The r*pe thing at the end was not really good... but the ending was. I was so afraid they were going to die for ever when Shang Ke died in the snow.

f*ck, He has no f*cking rational mind. He's like an animal (not a compliment). His thinking is to f*ck MC first then build relationship with him Later. His three view is so f*cking destroyed. How many times he has literally forced on MC.... bro you just r*ped your lover everytime and shown dominance, plus he doesn't even show remorse or regret at all...... like seriously, what are you so f*cking proud off.
He was atleast a bit good at first.... in 2nd and 3rd arc he tried to establish proper relationship with MC first, although still domineering as always but he didn't directly forced on him, but then still didn't got MC, so when he started being little forceful at first, I being patience with him, afterall, although he doesn't have memory, he still suffered and was probably feeling insecure but then his action started getting more bold and forceful in every arc....... His action drastically led to r*pe MC not just once or twice. Majority time he doesn't even try to make MC first fall for him or even think about it. He just want to do him and think about how to do him. Like seriously, stop thinking just from that particular down part please.
And the s*x toh......i don't much mind the rough s*x but s*x without foreplay and that too at their first time and the way author describ it, f*ck...... I truly wonder if he really love MC or just being Possessive with him. How can you do that to your love one.... especially if its their first time. f*ck, he f*cking selfish and only think about himself.

It's not like this the 1st time I have encounter ML like him. Raping ML are kinda common in BL and not gonna lie but I do enjoyed most of the story. What I enjoy is the character development. What I want is healthy relationship and if giving those ML 2nd chance can bring it then why not? For this reason I was being patience with ML but Even thought he didn't have the memory of past life but MC was his soulmate, yet he treated him like that. Either r*pe or be forceful every arc, every life. Although their relationship end up being lovey-dovey at the end but what's the point if ML gonna repeat that in every f*cking life. If MC didn't fall for him then how much of a big psychological impact it would have had on him.
I kinda had a hope that he wasn't like that in real world but yeah, he clearly broke his record of being an a**hole. He f*cking literally went to r*pe MC just because he didn't msg him.... like what the f*ck is wrong with him. I almost gave up reading this novel.

like I seriously don't like how he's fine with his guy being rapist. I don't like how he accept ML all the time leading to ML being more arrogant and a**hole. if your guy deserve a beating, beat him. Don't just f*cking endure and complain to ownself. Plus what the f*cking use to learning martial arts if you can't even f*cking stop your guy from turning rapist. And if you want to f*ck with him then just accept him why the f*ck try to resist him making it look even more forced s*x.
Another things is communication. Their relationship f*cking lack that and it's so f*cking frustrating. You know your guy lack brain in that area. Talk to your guy and make him understand what's wrong and right. How to approach the person he like and other things. Don't let him do whatever he want and let him astray. Instead of trying to change ML into right way, MC end up changing. Even romanticizing r*pe...... He really turned into f*cking masochist.... I can confirm.
I also don't like how MC sometimes doesn't clear up things leading it to ML misunderstanding and using force on him..... plus the way he play/act like he tsundere.... Like seriously, if you recognized your lover, what wrong with you approaching him and leading him or guiding him to slow development in relationship instead of teasing him and waiting for him to take action leading to the repeat of history of being forced.

I seriously feel like MC should have ended up with Mole. Like seriously, even though he's just a part of ML soul, he's the gentle one. He never forced on MC, even when he replaced ML twice. His care for MC is genuine. He's not selfish like ML who only think about satisfying himself. He has the same character as ML, a bit overbearing or domineering and Possessive but the way he treat MC and The way ML treat MC is such a huge gap.
He even sacrificed himself so he could save both MC and ML, Watching MC fall for the main soul and he couldn't even do anything since he love MC so much as to make MC happy as MC ended up choosing Main soul (afterall he's masochist). If it was the main soul in the lamp.... I am pretty sure he would have killed his other soul even if it would lead the world to collapse.

I really love the way he tried to interfere between them after taking over system. I find it pretty cute and funny.

Ghost Assistant arc was the arc I really enjoyed because it was the only arc MC was the first one to initiate instead of ML forced f*cking. Also it was nice to see ML being so f*cking different. Not being an overbearing domineering character (although it didn't last long). Getting scared of Ghost...... He was so cute and innocent.

Run Fox arc was good because god damn it's beast story and you know beast have their own charm. The only time I didn't mind seme forceful actions.... since he's a beast and beast are beast..... not like human. Plus this one had a HE and didn't need Re arc.

As for Covenantor arc, I actually very much like the concept.... Human loosing emotion and turning into robot like person, not feeling any emotion. And ML wishing for MC (Covenantor) to love him. [This remind me of Collapse God World arc from GL (Game Loading). it was so beautiful and emotional. One of my favorite arc/world in GL]. Plus the Re of this arcs was good. This was the only arc with good face Slapping moment.

The 2nd and 3rd arc was personally very emotional arc for me. I loved this two arc because ML at that time wasn't that tr*sh like now. He tried to establish their relationship properly and talk about it with MC instead of force f*cking and make MC submit to him, although he was still domineering and bossy in some case. Their ending was pretty sad for me but then the Re arc gave us the HE. It was beautiful and emotional. It would have been even better if ML had ask for consent properly.

As an ABO fan, I like the 6th arc and like the A+A combo.... instead of usual A+O pair. The thing I didn't like was ML was so freaking forceful and pain in ass. I totally hated him till the end of the arc.... I even felt he deserve it this kind of ending but then Re arc of this came and honestly among all the Re arcs, I loved this one the most. Especially the part where ML purpose him and says that he was willing to respect and trust him.... I felt so wonderful. That was such a good character development. Sadly it only lasted that arc and ML still end up being as*hole in next arc.

The 10th arc, I love this arc because this was the arc where MC claim (indirectly) that he love ML. Like it really helped ML and eased up his insecurity. I also like the Sentinel and Guide concept. I was kinda looking forward for fight but it didn't happened.
This was the arc whose Re arc o was looking forward so much. Since the ABO world didn't gave me Baby, this was my hope. Sadly, we didn't got much story about their kids future, like I really wouldn't have mind story about their kids and their partners.

Like the things regarding their past. It would have been so nice if we got their past story in detail..... like how MC fell for ML or was ML always a scum like he's now.
Also they said that MC part of soul that was the Red flower symbol got shattered like how did it got shattered?? Was it because of MC died in death cycle arc?? They said that MC soul was suppose to shattered but ML part of soul protected it and enter the lamp to continue the re-incarnation. Then why was MC part of soul shattered?? Was it to protect MC since ML part of soul wasn't enough? And the red sky flower or whatever that was suppose to lead them to reincarnation in same world and fall in love again and again also shattered...... why ? Was it because MC was killed by ML (part of soul), activating the curse of lamp to take more effect??
Also, since ML doesn't have his memory again will he once again be the as*hole ML? Is that the reason we didn't got to see their romance in last new life? Can our Mole ever replace main soul again? I would love to see that.