My Wife Always Thought I Did Not Love Him

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A car accident made Xia Yao return to his third year of high school, he finally has the opportunity to make up for everything he regrets. The mistakes that have been made can now be mended. So when Xia Yao once again meets Zhou Du, the target of his unrequited love, he decides to choose a completely different route.

If you don’t love me, then I’m willing to set you free.

However, things seem to turn out completely different than what Xia Yao expected.

Before rebirth—

Xia Yao: I like you.

Zhou Du: What did you say?

After rebirth—

Zhou Du: I like you.

Xia Yao: I only see you as a classmate.

Zhou Du: ……【But that’s not what your diary said!】

Also known as 《A love affair triggered by a diary》

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MWR
Xífù Zǒng Yǐwéi Wǒ Bù ài Tā
媳妇总以为我不爱他 (重生)
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yourheatherness1297
yourheatherness1297 rated it
November 4, 2017
Status: c11
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one of the most adorable bl novels ever! So much fluff! But there are also times when you just want to cry because of the MC's insecurities about he ML's feelings for him.

this is not your usual romance novel. There is so much more to this than the stereotypical boy meets boy novel.

I can't really describe it. It's better to just read it and then you'll understand.

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dee_ism
dee_ism rated it
March 3, 2021
Status: --
Mediocre at most. Starts good and then got cliche.

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The classic, parents accidentally know their son is gay.

The classic, sudden appearance of rich dad which never show up in their life before

The classic, parents forcefully separate the pair

The classic, I still can't let you go. I still love you.

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MC lacks personality. ML is way too strong. They don't have a good communication and honestly I can't get why they fall in love with each other, lmao.
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natsumeyuki
natsumeyuki rated it
September 12, 2020
Status: Completed
It was a pretty nice story. There were moments when I actually had trouble breathing because it was so heartbreaking. I just wish there were a few extra chapters about their later life and a few more about their past life.
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Alexsasa
Alexsasa
August 16, 2020
Status: Completed
It was the first novel I read on this site, it completely caught me and made me appreciate the hard work that the translation team does. I loved it because of his cuteness and the fact that the character, because of his guilty conscience, felt that he was not loved by the man who always protected him. Lovely
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Aachiin0914
Aachiin0914 rated it
June 17, 2020
Status: --
MC is timid and lack self esteem. Specially, he came back from the future. ML on the other and is very pride full but lack cpurge to face his feelings. That's why this novel is ment to be a drama.

For a fluffy novel, they always pair tsurende to black bellied character. 'Cause they're selfish and observant. For timid character like our MC they always partner him to a loyal dog.

Well, for a drama our main characters personally really match.

And for the first life, for the relationship for it to last... more>> that long meant that MC really tried his best. Ml's personality like to be served. That's why some novels partnered tsurendes to dominate characters because they don't have the courage to face everything themselves.

ML don't know MC is so insecure of their relationship. ML maybe already loves MC like he said after they broke up in their first life but just didn't want to say because of their monotonous relationship where MC always be the first to come to ML and serve him.

Well just opinion. (╹▽╹) <<less
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Indelible Faith
Indelible Faith rated it
June 7, 2020
Status: Completed
First off, for a time travel story, this story really doesn't augment that. It reads like a normal high school romance with a MC who is sometimes wise many times naive and has really only one thing to reccomend for himself from his adult life - his willingness to learn from past mistakes.

Unfortunately, it doesn't stop him from making new and equally s*upid mistakes. Sigh. Still, it was a nice sweet story with some angst and a reasonable ending. It takes a while to get into, but thankfully there is... more>> some character development after they reach adulthood the second time.

The translation, however, is as brilliant as always, as expected from this group! <<less
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1Sami
1Sami rated it
April 7, 2020
Status: c70
I was crying the whole time I was reading this. The misunderstandings were well written and made me want to shout at the MC and ML to talk to each other and see what was really going on. The side characters had back ground story's as well. And I found myself look forward to them instead of just skipping ahead to the main characters interactions.
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Eferia123
Eferia123 rated it
December 22, 2019
Status: c70
The starting for the novel is really good. But toward the end, you can feel the frustration toward the MC for being a pitiful and weak person, even though he had been reborn again..

Sign.. I endure reading all of it until the end and the ending made me feel sad for the ML. I mean, ML is his boyfriend and because of family issues that MC like 'ohh like break up..' to ML.

Me while reading this, want to filp the table and shout at that stu***! MC for be a... more>> coward toward his so call love!!

For the first time I feel really bad toward the ML than the MC. I mean you can still talk and discuss together.. But no.. MC said to ML that he is to weak for ML.. Ohh common!!

Sign.. But I guess it still a happy ending.. <<less
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The1Rin
The1Rin rated it
November 4, 2019
Status: Completed
I really liked the story it had a lot of sweet parts and emotional, it got boring sometimes in the middle but past those, the story gets better and VERY sad. Although I did hate the reason for their "break up" it was interesting and they got together not long after they re-met so whatever, and it dealt with the main cause of it too so the novel gets wrapped up before the end.

In the end, tho I wish there was more about their future and what happened to the... more>> other future where MC dies (maybe a bit more scenes with the MC and ML misunderstanding) <<less
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crackerfountain
crackerfountain rated it
November 3, 2019
Status: c40
The translation quality is quite good and I have no qualms on that but this novel is just so.........

The beginning started off very promising with the rebirth aspect and all and there were moments were I screamed in excitement but there is one thing that just disperses my opinion on this novel.

Its the misunderstandings that just keep occurring every other chapter between the MC and ML. Most of it is due to the MC just not being able to stand his ground and say no to people hitting on him.... more>> Like cmon man! You have lived two lives yet you don't even know how to refuse someone. I also don't think, he thinks about the ML before doing anything. Also his whole character of being shy and embarrassed and stuff is mainly just not my thing. I prefer MCs who are more open and energetic and not like a white lotus with no IQ. I guess I'm being biased on that aspect.

Now for the ML. I absolutely love his cuteness. I almost feel bad that he fell for the MC since he might just get a heart attack one day from his beloved not knowing how to say no or boundaries.

The side characters are actually more lovable than the MC himself since they actually have personality. I would've preferred if the ML was liked by one of them lmao

This is the first review I've ever written so it's not very good but overall if you want a book that has a naive white lotus MC that is shy to the bottom of the earth, and like to read misunderstandings that just stumble from outta nowhere, have a knock at this novel. One more thing I would like to say is there is a huge lack of communication between the main couple. The MC doesn't talk, so the ML, being the blockhead he is, doesn't know how he feels and they go into a circle that doesn't stop rotating. <<less
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Efu-sama
Efu-sama rated it
October 5, 2019
Status: c70
sigh..., when some novels are extremely good and interesting but the translation are so slow and even get abandoned, while some other novel doesnt really got an interesting plot yet the translation are brilliant and nicely done... the world is so unfair T_T

i give this story a five stars purely to respect the hardwork of the translator since they're truly did a good job, as for the story alone hmm, , , , just like many reviewers upstairs already said, it has an interesting idea as a whole, yet... more>> the actual story doesnt really stand up that much.

i expect something interesting from the summary, since it looks like the MC decided to avoid the ML after rebirth, and yet it's not happening. I thought since the MC was reborn he'll difinitely more mature, and yet the dog blood drama still happening between MC and ML. Im thoroughly dissapointed to be honest. Since the MC already reborn and already confirm that the ML truly love him why didn't the MC believe him and try to communicate better with him? The failure of their love at the past was due to bad communication, and the unnecessary misunderstanding at the new life also due to communication. Seriously, just what's the use of your reborn then my beloved MC?? :' (The reborn plot actually doesnt really have much influence at the story. At the end, its just another "angsty-misunderstanding-dog blood-youth-romance-drama"

The MC thought that ML was still immature and hasnt grown up yet so he endure every single of his problems alone. Seriously, im agree with some sister upstair that said MC with tendencies to suffer alone is annoying. Out of 70 chapters almost half of it was full of dog blood drama about misunderstanding.

LOL, even though I said all of that I still endure myself to read it to the end of the chapter. even though I want to flip my table and my pc so harshly, I still gritted my teeth and continue with the story since I dont want to waste my time before without gaining anything LOL. Fortunately at the latter chapter all the misunderstandings are resolved. Still, there are so many loop holes and unnecessary dog blood drama, sigh... this is why im not too fond of typical modern BL stories, its too much drama <<less
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Rootato
Rootato rated it
September 16, 2019
Status: c47
At first, I thought it was quite cute and fluffy. The way they interacted and got together. Especially love the ML who unlike the last life, is learning to communicate. At the beginning, I took it all in stride, all their fumbling and miscommunication, taking it as new love.

BUT

MC, you are reborn.. I can understand that you don't have a strong personality cause not everyone is like that. But you have been an adult for 7 years. You should've known how the world works. ML isn't an adult, he isn't... more>> reborn, he is still someone who has to see the world. But you have already entered the society, you should at least know better.

At first I thought they would first have some squabbles but at the end of the day, they would talk it out. But they especially love misunderstandings. All they had to do was talk, but no! Let's ignore each other right to each other's face! It might have been understandable the first few times, but the whole novel seems to be based on 'how much can the ML and MC misunderstand each other'.

All the drama and fights could've been avoided if they only just talked.

I was already skeptical to continue, but reading other reviews, now I don't even want to. Cause all it points to is MC making wrong choices and the ML being wronged.. <<less
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Redroses__
Redroses__ rated it
July 18, 2018
Status: c22
You'll be irritated by their (MC and ML) misunderstanding lol. There are a lot of misunderstanding for sure but nevertheless it's cute, fluffy and you'll just want to hug both characters :D The slow update is a pain though. Overall this story is one of my fave bl novel.
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FYalimar
FYalimar rated it
July 23, 2023
Status: --
It is assumed that the whole story was due to a misunderstanding, since the MC thought that his ML did not like it but according to yes. Honestly speaking, it's hard for the MC not to develop a weak personality and lack of confidence if your partner never told you that he loves you in many years of relationship and especially because you know that he agreed to be with you out of responsibility, in this aspect you can't blame only the MC for being like this, couples also need... more>> the other party to make them feel safe, the author listens to this aspect saying that the ML is someone who is not good at expressing himself and stuff, but, as I explain... even if your personality It's like that, you should make an effort when you're in a relationship to improve, you can't settle for "I'm like that, get used to me" that's not right! That's why I think the novel would have been a THOUSAND TIMES BETTER, if they had both been reborn, of course, without either of them knowing that the other is reborn, that would have been fun, trying to guess what the other party is thinking when you know the future but it develops differently from what you remember 😏 and after they found out, they could have clarified the ins and outs of the past, compensated for their regrets and developed their relationship from scratch... that would have been much better, he Instead, the author put a lot of unnecessary angst into the story to compensate for the lack of originality, such as the sudden appearance of MC's father who did not exist in the past life 🙄 <<less
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monokuma_xd
monokuma_xd rated it
July 3, 2022
Status: Completed
The story was pretty goof at the start. But then we skip to college and all these ridiculous issues come to light. COMMUNICATION is the vital in any relationship so MC not telling ML about his family problems and avoiding ML was annoying to me. Overall it was ok felt like MC was a major pushover sometimes but it wasn’t that bad.
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HitchHiker
HitchHiker rated it
December 29, 2021
Status: Completed
The story started off interesting with a premise of misunderstanding caused by how the relationship started followed by rebirth. So the MC makes a different choice this time around. So far so good. I had high expectations until that point. But it's all downhill from that point forward. It became a typical Chinese LN with angst for the sake of angst and miscommunication for the sake of it. This could've been a shorter, crisper and fresher story rather than a long one filled with usual cliches.
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Merlopach
Merlopach
November 26, 2021
Status: --
Boy, this novel is bad. I'm normally very easy to please, but this time I regret not heeding the comments about how much of an imbecile the MC is and how much this being a rebirth novel makes no sense. The translation was good, tho!
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crownprince
crownprince rated it
May 17, 2021
Status: Completed
A story of an awkward ML. The problems stems from the ML being awkward and not honest with his feelings.

It is a good and light read though, with a little of angst here and there. But the rebirth part is totally unnecessary, it doesn't add value to the novel except that it may rope some readers in to be fed with a little disappointment. It'll be great if both MC and ML is reborn or some other plot that can make good use of the notion of rebirth.

All in all,... more>> it doesn't feel like a rebirth or time travel plot. Rather, it's like a re-telling of the MC's live given if he made different choices back then. Or a parallel universe of sorts. Overall an enjoyable light brainless read if you ignore the plot holes, suitable if you enjoy fluffy romance story with a little angst due to misunderstandings. <<less
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bingpupschewtoy
bingpupschewtoy rated it
May 11, 2021
Status: Completed
Now that I've completed this novel, my thoughts have changed a lot! At first I thought the MC was really spineless and that his last life didn't seem to have any impact on his current rebirth; however, by the end of the book I think I have a better understanding of this character. He actually does start standing up for himself in ways that better the ML, but he's also a chronic people pleaser, and that is a character flaw that has negative consequences on his life which he has... more>> to deal with. His experiences of his past life, especially those regarding his mother, have a really huge impact on the story around chapter 40-something. For the ML, I always liked him for really trying to be a better person for his boyfriend, and my thoughts on that haven't changed. You can really see ML considering the MC's thoughts and feelings before acting, restraining his instinctive unhealthy impulses and taking the time to think things through. The two of them are a really fitting couple, and they both clearly love each other a lot. Also, none of the women in this story are demonised, which is always a huge plus in a BL story lol. The only complaint I have is that the ending doesn't really feel like an ending. But other than that, really enjoyable read.

Previous review as of chapter 36:

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MC is supposed to be reborn from an adult to a high schooler but he's got all the emotional maturity of a grade schooler. The main couple gets together so fast (maybe around 20+ chapters in?) and from then on all their problems are based on miscommunication basically. I thought there would be more resistance to MC and ML getting together considering MC has all the baggage of his first life, but it seems like MC just... forgot. It's almost like you're reading a regular old high school webnovel. What's the point of rebirth if the MC isn't using the knowledge of their first life to make different and better choices? ML at least makes some attempt at communication considering he's a kid in high school, but MC, who's mentally an adult, pretty much just sits back and lets everything happen to him. I get being shy but he is seriously so passive. He's like a genderbent version of the stereotypical female MCs from those types of boring BG romance novels.

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Meds
Meds rated it
April 2, 2021
Status: Completed
Why the hell would anyone like this novel like wtf.... the MC is such an idiot. Ive given this novel a 3 star rating only and only because of the translation otherwise... The ML deserves better, the MC is such a wuss and an idiot..... all through the novel I was just feeling bad for the ml.

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the thing that angered me the most is when the MC cold heartedly broke up with the ml..... and the ML even after many years couldnt forget about the MC and when the MC came back I thought he would gave the MC the cold shoulder maybe give him the taste of his own medicine but noooooo he just end up chasing after the MC wagging his tail about ughhh and when yangyang's mother came back to take her son that she had already abandoned he just didnt have the courage to declined and stand on his ground and hold on to his son even though he is not his biologically

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The only thing that I read this all through the end is only for the sake of completion, the love between the MC and ML is very weak........ I like the beginning part of the story but as it goes on it just went down the drain.I like the side couples story more.

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I wasnt satisfied with the ending at all I thought that after they went to take back yangyang from his mother I thought I will get to see more about their love lives.. about wanghao and zhangyang I was and about the mls family maybe I miss the parts idk. The novel ended abruptly

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But to each their own..... maybe some would find this interesting but to me this was just a waste of my time. All things aside kudos to the translation team for translating this novel <<less
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