also have a love/hate relationship w/ samuel and pretty much everyone around ethan. give that man a break ok??? he's been used and abused by everyone in his life smh. Had high hopes for Samuel but in the end society got to him too.... the worm ending w/ little rafael was very cute tho and kind of a creative way to still give those two their own "happy" ending :')

I feel like the author shoul've stick to the omega and beta pair rather than that of another boring beta and astonishingly gorgeous drop dead handsome alpha. I get it but I LIKED SAMUEL AND ETHAN dynamic coz I feel like they're relationship would've add so much angst to the novel. I thought they're the ML and MC. I highly anticipated how they would become as a couple but MEH. I am incredibly disappointed how the author did Samuel dirty. Samuel's right. Ethan's a wh*re.

okay, slight rant here, but though I loved the novel overall, I disliked how the MC had a huge reliance on the ML which kind of faded away at the end. I hated how the MC always regarded the ML as a God and Savior and not just someone with the same emotions and pain. It also ricked me off too when the ML controlled the MC's feelings. Like sometimes I found myself wondering if what the MC thought was okay really was what he thought or if it was influenced by the ML.

the amount of hardships the MC faces, HONESTLY GIVE THE POOR BABY A BREAK! WE LOVE TANISIEL BUT AT THE SAME TIME, WHY DID HE HAVE TO USE POOR ETHAN LIKE THAT. There is honestly a type of incongruence in the way he is able to give up with father for Ethan even after he is almost near the breaking point. Now I know that ML himself is given a monologue about his feelings, I think that it does feel incongruent with the ML we know and his personality. Like one would think he would do anything he could to achieve his goal, but he last minute decides to opt out.

There's a bit of a love triangle with Samuel, Ethan, and Tanisiel, and I was holding out hope for Samuel/Ethan because I honestly just like Samuel more than Tanisiel, and I felt that Samuel's unique circumstances made him a more fitting endgame for Ethan's hang-ups. It's just...a little disappointing when the MC whines about Betas and Omegas not being aggressive enough with him, and the story gives him an aggressive Omega but he still ends up with the Alpha. When it became clear that Samuel was just third-wheeling them, I started losing interest, so I ended up looking up the endgame couple to see if it was worth it to finish this and... nope :/