MC always fought and cried during s*x but enjoyed it inside. I found it very problematic because dry violent an*l is painful, even if the MC is a huge masochist, I doubt that anybody would enjoy something like that. Then there's the ML. It was written that the ML was disgusted by the constant stream of internal thoughts from the MC and didn't want to it, so how did he preserve a h*rdon to f*ck the MC multiple times (sometimes for days) ? And this happened in nearly every world?

So near the end, ML said that he keeps following the MC to diff worlds (from start to finish). ML has a system and his goal is to make MC happy but... why in his POVs in those worlds he doesn't know MC or he wasn't even gay... and when MC dies it's like he doesn't even know anything about MC's travels. Skipped some chaps so I probably missed some explanation, but honestly, I don't care much to even go back.

And there's this arc where MC was beaten and all. His ribs were broken and became a punching bag but he was still thinking of kissing the guy who was beating him. (Kinda skip that part coz that's too much for me. I just read the last part) And then I learned that the guy was actually ML. Like... whaaaat?

Dont judge me lol Im not into in*est at all or close to grooming. It was a downer when author hinted that the father was ML but idk what magic did author do that got me intrigued even to the deed parts, also that's the 1st where author showed CL's death aftermath and spongebob. Im an ace tho that rocking horse was topnotch of all for CL and ZY (they shouldve done it in their own bodies, I mean they did but no detail)

got me bawling fr, esp to the daughter of fate losing her father. Family makes me weak

I feel bad for ZY🤣 acting as a scum in every world plus holding his laughter back from the bullet screen he's seeing

rip systems' and my innocence

I say pseudo because at the end you find out that the ML can see the mc's inner thoughts at these times

I'm thinking about the mc's death in the father (ml) /son (mc) arc, and the other father (mc) /son (ml) arc

The poor system just wants one clean and pure world, and he just ends up making it worse for himself the more he tries to restrict the MC.

A lot of people have varying opinions on this stories s*x scenes, it is hard to read at times because while reading, it does appear that the MC is being forced against his will, however, he is really just trying to stay in character so he doesn't get kicked out of the world, which you learn as you hear his inner thoughts throughout the story. When you hear his actual inner thoughts you realize he is having the time of his life.

MAJOR SPOILER: Some people agree that the MC is having the time of his life, but the ML doesn't know that so he is essentially forcing him still, however they clearly didn't read the whole story, because at the end you find out that the ML, who has followed him from world to world from the very beginning can actually see the MC's REAL thoughts in a speech bubble above his head, so he knows that he is actually hungry for it.

even though the consent in this novel is super super super consensual, you'll find out why later