do... more>> what you need to before getting started (not that i know from experience or anything) <<less

For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

GENRES: either Adventure, Drama, Fantasy, Psychological, Tragedy... more>>

A compilation of my favorites that give the melancholic and/or dark vibe in alphabetical order. No worries it becomes wholesome in the end—well, most of them do, anyway. Maybe. Who knows?
*will update when I find and read new interesting ones <<less

here comes the rain again~~... more>>

quote of the day

"Tragedy is like bitter coffee.Childs can't take it.But those who can,become addicted to it"

"War is Peace, Freedom is s*avery, and Ignorance is Strength"-George orwell who was so much ahead of his time <<less

the title is what this list about :')... more>>

only BG  <<less

My list in order of the best In BL(Shounen Ai/Yaoi), Light Comedy, And horror combined. 

novel started sad/tragic/angsty but ended with a happiest ending as if nothing happened or Fl did not suffer all time and left me dumbfounded. I am saying BE but mostly I meant Fl to move away from Ml and starting her new life or at least not still madly in love with Ml. I am not hating the novels (the ones that not included r@pe) I just expected their ending different.... more>>

I hoped and wished for Fl to die in all of them that would better for than them being with these a**holes.

I would have beg to authors for them to kill the Mls <<less

Recs for historical/xianxia/cultivation danmei

I love depressed and s*uicadal woman or she could be mentally ill I would love to read. I will be editing to the list. I order them fav to least fav. I love angst novels but hate ones with abuser Ml.... more>>

(I don't wanna read him doing the most horrible thing to her and when she finally free, her going back to him because apparently she loved him. Obey me, my beloved oppressor, cry, or better beg, betrayal of dignity...every one of them has the same plot, same type of Fl&Ml but only changing is how they abuse her, sometimes even that is the same. So I suggest you all to stay away from them, if you get frustrated Fl with Stockholm sendrom, forgiving Ml just because they love him....)

♦️ >>> depression level <<less

Just a list of the novels I read and liked.

Tragedies, abuse, and bloody drama ....
With no hope for redemption.... more>>

BL for those who love to be tortured. <<less

♣️ A collection of completed (and some updating) BL novels with strong horror elements that I have read... more>>

♣️ Some may leen more psychological/thriller and or gore/body horror

♣️ Always being updated with new novels! (If you have any suggestions please leave a comment!)

❗️TW❗️ Many of these contain potentially triggering content such as; sexual/physical abuse, mental illness, su*cide, and gore. Please read the tags to make sure you are comfortable with the topics being presented! <<less

Novels by this author 

These novels are a bit deranged, but in a very realistic sense. The main CP has either believable coping mechanisms, or mental illnesses based on... more>> their past. There isn't an ML or MC who was abused that got revenge "all according to plan" with no mental issues (basically the MC or ML pays a price from the beginning and only gets their just rewards after fighting tooth and nail for it). There is fluff but its an angsty fluff and a oof-ouch-pain feeling when they need to support each other. <<less

Depressed, suicidal or detached fl. Recommendations are well appreciated;)