These are my personal favourite BL novels. Possessive and dominating Gong is totally my all time fave. List also includes, r*pe, revenge and abuse seme which is kinky. haha. ... more>>

Hope this would be helpful for some of ya'll with the same taste. Enjoy!! <<less

My list... (ﾉ∇≦*)... more>>

*H, Adult, Mature and Smut

* *Taboos. There are many stories with content that can cause disgust, such as scenes of r*pe or excessive abuse. (It is very bad! :/)

 *** There are novels that don't really have a plot. The focus is snu snu.  (// ▽ //) But there are also good love stories to read...

**** 1v1 or NP <<less

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

This is a sublist of... more>>

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/24775/?ft=yes

It deals strictly with real child vs fake child conflict in novels, no quick transmigration

Note: the list is segmented BxG first, then BL, then Yuri

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include

Lost And Found Children

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)

Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration <<less

Interaction between children that had their identities stolen/swapped. With an emphasis on family/ family reintegration problems... more>>

Note the list is segmented in terms of number of novels

BxG, Quick Transmigration, BL, Yuri

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include

Lost And Found Children

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)
Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration <<less

Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

smutty novels that are questionable but because you love smut, you read them anyway. 

Some are completed and some are not but definitely worth it to read. My list shows that im getting addicted to readin CN novels!!!!

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

Everything i like and be warned i like messed up things. So always check the tags cause i know what i like isn't for everyone... more>> else. <<less

For all your dog blood needs

Love myself some hardcore, preferably abusive, smuts with lots of banging. I'm new here so will slowly add more to the list.... more>>

I write a review for every one of my recs, divided into S*x scenes, Story, Characters and Note. I try to give you an overall look into the novel to see if it suits your taste while try not to spoil too much.

Pls check tags <<less

Reminders:
Hetero Novels|KN Novels|R-18 ;)
There are no HAREM novels here. Just one-on-one guy and girl type of Novel :3... more>>

Are you a person who craves for toxic possessive Male Leads? Are you someone who thirsts for the pain of the story because the FL despises ML at first? 

Do you find Snow white's toxic apple addictive? Or are you simply just a hardcore Masochist?

Do you think ML can ever redeem himself? Well, who knows? We'll only find out at the end of this crazy rollercoaster of emotions.

So, *sips tea*, shall we read? :3 <<less

There are tragedy, abuse, or death of the loves one in some stories bellow that make you sad and your heart hurt, but that is... more>> the part of the story and make the story complete. <<less

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

Angst, sad, depressing, tear jerking, heartbreaking, read in the middle of the night with a box of tissues next to you novels. (asterisk if i... more>> cried) <<less

:: some r-19 webnovels. some are just snu snu with no deep plot. read at your own risk!

If you're looking for something that will make you cry. Here it is. I don't discriminate novels, so there's both bl and straight romance. 

It’s a list of tragedy novels with bad / happy endings ( Although most of it is BL / Yaoi )  which is all my... more>> favourite that made my heart ache and feel like crying. But I don’t know how you will react so be prepared!!   <<less

the list where all the small pp mls are ... more>>

and the list where i hate every single one of these mls

if the male lead has "always loved them but has had to be mean to protect them"...that's called emotional abuse and they deserve death.

the fls should have gotten together with someone they actually had chemistry with--another woman in the novel 

...yes i am reading these bc i have bad taste mind your business   <<less

angst you asked? some characters meant for prison?... more>>

bxg <<less

List of novels that have a toxic relationship with the fl,ml hate the fl while the fl fell in love at the ml for the... more>> first time and beg for the ml attention.But in the end the ml had a character development and still ended up with the female lead <<less

Gonna put them here for now and slowly, one by one read them when I feel it to read :D I've been seeing a lot of interesting novels that I can't choose which one should I read first gosh... more>>

Profile: https://www.novelupdates.com/user/393677/thisisyourlost/

Others:

R18 (some smutty ones) 1, 2, 3

Cutie babies~ Kiddos~ young ones 1, 2

Will this make lost cry??

Just some nobles stuff

Nom nom BL 

Interested (Chinese novels edition) <<less

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

-----------------------------------------------

I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

pain and just pain only