Perfect for us masochistic fools who just wants to experience pain 'cause thus is living *sigh*

the list where all the small pp mls are ... more>>

and the list where i hate every single one of these mls

if the male lead has "always loved them but has had to be mean to protect them"...that's called emotional abuse and they deserve death.

the fls should have gotten together with someone they actually had chemistry with--another woman in the novel 

...yes i am reading these bc i have bad taste mind your business   <<less

Angsty BL in no particular order.... more>>

Feel free to recommend me similar reads fellow sadomasochists. Enjoy~ <<less

I absolutely love reading shitty egoist MLs suffer when the FL moves on from loving them, apologising and regretting.... more>>

This is not an exhaustive list, only ones I've read. Ratings /10

Comment if you have any recommendations to go in this list

Spoilers will be included in some descriptions (bc some stories needs explanation on why they turn angsty) but they will be in caps to warn you ahead. <<less

These are my personal favourite BL novels. Possessive and dominating Gong is totally my all time fave. List also includes, r*pe, revenge and abuse seme which is kinky. haha. ... more>>

Hope this would be helpful for some of ya'll with the same taste. Enjoy!! <<less

This list Contain some amazing adventure of MC and its not like other list were Mc is played by other characters 

Therapy costs more than these novels.... more>>

**A better name for this list would be Tragic Romance Novels (18+) but I wanted to emphasize on the process of grief I regularly experience while reading this stuff. 

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I'll still be implementing a rating system from **1-5 with 1 being just sad at some parts to 5 being downright horrific**

**In addition, rather than the summaries I put short explanations for the rating. In all honesty, it's better for you to ignore them. Protect your mental well-being from my inane babbling and mild spoilers. <<less

Interaction between children that had their identities stolen/swapped. With an emphasis on family/ family reintegration problems... more>>

Note the list is segmented in terms of number of novels

BxG, Quick Transmigration, BL, Yuri

My other lists can be found here https://www.novelupdates.com/user/231781/kawaii12345/
and include

Lost And Found Children

Switch Real Children VS. Fake Children (children coming to terms with being switched)
Fake Children vs Real Children Quick Transmigration
Real Child vs Fake Child Standalone list
Sibling Warfare (when the kids are about to kill each other)
Poisonous Families
Transmigrated into a novel
ACT: Ancient China Transmigration <<less

Aka (ex)scum gongs chasing wife to crematorium collection OR a collection of knives cause... I love abusing my heart ಥ‿ಥ... more>>

The usual recipe(variations may occur) for delicious dogblood plot is: Be a scum, Break a heart, Late realisation, Regrets, +/-Rebirth/Second chances, +++Chase wife to crematorium. 

Includes tragedies.

⚠️ Warning ⚠️: Som-*cough* Most of em contains 'Rape' and 'r*pe victim becomes lover' tags. And few include 'su*cide' tag so please read the tags before you proceed. <<less

Novels I seriously and deeply regret wasting even a second on.... more>>

My three views were crushed by those. (Ewwww~)

My pure mind was ulterly destroyed...

I must have a pit in my brain to continue being stuborn and finish most of them!

*Sadistic smile* So join me in this, Kay? (After all I'm not willing to suffer alone!) HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO~(evil laughter)

Need I say more? Pleaaaaaaase follow! <<less

Characters in BL novels that I can’t help but absolutely hate 

MC or ML’s families being unreasonable, frustrating, disgusting, and makes you want to hit them ... more>>

Some regret how they treated the MC/ML some don’t  <<less

These are collection of tragic novels associated with unrequited love, betrayal, tragic fate, abusive character, and inhuman treatment. Most novels is about MC who find their misery is enough, want to get away from toxicity, and cherish what their tattered soul left. Not an easy journey ofc, since these worlds were created for MC to suffer. However, MC's spirit to be free is what highly valued. ... more>>

The other novels are purely angst that hurting the heart and shivering the bone.

There are many more heart wrenching novels i've read but not listed in here. I can't stand humiliation without victim ability to prevail it over and preperator's redemption. So this type of angst not listed in this list.

ATTENTION
⚠️Descriptions cointain spoilers⚠️ <<less

Everything i like and be warned i like messed up things. So always check the tags cause i know what i like isn't for everyone... more>> else. <<less

-Korean and Japan edition... more>>

-Gift for Masochist

-Usually weak,suffering and non vengeful FL

WARNING : some include abuse,too much cruelty,s*xual assault,r*pe etc <<less

The complete series with all 11 books in chronological and recommended reading order.

90%read. They are here 'cause I found the synopsis angsty or some chapters in the novels i've read made me cry and sad. Anyway sadness is there.... more>>

Includes: psychological, tragedy, abuse, unrequited love, depression, complex family relations, hated protagonist, child abuse, sickly characters, i-love-you-and-so-if-you-use-me-i-don't-mind type, etc... among others

Most of then are really short (<100) and though many of them have tragedy, many have happy endings too.  <<less

List of novels I think are tr*sh and better left unread for the sake of mental health. It's my personal opinion so no offense if... more>> you like any of these. <<less

Sharing my favorite tear jerking list- Yeah, normal people won't understand this lol 

Some are completed and some are not but definitely worth it to read. My list shows that im getting addicted to readin CN novels!!!!

Mc got traumatized past/sad backstory that she endured herself and either ml or someone rescued or heal her or she left the cage herself.... Or... more>> another chance or stuck in a time loop like it repeats again and again  <<less

-Korean edition... more>>

-For me personally, sometimes the story don't need to add too much of smut scene or better focus more only the relationship of FLxML and their growth. <<less

Reminders:
Hetero Novels|KN Novels|R-18 ;)
There are no HAREM novels here. Just one-on-one guy and girl type of Novel :3... more>>

Are you a person who craves for toxic possessive Male Leads? Are you someone who thirsts for the pain of the story because the FL despises ML at first? 

Do you find Snow white's toxic apple addictive? Or are you simply just a hardcore Masochist?

Do you think ML can ever redeem himself? Well, who knows? We'll only find out at the end of this crazy rollercoaster of emotions.

So, *sips tea*, shall we read? :3 <<less

Don’t read ... more>>

For love and peace 

DROPPED FOR LOVE AND PEACE <<less

the title is what this list about :')... more>>

only BG  <<less