at the end of the novel, her step sister and ex crush finally realizes the evil things they did instead of thinking about themselves but begins to miss MC and start to regret.

"If a woman agreed to your proposal and was willing to have a child for you, what else was there to doubt? Hold onto her and live a good life together."

~ Qin Zhi

FL's sister {Lou Qing Qing}. She is actually pretty wicked, but she was also deserve redemption. Because her personality was caused by her biological mother's lies. She was repented her actions in the end of story. She lost all her important things.

Her dad (that she love so much) hated her in the end, she didn't get a good man (her boyfriend is a marriage maniac, who got married at least 10 times in 10 months), she didn't make Chen Hao fall for her (all her quarrel with Yao Yao just because she didn't want to lose, not because genuinely love Chen Hao). So, I think she deserves more good ending. Not all wicked person is deserved bad ending, right?

What happened with the first life? Is that just suddenly disappeared or what? Qin Zhi in first life was truly a pitiful man. Is he just live in the prison for 10 years when Yao Yao already died?

I wanna know how his reactions when knowing his beloved Yao Yao is died, no longer in this world. Was he really regretted that he couldn't be together with her? Or was he desperated enough so he committed su*cide? No one knows the answer.. Oh, maybe the author know the answer but didn't share with the readers...

I'm really curious about Qin Zhi's life in the first life. In the story mentioned there is time when he has a girlfriend. What's his consideration? I really wanna know his mind.

That crazy Hao Chen. I'm despised him whole heartedly. He made me nausea. I wanna him got more more more bad ending!! Ugh, just die already! I thought his life now is more good than FL's sister. But I think FL's sister is slightly more good than him.

But in this second life, Hao Chen still has someone that really loves him (his childhood sweetheart). While FL's sister not getting good guy until the end. Honestly, I want her to repent her actions, then got good man fell for her. But that's not occurred in the story.

I wanna Hao Chen's life more full of grievance! Full of regrets! Full of sadness and tiredness!!!

I think the most precious part is the 100 ways of proposals with the help of their childhood friends & their sweet interactions. Another thing I appreciated is how the author said that no one will ever be fully prepared to be a mother, it is okay for grown-up woman to act spoiled, childish.

which she eventually realizes that she may not have completely loved him as much and that dhe just got blinded with competing with her elder stepsister

ML proposes to her in an awkward way. MC was in her room’s balcony at her parents’ house telling him about her pregnancy through the phone and ML was outside the house.

After getting the news ML was flustered dropped the call and shouted “Marry me” which in return answered by an “Ok” from MC. And was witnessed by both parents of MC. ML was interrogated by parents. MC’s mother reluctantly agreed since she knows that ML is a nice guy and will do nothing to hurt MC.

But before MC officially accepted the marriage ML had to prepare 100 proposals due to MC’s “demand” in which their friends “lend a helping hand” to *cough* abuse *cough* ML

It came out suddenly, since it's a short read, but the topic of marriage arrived once FL found out she is pregnant, they get married. Which, to me, I felt the typical mindset of many authors I've read, to make a harvest with a marriage and a baby in a short time. And to be honest, I dislike it, a lot, IRL that doesn't tend to happen 99% with a happy atmosphere.

I'm glad the ending has Qin Zhi's POV, where he debates about Lou Yao Yao's sudden decisions to him at the beginning of the novel, where he might find out about it in old age where she'll ramble her secret.

who never got her father's love, will really get jealous. Imagine being an only child who never got your dad's love, then suddenly having a step sister who you wanna get close with but discovering that your father love that step sister more than you, the kid he watched grow up.. Then discovering that your step sister is good to you and give in to you only because your dad will compensate her ten folds. Who wouldnt resent that. Also, it's obvious that MC met chen hao first. She didnt steal him from that step sister. That chen hao was even the one who approached her for a "chance encounter" even though initially he didn't even see him since she's only close with ML

MC is a spoiled brat who was doted on by her mother, auntie housekeepers, and even village boys who are her playmates but soft at heart. She's easily moved. She isn't really vicious tbh. She's just gullible and sharp tongue. (E.q her two roommates who she's good to but end up damaging her reputation.) those who fooled her end up making her muddle headed. She just isnt that smart before haha. The protagonist's dynamic is like that typical childhood friends. Their grandpa's are bestfriends so ML has to accomodate this spoiled brat who's unreasonable. He didn't really hate her. He's just annoyed that she's his tail and keep on following him but isn't that normal for a kid? He wanted to be alone but she keeps on pestering him and relying in him (like those common, hiding behind his back) Also, he can't get into relationships because of her since she's always following him. Even called her a light bulb. She even said that when they grow up she'll be his woman. Little by little he realized that she really isn't that bad. Feelings are nurtured so naturally, he started treasuring her and treated her better but then this chen hao guy appeared and with the appearance of that step sister, ML was kinda neglected.. He's rather pitiful since he keeps his promise and stuck with her till the end and loved her that he even went to prison because of her accidentally doing something bad and he took the blame. No one forced him, he just caught feelings for MC along the way.. But atleast in this 2nd chance at life she started treasuring him more.

... but I really feel sorry for Lou qingqing (the sister) even though she was a villain. I believe in that scenario its normal to be jealous of the female lead because she have it all but the author made her (the eldest sister) so bad and there was no redemption in her case. It would be better if the author made them forgive each other, because in the first place, it was the female lead who killed her in rage and anger. 😔

he liked playing with women's feelings to the point that he dragged 3 of them to death before he finally died, and she resented MC & her mom for "taking away" her dad from her mom except it was the dad who was a greedy bastard and went for money, she as a child thought about choking MC to death to the point of laying her hands on small MC's throat. All her scheme's were so she could ruin MC's reputation and reveal her true face except everyone already knew how MC was. They both had bitter ends ending unloved or stuck with those they didn't want, og! FL was the only to realize just how awful they were.

ML still had a creep moment though, kissing her whenever she was asleep. He did this before they were together.