ML seems to just go on a killing rampage and the MC accepts it bc that’s how much he loves the MC

especially I was looking forward to ML remembering all the restarts and deaths, which the translator said will happen... And also the summary kind of implied it too... Honestly. I feel kind of cheated by the end and by the last arc which totally turned from horror story to school love story of h**ny teenagers. And then quick skip to the end that resolved almost nothing.

Why only let the MC suffer? What was all the point in describing cruel ways the MC died infront of ML, all the ways they spend time together, saving each other, loving each other... Only for ML to not remember it at all? It feels so... Depressing. So needless. Why give ML occasional flashes of those moments, but at the end, not having him remember at all???

especially the tomboy mom in second instance who wanted to drink wine with them

especially in Temple of the 5 Organs arc, MC was so scared he didn't want to leave the elevator anymore

there was a clue that he already finished his last instance in the beginning (Rabbit/ Russian doll arc) and his wish or something should have been fulfilled. I think his wish should have something to do with accompanying MC from the beginning again but maybe it cost him his memories or something. Or maybe his wish is for the MC to have infinite chances in the worlds so that even if he dies a lot of times, he still has a chance to live or something. Anywayyy very curious about this ML cause I can't find the whole story's spoiler anywhere haha

I understand that they were lovers before and at the end of their first season of instances, MC died so ML ask MC to be revive in exchange for going inside instances again.

Then, on their second run, it was ML that died so MC wanted him to live in the end.

And in exchange, the system took his memories etc

One thing I want to know is — is the current story a re-run of their first season of instances? Like, the whole world just restarted

Or are those completely different instances because if those are different, I wish the author talked about how MC and ML met the first time and how they fell in love and what instances they went through

he litrly died a couple of times before he even got his mission, poor guy only wanted to cross the road and this crazy stuff suddenly happens.😕

So our MC was about to die from a car accident, when time suddenly froze and then an elevator appeared of of nowhere in front of him.

I literally cried in one instance where the ML reprimanded the MC for not cherishing his life.

In one instance the MC and ML made plans to have dinner together.

The ML's phone was unreachable so the MC became worried as maybe something might have happened to him. Instead of breaking down the door after knocking for a while only to receive no response he decided to jump balconies. I mean, who does that?

the penultimate bow made me a little upset I think, I do not know how to explain right, the bow gave me a bad feeling that gave me the urge to jump to the next arc.

already the last bow I think it got too extended, I had to take some breaks to finish reading and sometimes I felt like skipping some chapters.

and I thought ML would remember the death cycles in the middle of the story more or less, for me that would be more interesting.

the MC is only considered 'strong' because he has the ability to go back to the start (save) point whenever he dies. This gives him an advantage because he will know the plot of the arc beforehand, which makes him seem strong and op. Another thing that I found freaking hilarious is how the ML died right from the start. When I say right from the start I mean it. Literally the first arc and first time the MC enters the elevator, the ML dies by getting smashed by a 'hammer'.

The ML does remember / find out about stuff at the very end, but I kind of wish there was a bit more payoff in that regard. I didn't think it was handled poorly, I just think there was some wasted potential.

secondly the current chapter 89 the injury shouldn't be sustained in the game world by the ml. It feels like the game world itself isn't working strongly on it's own controlled rules.

As for the ending, I really love Death Spiral but this ending left so many questions unaswered. You know the feeling that the story's about to end but there's so many threads left tangled? That feeling is like entering a void lol. The mystery and excitement the story gave at the beginning fails to live up to the end... Like, how did everything, the instances, the system, and the being behind it came to be and why? This ending felt so rushed to the point that it doesn't feel so alive anymore. Or maybe I missed some important information but I doubt it...

we didn't get to see what happened to the singing monk and only got a brief mention that Little Apple survived.

I feel so bad for Xu Rendong and it's a pity that Lian Qiao still doesn't have the memories/ retain memories every restart = ( (cause that is what was implied in the summary, but it's already the last arc and XRD is still suffering such memories of horrible pain and encounter every restart, ,

XRD deserves the world and I'm happy the LQ makes him happy and keeps him sane 🥺

@198 it gets kinda annoying how little apple girl gets too much scenes 😅 and she is even portrayed as someone who like LQ, it was getting annoying

the ending was weirdd, but the process was fun lol. Just sad that the summary didn't really happen, was a clickbatit

the extras were healing 😌