A lot of revelations came after the first arc. I was really sad that one of the targets was really killed, but at least the reason as to why they have to do this redeems the situation a bit:

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Spoiler

Both father and son falls for her. Yes, the father threatened her to sleep with him and r*pes her multiple times. But ultimately, he fails in love with her and treats her really well. He also wants to marry her and have children with her.

The son only gets to watch her from afar and shares a kiss with her at the end before the father barges in. He kills his father both because he stole his girlfriend and because he thinks he killed his mother by filling for divorce. Which seems to be a misunderstanding, but we don't find out the truth.

Anyway, after those 7 months in the game world, she spent only 7 days in the real world and this was apparently a job she can't really quit. she's a bit depressed about the father and we find out from this other guy who appeared briefly in the game, that all the targets are modeled after him.

Basically, he had multiple personalities. And his personalities are teaming up to kill the master/main personality. So they picked related personalities and plan to have them kill one another through this game world. Then MC asks why does he think she can do it. And he replies: "Because they are all me, and I... love you." Which was out of the blue and not sure how he knows her or if they know each other.

Don't think I'm gonna finish the novel, cause it's obviously a bit sadistic, as I should've already incurred from the title. Anyway, I thought I could at least read for the steamy bits but...

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The novel doesn't have any explicit smut, there are non descriptive r*pe scenes though. <<less

Definitely a very dark story that’s not for everyone. However, the premise is very interesting and engaging and I enjoyed the story.

Pros:

• Smart female lead (very manipulative)
• Story didn’t drag on or end too abruptly, just the right length and pacing
• Yandere male leads (my favorite)
• Not cliché

Cons:

This is like "The marshal want to devorce" or "Game Loading", but this is BG
So, ML has multiple personality disorder, and he want MC to help him kill all those personality, using her beauty. ML said that :
"Because, , , they are all me, and I love you"
Now, , the plot hole is... why? why you love her? There's no way someone can love other that deeply without some history between them. There's no love at frist sight, the one thing that exist in first sight is lust, or like, or just interest
I don't believe that bullshit... but let's just ignore it. If you ignore the plot hole, and decide to read just for the arc, it will be more convenient

1st arc : (Modern world) Father and Son fighting for mc
The dead wife is mc's teacher and also mc's benefactor, and MC is manipulating the situation and make misunderstanding that the wife's dead is because of the father. Killing your own wife, and stealing your son's girlfriend, of course the son won't forgive it
BE

2nd arc : (Modern world) Bestfriend NTR
So, MC is A's legal wife, but it is a flash marriage and marriage of convenient. B is A's bestfriend that closer than blood related brother. B recently come back from foreign country
This is "My wife is cheating with my own best friend plot"
This is more exciting than the previous arc, because the plot thicken BE

3rd arc : (Ancient China world) Brothers and besfriend fight for mc
MC real identity is the adopted daughter of general, but she is actually a royal princess. A is MC's supposed to be brother and the so called war god. B is the emperor, and actually MC's half brother. C is the emperor's 3rd bother. There are 3 personality here. So, that is the beginning of the bloddy plot
BE

After this arc, I realize that MC is not as pure and innocent as she seemed. We only know author's narration, and none of mc's true inner monologue. She is actually a real cold green tea b!tch in my opinion. She is a venus flytrap that won't hesitate to eat her pry. She is a scheming manipulative b!tch and also a great actress. I fall in love with the complexity of her character more

4th arc : Modern world (Brothers)
Elder brother hire MC as his little borther's tutor
I think this is the most boring arc. Compare to the other insane plot, this one is mild => that's what I thought. Until the twist in ch 70. Yeah.. there are no normal arc in this novel
BE
In this arc we know that the one that MC want to save actually:

5th world : The master and AI
I never read this kind of genre before. So those two are the target in this world. This is super weird 😂
I kinda hate this arc, because BE

6th world : Modern world (twin brothers)
A is someone who study pharmacy. B is policemen, and he recently know that he has twin outside. And that twin is from a wealthy family, that the police suspect as drug dealers. The twin help him to do undercover job. No one know A has twin
MC is A's legal wife. At the beginning, it is all about marriage of convenient, but later, of course he love her
I love the twist ending at the end of this arc. I never expected that. I think this one is my no 1 fav arc
BE

7th world : The title in this arc is.. Her Majesty's Lovers
MC is the supreme queen, and she is a scum woman who play with multiple beautiful men. Her love is so fickle and she want to hug multiple flower at the same time. All her lovers are noble and amazing identity. I adore this kind of crazy scum woman 😂
1st lover is her fiance, and childhood sweetheart, and the one who has the most powerfull political power in her empire 2nd lover is the one who has the most powerull military power in her empire. And he has affair with MC in the past. And he is also the 1st lover's bestfriend too (He is my favorit) 3rd lover is her bodyguard. I love him the most. He is too simple. And of course, MC choose hihimm to be hers. And abandon the other lovers for him 4th lover is her ally. He promise to help her take her power back from those two ministers, and she promised him to help him on the next election. He is a control freak 5th lover is her enemy leader. She humiliated him in the past, make him wash and lick her feet, and he end up become a closet masochist, who can't c*m from normal s.e.x 🤣🤣
6th lover is the 3rd lover half brother This is chaos. This is the next level of shura field 🤣
BE

This novel has open ending. And.. there is no extra chapters. Idk. Maybe I didn't found it? 🤔
I think it end in satisfactory. It suit the novel

At the end of this novel, I'll say, that if you like this kind of genre, and willing to ignore some plot holes, than dig in. It is a good novel to spend your time
But
If you are looking for a healthy relationship, fluffy story, and hate twisted hero and heroine, then don't read this. I warn you

I am only one story in and I was going to abandon this book considering it got too dark for me but hearing the explanation after the first scenario it put my heart at ease and I'm readying my heart to read ahead.

I like that the FL is not indifferent to every character just because it's a game, that makes these stories feel very real and make you understand and connect to every character. So when one of them die you really feel a sense of loss. I admit in... more>> the first story they were a little bit of scumbag and their moral meter is really screwed but I still felt sad that he had to die. The world building and characters are very well written as well as the plot. It pulls you right in. But it would've been better if there was a good translation of it out there cause right now I'm mtling. And despite that fact I still liked this book. It says something about the story right? Anyway harden your heart and do give this a try. <<less