Angst novels I am eager to read to frustrate myself.... more>>

Novels I couldn't add to the list.

- Heeran's love song

- My husband's first love got divorce

- While you're in love <<less

Angst novels I'll never (I guess?) be able to finish because either FL's decision worried me or the ending I'm anticipating will left a bad taste in my mouth. Well, I'll still try to see some to their endings.... more>>

Main characters who got lost in translation. <<less

Reminders:
Hetero Novels|KN Novels|R-18 ;)
There are no HAREM novels here. Just one-on-one guy and girl type of Novel :3... more>>

Are you a person who craves for toxic possessive Male Leads? Are you someone who thirsts for the pain of the story because the FL despises ML at first? 

Do you find Snow white's toxic apple addictive? Or are you simply just a hardcore Masochist?

Do you think ML can ever redeem himself? Well, who knows? We'll only find out at the end of this crazy rollercoaster of emotions.

So, *sips tea*, shall we read? :3 <<less

mostly contains harassment on MC who although born rich but he was exposed to the light of misfortune in life before meeting ML.MC and ML... more>> both come from rich families, or one of them was rich and another one is poor.  <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

Don’t read ... more>>

For love and peace 

DROPPED FOR LOVE AND PEACE <<less

pain and just pain only

Everything i like and be warned i like messed up things. So always check the tags cause i know what i like isn't for everyone... more>> else. <<less

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

Translated korean novels, some had self-harm (in the sense that someone doesn't care for their own safety). I had finished ORV (prepare tissues!) and halfway... more>> through LCF. As for the rest, I haven't started on them yet.  <<less

This list contains everything from unrequired love to death of loved ones to sadistic tendencies, violence, r*pe, betrayal, love-hate and any other possible way to... more>> make your heart bleed. Trauma and psychological conditions included.  <<less

Gonna put them here for now and slowly, one by one read them when I feel it to read :D I've been seeing a lot of interesting novels that I can't choose which one should I read first gosh... more>>

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Others:

R18 (some smutty ones) 1, 2, 3

Cutie babies~ Kiddos~ young ones 1, 2

Will this make lost cry??

Just some nobles stuff

Nom nom BL 

Interested (Chinese novels edition) <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

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This is a sublist of... more>>

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/24775/?ft=yes

It deals strictly with real child vs fake child conflict in novels, no quick transmigration

Note: the list is segmented BxG first, then BL, then Yuri

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include

Lost And Found Children

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)

Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration <<less

This is the list of novels that I read and I don't want anyone of my brothers and sisters to go through the same headache I went through ... more>>

Basically this is the lost of the worst novel ever possible. So if you ever had the impulse to read any of the novel below, PLEASE DON'T.  <<less

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the title is what this list about :')... more>>

only BG  <<less

:: some r-19 webnovels. some are just snu snu with no deep plot. read at your own risk!

It’s a list of tragedy novels with bad / happy endings ( Although most of it is BL / Yaoi )  which is all my... more>> favourite that made my heart ache and feel like crying. But I don’t know how you will react so be prepared!!   <<less

Not for the faint-hearted! These are books that either makes you cry like a mf or makes you want to start a revolution against the... more>> crumbling morality of this world. If you want to thoroughly enjoy a healthy fluffy BL you must first go through with these novels. Fluff? Dog food? Love? What are those? In here is a collection of books purposed to train your mentality (know the cruelties of life). Please read books that are fluffy afterwards! <<less

Interaction between children that had their identities stolen/swapped. With an emphasis on family/ family reintegration problems... more>>

Note the list is segmented in terms of number of novels

BxG, Quick Transmigration, BL, Yuri

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include

Lost And Found Children

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)
Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration <<less

Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

If you're looking for something that will make you cry. Here it is. I don't discriminate novels, so there's both bl and straight romance.