The Male Lead Always Want To Kill Me

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When Meng Chu woke up, everyone said that she madly loves Chen Shuguan. Only she knew that this person was the culprit who paralyzed her for half of her life in the future.

Chen Shuguan held an injection: “Meng Chu, come over here. I heard that you were telling people that you don’t love me anymore.”

Meng Chu clutched her naked chest, shrank in the corner of the bed, and shivered: “No, no. I love you to death.”

Chen Shuguan’s eyes flashed under his glasses: “You said you want to die.”

Meng Chu: “…”

Chen Shuguan wanted to kill Meng Chu at first sight. Whether it was by placing her in a formalin container in the laboratory or drying her after sterilization. But later on, he discovered that what he really wanted the most was to f*ck her to death.

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The Male Lead Always Wants to Poison Me
TMLAWTKM
男主总想毒死我
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junnithecool
junnithecool rated it
March 6, 2021
Status: Completed
I recommend this book to anyone who likes dark and twisted love stories with a satisfying end.

I don’t want to give away too much but briefly:

FL rebirths to her 18 y old self, wants to escape ML who was the cause of all of her sufferings in the past. But they have s*x before she has the opportunity to escape. When FL tried to flee, ML becomes more and more obsessed and starts dreaming about the mistakes he made in his past life. He swears to himself that he won’t... more>> do the same mistakes and tries to find new ways to keep FL.

FL: I quite enjoyed her character, because she was both strong and weak, a perfect representation of being torn between two opposites. For one she remembers her old life and hates the ML and just wants to get away from him, for the other she is forced again and again to be with him and starts to become confused by her feelings for him. She hates herself for it but hates the ML more because he made her like this.
What she had wasn’t Stockholm Syndrom because she is very aware of her feelings and really did not fall in love with the ML again until he changed and treated her the way he should in order to keep her.

ML: TBH you will probably hate the ML In the beginning because he really didn’t care about the FL as long as his needs and wants were fulfilled. He is what I’d define a psychopath. He has no real feelings for anything and anyone. The only reason he is such a successful scientist is because it interests him enough to pass the time. He really didn’t ever experience any fluctuations in his emotions until he met the FL. He tried to retain this object (FL) of his fascination sorely because he wanted to keep this feeling of aliveness. However, because he is a “psychopath” he uses underhanded and hurtful means to to keep the FL close to him. In the end all his effort were done in vain because the FL still despised him. He became so obsessed with the FL that it was almost impossible for him to contain his darkest desires to hurt her. In the end he redeems himself. <<less
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Skite
Skite rated it
July 13, 2021
Status: --
Basically, every terrible stereotype about Chinese s*xual tastes, p*rn, and male/ female relationships rolled into one, gross, mostly unsexy, smut fic.

In her first life, at 18 years old, the MC was young, gorgeous, and confident, and set out to seduce the aloof, older chemistry professor who caught her eye. She semi succeeded, and they screwed around for six months, until his indifference bored her and she moved on. She went on to become an A-list movie star, on top of the world, until he showed back up and turned her... more>> into a wheelchair bound paraplegic, like those creepy men who acid attack women. She lost everything.

When she's reborn, it's at the exact moment he first shoved his d*ck in her (literally, during the act). This time, she's terrified of him (because, y'know, he destroyed her legs), so she screams, cries, acts afraid, and fights. This is apparently the magic elixir. Now she's catnip to him. He spends the entire night pretty much raping a crying, floppy doll who keeps saying it hurts, please stop. He can't get enough, and becomes obsessed.

There is a queasiness that comes from realizing the only reason he 'improves' the second time around is because he's a psychopathic sadist, and this time she knows enough and is broken enough to be afraid and hopeless, which is exactly what he likes best.

The s*x is very typical of Chinese tastes, with the overpowering man going at it like a piston for hours with no finesse (the chafing!), the begging/crying virg*nal girl who never fully likes it, the overemphasis on how delicate, fairy-like and virg*nal she is, as they keep calling her "little girl" to underscore how young (and did I mention how virg*nal? Someone has a kink) she is, no matter how many times they do it, etc. Unless you like the p*rn subgenre where the underaged-looking woman does that super annoying fake bunny crying like you're hurting her, you are not going to find this all that hot.

He does not give a flip if she's enjoying herself; She's a s*x toy with a sob track.

Further ruining things are the translated descriptions, which over use such phrases as "m**t stick", "le*d water", "flower entrance" and the like. So much cringe. <<less
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balhail
balhail rated it
December 26, 2021
Status: c70
It's a decently good romance novel with okay couple, if your in to this type of stuff I am confident you’ll love it more then me.

I miss my therapist.
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luvies26
luvies26 rated it
December 31, 2022
Status: Completed
OMG I cant with all these ppl saying this novel is good.......u know r@pe cant be reversed right? the psychological trauma stays forever. Nd pls all those ppl saying he redeemed himself at the end need to f*ck off... cuz he didnt redeem himself, he remained the same crusty, dusty predatory r@pist guy. Ya'll need therapy nd jesus if u think he is good, he manipulated her by pretending to be someone else, he was just pretending so he could continue to have s3x with her after all that he... more>> did to her.

Ya'll seriously need to get ur brains checked, like its not even funny I'm genuinely worried abt u. How can u romanticize a r@pist/predator. He is so much older than her, nd ya'll dont see the problem with that? old crusty mf's thinking they can have their way with young women nd deceive them is pretty common, but thats disgusting. Nd he also is willing to destroy her if she ever leaves him, just like hose criminals in real world who kill their wife/girlfriend when they break up or harm their family members, even worse they acid attack on them. Do u know how disgusting these criminals are.... the ML is just like them.

to save my brain I have created alternate ending where MC kills the ml, aborts the child nd lives her own life, cuz that mf deserves death nd only death. nd u can call me heartless, but she conceived the baby thinking it was someone else's not ml's, so abortion is the only option cuz no way this r@pist mf gonna be a good father, I dont know how MC would even allow him to be near the child. <<less
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elvira12
elvira12
June 8, 2021
Status: Completed
This is such a gem, unexpectedly. No matter how twisted it is. You cannot deny that this is an entertaining novel that would want you to know what the ending will be.

Both the ML and MC are so real. Even how psycho the ML is, you would also pity him.

The ML actually change his name and changed his face just so he can woo the MC again!

Gosh, he is both endearing ans terrifying at the same time. His obssessiveness can really give you the tingles..

Love this!
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Isai05
Isai05 rated it
February 9, 2022
Status: c32
The plot is ok. But in real life, if the same thing happens, (ML somehow makes fl's body secrate dopamine, which will give pleasure, near him) it's no different than watching an unwilling girl high on drugs begging her rapist and pleasing him mindlessly. It's Sickening imaginng these kinds of scenes. She was paralyzed for 10 years because ML felt she's too dazzling on stage and he can't Express his love. Even after she commits su*cide and gets reborn another worst life waits for her.
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Stephie
Stephie
July 16, 2022
Status: Completed
This novel is probably the most accurate representation of an obsessive love and it definitely has an allure to it. The male lead is bordering on the line of sanity and insanity and in a twistedly romantic way, the female lead is what keeps him both sane and insane. The female lead appears to be drowning in his madness, deathly afraid of the male lead but doesn't realize that she has been the one in control the entire time.

A definite page turner if you're into twisted love stories and don't... more>> mind the smut. <<less
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Gumamela
Gumamela rated it
October 11, 2022
Status: Completed
Read the description before reading the novel.

I usually steer away from these types of novels but there are some points that got me curious... So I decided to read.

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Some H scenes, I didn't really like. If you ever had s*x before, it IS sometimes painful esp if not done properly. So when a person says it hurts,... it really hurts. Do you get what I mean? It's not romantic. The pain takes the romance away. Sometimes, I wonder what the FL really feel. I guess if you are into S&M, you will appreciate these kinds of s*x play. In addition, I skipped some part cause I find it ridiculous that the FL couldn't recognize the ML. By the end of the story, the ML created a new identity in order to get close to the FL. I didn't read if he did a cosmetic surgery or put some make up. (sorry if I miss some parts) So I find it ridiculous for the FL not to recognize him as they had s*x and ultimately learn his identity when she got pregnant.

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The FL is simple minded, naive and kind. I say she is kind because she accepted the ML in the end. The ML redeemed himself in the end. He continuously try to show that he is different from the man in their past life.

Ultimately, I gave this 3 stars. I would have rated it better if not for the ridiculous plot in the end. Anyway, it's a good read for passing time. But please, read the description before diving in. <<less
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Tutubitter
Tutubitter rated it
February 4, 2022
Status: c71
Read for the smut, stayed for the plot.

Altho I’m not quite sure if I regret reading it or not. Because while I like thrillers, and have a love and hate relationship with angst, I have ✨ depression ✨.

+ I’m total opposite of ML; I empathise too much.

Nonetheless, it’s quite well written and the plot is new to me.

⚠️Contents r*pe and self-h*rm
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fluoresscindy
fluoresscindy rated it
April 22, 2022
Status: c37
it just full of snu-snu and papapa 😭✊

well so far I didn't feel the yandere vibes too much, it just so so in my yandere taste

the ML really tried to kill the FL wtf 💀 ... more>>
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he didn't do that cus he remember his dream which is abt their past memories and he knew what would it be if he really treat her the same way like before

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the ML treat her like a s*x toy in my opinion although he slowly got more obsessed with the FL and started to treat her gently

their age gap tho :), ML is a teacher in college and the FL is a student college that have a crush with the ML and always persistently pursuing him
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she use her body right? If im not wrong lmao, the ML will have a s*x with her then started to get addicted with her body later they got taken but the FL dump him? And want to marry someone, and the ML killed the FL with a poison? And break her leg, maybe cus I stopped halfway

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there's a mention abt the FL leaving the ML in the past life bcus she want to get married to another guy, hmph I got a hunch that maybe the ML killed her cus of that reason

there's an opportunity for him to got jealous but he didn't 😭 so I kinda don't like the yandere vibes lmao it just not thrilling enough for me (so far) <<less
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