• The MC has a miscarriage (caused by the ex) and the ML is super sweet in that he saves the fetus' ashes and keeps it in a locket for the MC. But the scumdog ex actually has the audacity to throw it away in a fit of jealousy! This part made me cry a lot because although the MC didn't love the ex anymore, he loved that child and he couldn't even keep the ashes. This was actually the part of the story that hurt me the most
• Something that doesn't quite sit well with me: the scumdog ex seems to actually like the MC despite the absolutely awful way he treats him? The 'moonlight' he had was actually just a friend who didn't want him at all and the scumdog truly always wanted the MC but in an obsessive manner. The author tries to give him a redemption with the ending as well as some diary entries in the extras but it left a bitter taste in my mouth because I just couldn't see him in a positive light. Still, it gave him some emotional depth. My biggest issue with him is that he's actually surprised that the MC wants to leave him when it's pretty clear that he treats the MC like less than a human being. He has no EQ and is a very selfish person (though he kinda improves)
• ML has actually always been in love with the MC and went away years ago because he couldn't bear to see the MC with his cousin (knowing that the MC was madly in love with him). He's very considerate and always tries to allow the MC to do what he wants, supporting him in his decisions. However, I did notice that despite him being a doctor, he doesn't actually do that many medical things in this? There's more issues with him inheriting the company so he's more like a businessman for the majority of the novel which threw me off considering how he is supposed to heal the MC.

Too much time trying to explain the scum gong's shitty behavior. Qi Shu's reasoning for treating MC like sh*t was ridiculous and I have no sympathy for him. Thinking that MC liked someone else isn't a reason to treat him like that. The extra in his POV actually made me feel sick. Author tried too hard to make Qi Shu sympathetic and it just made me angry instead because he deserves no explanation.

I feel like having the doctor be ML was such a good move that it makes this novel rating higher just because of the unique premise. Their shared backstory was also very cute and I liked that ML didn't just start liking MC out of nowhere.

Imo, MC is not lovable at all. But ML has this kind of patience and willing to hurt himself because of MC. It's too sudden and the author fails to make me understand / see why ML did so until the end. That's why I said there's a sense of incongruity.

MC is also weird. He came back to Qi Shu, then suddenly grow an unprecedented courage that never happen before to fool Qi Shu and he succeeded. My question is, 'Really, MC? What're you doing this whole time even though you can actually use your brain?'

But then again, this hurt ML and actually not a wise decision. Also, OOC. Author never mentions this again btw so I think ML never knows that MC is actually deliberate.

When you read this novel and get to know the characters, I think you'll sense the oddity of their actions and choices.

XiaoYu and ZhouChen! Also, the HE is between XiaoYu and ZhouChen so worry not, QiShu is not going to be XiaoYu's bf.

Glad that XiaoYu 'forgave' QiShu and decided to move on to start a new relationship with ZhouChen because that a**hole QiShu don't deserve any spot in his heart!!

Lastly, I can't understand how people can feel bad for QiShu. He claims that he love XiaoYu but all he did was enact violence on him and abuse him both mentally and physically. What kind of love is that even????? His inability to communicate, understand and love is what caused him to end up like that. For 4 years he did not bother to reflect on himself and constantly abuse XiaoYu, I seriously can't see in which way does he love him. Serves him right. Plus WenYan claims to be a close (?) senior to XiaoYu and also knows QiShu well. Why didn't he say anything or help XiaoYu even after he saw XiaoYu in such a bad state???? Gosh so pissed ://

I understand that MC doesnt see value in himself and so he doesnt want to believe ML wants to date him but even at the end when MC and ML are at the hospital, ML takes on Qi Shu's work as he is unable to do it (as a favour for qi shu) and he is therefore very busy and MC just spends every waking moment at Qi shu's bedside. When he realises ML might be jealous he tells ML that 'you need to let me kno if im doing something wrong' which is so s*upid because he himself agrees that he would be angry if ML even mentions an ex. He then proceeds to get angry at ML when ML asks if MC still wants to return to Qi shu. Even after this convo MC is described to have been visiting Qi shu :|

At the end MC gets kidnapped (very cliche) and ML rescues MC but Qi Shu ends up injured trying to rescue MC (wow how shocking) and I hate that she did that. Qi Shu ended up as such a sorry figure that MC and ML seems to just forget how bad he is. MC even forgiving him :|

He knew all along what kind of person Qi shu was. Yet never once did he even try to tell MC in the beginning. This would be fine if wen yan isnt a recurring character who seems to have no guilt and never once says sorry that I never warned you btw

also willing to let XY go if he wants to leave ಥ_ಥ

I really thought that XY will end up with QS (´･ω･)

But thank goodness itu is not! Hahaha

1. MC needs a good wake up slap fr
2. ML is lowkey (highkey) a stalker; its not overly done but its definitely there. Idt ML didnt mean anything by it at first but who tf stalks the kid of some dead person youve met once or twice at a hospital. Not surprising ML developed untowards feelings for MC with how obssessed he was.
3. MC cranking up the victim complex in front of ML to get sympathy points is some good shit. Straight out admits he gave a performance (in that scene where he was coerced to marry his ex) so that he can make himself extra pitiful.
4. i like how ml's house became mc's respite and safe space. I like how the author described it in almost a fairy tale way; physically detached from the rest of the world, full of life and flowers in bloom 24/7, maids and butlers at mc's beck and call. Everythings rose tinted and its cheesy af but I liked it.
5. the ending with the kidnapping was dumb as hell. The story couldve done without. It adds nothing to the plot, both ML and MC already realized their feelings before some crazy coocoo decided to hijack their moment. But whatever.
6. idk what to think of the ex's ''redemption'' which is him basically getting burnt to a crisp and sent to the icu for full body burns. Hes scum and deserves jail, but was that necessary lool
   
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