Due to misunderstandings ML causes MC's death and then ML realizes his mistakes and grieves for MC. Later MC rebirthes and ML start to pursue... more>> MC against constant rejections. <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

Heart wretching and tears jerking novel which ML will regret it when FL leaves them.... more>>

Such guilty pleasure is my kind of novel <<less

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

-----------------------------------------------

I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

BG and BL... more>>

BE in every world / every lifetime /every arc

If you want to read a dog blooded plot stories without a real BE, then this list is for you

If my fellow reader know other novel with this genre, please tell me <<less

Here's my daily reading novel so i can read it anytime if i forget the tittle, i'll coming back here :3... more>>

Fluff, fluff, fluff mwehehehehehe....................

I'll leave some notes for each novel, to remind myself................... <<less

MC's sick! Deadly illnesses galore! Inherited via genetics, acquired by poisoning? Possible death, definite death, time travel, and hopefully angst!

cry with me please

These are recommendations from YunYun and novels they translated.... more>>

(I really like the stories they translated. We have the same taste in stories ^^)

(Bl novels) <<less

enjoy the next 24 hrs :))

MC/ML kills or is killed by their lover. ... more>>

Recommendations are most welcome and appreciated.  <<less

Best novels about unrequited love (alert dog blood ahead)... more>>

PS: I have read all the novels here! <<less

Stories where the ML regrets rejecting/mistreating/leaving the MC. Some examples include:... more>>

1) MC has an unrequited love for the ML and gets rejected.

2) ML breaks up / leaves / divorces MC (for someone else, got tired of the relationship etc).

3) Character 2 mistreats or is very indifferent to MC.

Either way, ML realises he's loved MC all along, regrets his decision, and tries to win her back but she's either 1) moved on with someone else 2) too emotionally closed off 3) MIA 4) dead. Or maybe ML does win her back, who knows.

But basically this list is full of A N G S T

(Can be BL and GL too) <<less

For the nights where we lay down the bed, seeking solace in angst stories.

I am loosing sight of all the stuff I read and liked or want to read still ? so ... Mostly cultivation stuff or historical. I have no standards and tend to read almost everything to have an excuse to procrastinate :,) So check the NU tags please.... more>>

It is mostly (!) sorted by how much I enjoyed it(I I finished it). To be read are at the very bottom, on hold (for various reasons ) in the middle.

Comments, Suggestions and additional warnings are welcome! (Like saying "Hippo What.The.f*ck. 'Series x not angst?! Are your feelings dead?!'" to which the answer is "Yes, they are" So I rely on others to tell me if I didn't pick up on the angst)

Removed cause I yeeted them like a hot potato(or "a list can only hold 100 but other ppl might enjoy and i wanna remember i dropped em"): 

-I've led the villain astray how do i fix it

-The protagonist is in the right position to get along with the villain <<less

If you're tired of reading fluffy novels (just like me rn) then this list is for you, all novels that are listed here are BE/SE... more>>

Let's all waste our tears together......  <<less

shedding tears, ugly crying, not being able to get out of bed for a whole week bc of the depression, u name it, you'll be able to find it here :') (and with spicy reviews too !!!!)... more>>

tragedy tag tragedy tag tragedy tag angst angst angst (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

ones w/ desc added = read ✓ [bxg rec list]

!!!! warning: minor spoilers in descriptions ty :) <<less

here comes the rain again~~... more>>

quote of the day

"Tragedy is like bitter coffee.Childs can't take it.But those who can,become addicted to it"

"War is Peace, Freedom is s*avery, and Ignorance is Strength"-George orwell who was so much ahead of his time <<less

This is my personal top picks. If you can get the gist my taste through this list, please feel free to comment down below some of your recommendations too! Thank you and Happy reading!... more>>

What constitutes a good story for me?

PLOT. It must not stray away from its intended plot. No unrelevant arcs just for the sake of DRAGGING the story. THERE MUST BE SUBSTANCE. 

As much as possible, NO RUSH ENDING. The conclusion is the most important. If the story ended with some questions unresolve, the story is a failure. Open endings are acceptable, since it is closest to reality you can get. 

CHARACTER GROWTH. I believe it's one of the essential part of the story. I can stomach s*upid and naive characters, ONLY, if they showed character development along the way. 

LOGIC. No one wants to proceed on reading if they couldn't understand nor make sense out of anything. I'm willing to make an exceptions for WORLD-BUILDING. But there's what you call an out-of-this-world logic and an out-of-this-world s*upidity. The former I can accept, the latter, thanks but no thanks.

ENJOYMENT FACTOR. A STORY MUST EVOKE EMOTIONS OUT OF ME. If I couldn't feel anything while reading, then the writer failed to connect to their readers. Even if the genre isn't my cup of tea, it should be able to convince me otherwise. That's what it means by a good writing.

Thank you. (This list is subject to change) <<less

Complete-almost complete-healing novel// My cup of tea T_T // just made my heart melted // crying // Escaping from the reality

Angst, sad, depressing, tear jerking, heartbreaking, read in the middle of the night with a box of tissues next to you novels. (asterisk if i... more>> cried) <<less

Author god's hand involvement in story is very little. Basically no plot armor.
NOT UNLUCKY or DELIBERATELY TRAGIC, BUT ONLY NATURAL. ... more>>

Mc can be defeated, betrayed, disabled, fooled. Teammates can die. Females can be r*ped.  <<less

Warning: might contain spoilers

It's my favourite though ... more>>

WARNING: Reverse harem <<less

Crying, screaming, begging. Give me ice cream.... more>>

Stories for times where I want a good cry. <<less