My list... (ﾉ∇≦*)... more>>

*H, Adult, Mature and Smut

* *Taboos. There are many stories with content that can cause disgust, such as scenes of r*pe or excessive abuse. (It is very bad! :/)

 *** There are novels that don't really have a plot. The focus is snu snu.  (// ▽ //) But there are also good love stories to read...

**** 1v1 or NP <<less

This is a sublist of... more>>

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children

https://www.novelupdates.com/viewlist/24775/?ft=yes

It deals strictly with real child vs fake child conflict in novels, no quick transmigration

Note: the list is segmented BxG first, then BL, then Yuri

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include

Lost And Found Children

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)

Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

These are my personal favourite BL novels. Possessive and dominating Gong is totally my all time fave. List also includes, r*pe, revenge and abuse seme which is kinky. haha. ... more>>

Hope this would be helpful for some of ya'll with the same taste. Enjoy!! <<less

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

Interaction between children that had their identities stolen/swapped. With an emphasis on family/ family reintegration problems... more>>

Note the list is segmented in terms of number of novels

BxG, Quick Transmigration, BL, Yuri

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include

Lost And Found Children

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)
Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration <<less

Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

smutty novels that are questionable but because you love smut, you read them anyway. 

the list where all the small pp mls are ... more>>

and the list where i hate every single one of these mls

if the male lead has "always loved them but has had to be mean to protect them"...that's called emotional abuse and they deserve death.

the fls should have gotten together with someone they actually had chemistry with--another woman in the novel 

...yes i am reading these bc i have bad taste mind your business   <<less

Reminders:
Hetero Novels|KN Novels|R-18 ;)
There are no HAREM novels here. Just one-on-one guy and girl type of Novel :3... more>>

Are you a person who craves for toxic possessive Male Leads? Are you someone who thirsts for the pain of the story because the FL despises ML at first? 

Do you find Snow white's toxic apple addictive? Or are you simply just a hardcore Masochist?

Do you think ML can ever redeem himself? Well, who knows? We'll only find out at the end of this crazy rollercoaster of emotions.

So, *sips tea*, shall we read? :3 <<less

Some are completed and some are not but definitely worth it to read. My list shows that im getting addicted to readin CN novels!!!!

Boys love angst~~... more>>

*TW* Some/most of these stories will contain ABUSE, INVOLUNTARY CONFINEMENT, r*pe, and other graphic descriptions of violence. Some of these are seriously tragedic and may cause tears or elongated periods of agony .

I was probably sobbing over this at 2am at one point, , and I will update summaries as I go.

Please let me know if you have any novel recommendations you think fit this list! Happy reading ^^ <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

BL - 4.4 star rating and above.... more>>

I wanted to make this list consist solely of novels rated 4.5 stars and above but tbh, there were a few exceptions rated 4.4 stars that I personally believed deserved a much higher rating, so these also made it to the list.   

Various genres, the only common theme is that they are all BL.  <<less

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

The complete series with all 11 books in chronological and recommended reading order.

For all your dog blood needs

Everything i like and be warned i like messed up things. So always check the tags cause i know what i like isn't for everyone... more>> else. <<less

MC or ML’s families being unreasonable, frustrating, disgusting, and makes you want to hit them ... more>>

Some regret how they treated the MC/ML some don’t  <<less

It’s a list of tragedy novels with bad / happy endings ( Although most of it is BL / Yaoi )  which is all my... more>> favourite that made my heart ache and feel like crying. But I don’t know how you will react so be prepared!!   <<less

I love love LOVE the part where ML regret what they've done to MC or just realize their true feelings for MC and start to chase MC like their life depends on  it. The redemption/chasing arc is just *chefkiss*... more>>

Caution: Most of the story is TOXIC *.* Avoid if it's not your cup of tea!!! <<less

Bl storys that can’t be counted as puppy love (these story’s are with barely any comedy and are more deemed as adult stories) so if... more>> your looking for puppy love this isn’t the right list :) <<less

-Korean and Japan edition... more>>

-Gift for Masochist

-Usually weak,suffering and non vengeful FL

WARNING : some include abuse,too much cruelty,s*xual assault,r*pe etc <<less

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

the title is what this list about :')... more>>

only BG  <<less