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The Decade of Deep Love
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81 Chapters + 5 Extras (Completed)
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They had been together since high school. Together, they faced the cold faces of their parents and the satirical or disdainful eyes of others, started a business and experienced all kinds of ups and downs. When their company was on the right track, He Zhishu was asked to give up his career to stay at home, while Jiang Wenxu gradually changed and began to indulge in merry-making. However, Zhishu chose to forgive him. Zhishu got an incurable disease, while Jiang Wenxu was still indifferent. Zhishu still chose to forgive him. Love had become a kind of habit, which was equal to an incurable disease.

In a peaceful sunny day, Zhishu quietly left Jiang Wenxu and the house in which they had lived for a long time without an advance notice.

Soon he was gone. A man with pure spirit and deep love for Jiang Wenxu disappeared from this world forever…

Sometimes love cannot stand the test of time. Someone will not know how to cherish the love until he loses it…

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Mười năm yêu anh nhất
The Ten Years That I Loved You The Most
The Ten Years When I Loved You So
最爱你的那十年
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BoriCats
BoriCats rated it
June 13, 2022
Status: c84 - wenxu jiang's letter
It's very well crafted. From starts to finish, it illicits the purpose, emotion and goal the author plans for reader to experience.

I can't find faults in it. The overall writing is consistent, true and steadfast. The characters where very flesh out and the plot was simple but exquisite. A book's job is to connect the reader to it, and it did a goob job in it.

I don't usually delve on the issues (unfairness, misconduct, poor retribution, better alternative endings and the likes) as I find the book very convincing and... more>> grounded. It convinces readers how in reality, this also happens.

It's tragic. I cried a lot of times. But in a way this is a cathartic book for those who feel alone and abandoned. It begs the question of love's integrity through time. To be honest, it made me feel scared of falling in love. Because they had it all, they loved and it shows. But it still withered. It's a wakeup call to everyone that we are only humans and we are bound to make mistakes. I hope this will serve a lesson to those with their love ones to cherish the love that you have and at the same time love and protect yourself. It should be both of these two at the same time.

Ciao, it's a great read.👍👍 <<less
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clea
clea
January 22, 2022
Status: Completed
I read the manhwa and cried buckets.... I think I know how he felt a bit. Everyone journey is not the same but somehow you feel connected.

Prepare tissues please.
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maxxdjn
maxxdjn rated it
September 10, 2021
Status: Completed
10/10

It is one of the most emotional novels I have read; second only to Till Death Do us Part.

The story is quick phased, a very good complement for the plot. You would feel a lot of emotions; mixed if I may say. Give this a good read and don't be troubled by the ending or any negative opinion towards the characters. The best tip I could give is read this in a good environment with a quiet atmosphere. Enjoy reading this masterpiece, and please, don't kept pressed on the characters,... more>> but rather focus on the moral of the novel. After reading this, you may catch a heavy chest, but I assure you, reading this is worth it, and probably one of the best novels you could read. <<less
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Peli
Peli rated it
August 31, 2021
Status: c86
This novel took a lot of me. I was depressed for some time and remembered the lyrics that says something like "how could a perfect love gone wrong".

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I just wish that there really could be the next life where the good people who suffered in their last life could finally find solace and faithful love from someone.

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My wish

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In this life Zhishun He really spent it on loving one man only.
In the next life be it being a man or a woman, I hope there is a Ziyu Ai waiting to spoil him to bits.

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qeesa
qeesa rated it
August 13, 2021
Status: Completed
I hated this novel so much I gave it a 5 stars. I would not reread it ever again because the tears I spent on this was so much my eyes were swollen for 3 days.

Every chapter is painful and I would not recommend it to anyone who doesn't like too much angst especially since only MC has a happy ending in the end - ... more>>
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a happy ending where he died and is finally relieved from all the pains his scum ex gave him for 10 freaking years.

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God this was so painful. If there's anything I want more from this novel, that would be
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MC and doctor Ai meeting in their next reincarnation and be together in a healthy loving relationship with their dog and travelling around the world together

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because MC deserves that. <<less
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Akibaby
Akibaby rated it
July 28, 2021
Status: Completed
There is no happy ending

I read this Manhua about a year ago, cried alot and my heart ached for Zhishu. Even after finishing it I had lingering feels for a few days and would go reread a certain chapter.

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The one he passed away in Ziyu's arms.

"After school, Lets... Go home together..."

This line broke me a little

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After I found the novel I knew would cry all the same. Last night I finally steeled my heart and tearfully read through the pain Zhishu had to endure. To love and be so devoted to someone to the point it's foolish and self-harming.

Tragedies leave a bitter taste in the mouth. But perhaps it's the tears I cry for the characters that make them feel closer to the heart. From the bottom of my heart, I hope in his next life if there is one, he'd have his happiness. No more sad ends.

ML is the classic example of someone who took things for granted. Does he deserve all the bad things that happened to him? Absolutely. He himself understands it. <<less
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striversucker
striversucker rated it
March 16, 2021
Status: Completed
I hate the author for making me cry and making my heartache but at the same time for bring me the chance to read this story.

Sometimes I do wish for HE but it probably won't have the same impact and sentimental feel; not all love is sweet as a fairytale. Personally, I don't think the ML is a bad person, he did treat the MC good during this school where their love was... more or less innocent and pure BUT when his environment changes the person also changes.... more>> Made countless mistakes and bad decision to the point where it's fatal.

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In the end, the MC got the ML's love only after his death. The ML was willing to change after the MC left.

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I can't say that I enjoy it but I can say that it's worth reading if you don't mind crying. <<less
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MeineMeow
MeineMeow rated it
March 8, 2021
Status: Completed
Can someone tell me why I willingly tortured like this? My heart aches and shattered into dust. God.. I’ve been wanting to read this months ago, but finally I brave myself and read this.

This is a solid 5 star. So many beautiful lines though it was painful. The author is just so damn good with sending knives all over star from 1st chapter till the end. I cried so much till I need to reread several lines because my eyes blurry.

This is a reality happened around us. You can find... more>> so many ppl who being a scum everywhere. The saddest part is, in reality those scum didn’t regret what they’ve done. At least in this novel, WJ regret what he did.

I also think why ZH keep forgiving him, and won’t stand up for himself. But..

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Who can’t stop loving (or believe) a person you loved for half of your life, the one you choose, you dedicate yourself to. ZH choose to be with WJ in heavy price, so how could he leave WJ and threw away the price he had to pay? It’s like burning your house when you spill your blood and tears to build it with your bare hand. Who could? ZH choose WJ, pay it with his bright future, his career, and even his parent’s life. So tell me, when a person who paid that heavy price for loving a person, could just leave? Just low your pride and dignity not even matter, since I pay that heavy price in the beginning. That’s what you’ll think if you’re in ZH position. He doesn’t even have family, friends, nor money. No job also. Is that love? No. You need to cherish yourself. That’s why ZH finally left, when he had nothing else to lose.

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Do I feel bad for WJ? Yes. We all make mistakes in our life. But WJ didn’t have chance to atone.

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What if ZH admit he gonna die soon? Will it be different story? Yes, maybe. No, I’m sure WJ will cherish him and they spend their last days happily. But where is the satisfaction for us readers? And why ZH didn’t tell him? He was ridiculed for years, some of WJ words really cruel and stabbed deep. Even I just read it for few chapters and it already crushed me. ZH treated like that for the last 4 years. No wonder he didn’t dare to tell WJ. Better to die alone rather than ridiculed and die alone.

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I wonder why this novel only get rating lower than 4.8. This is so good, even though you’ll cry a river. If you like a story who had beautiful lines within, read it. Grit your teeth, prepare your tissue, and enjoy the pain. <<less
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someonewithemptyhands
someonewithemptyhands rated it
November 30, 2020
Status: c1
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honestly I hate tragedic novels specially bl novels but I like this ending very much.

and I agree with others comment. I dont feel any pity toward ML. Actually I want him to suffer more than 4 years. And I really want a extra that MC and 2nd ML will be togather, I really want it.

and I dont agree with the comments that said MC is dumb or silly, I mean love is blind of course. MC didnt have any family except ML. He cuts his relation with his family so he afraids that ML leaves him. So he gave ML the company and became house wife, its not just for love its because he afraids of being alone, he wanted to gave ML everything so he couldnt leave him alone. He didnt go to uni because he was blinded by love but after many years he didnt want to regreted. He didnt want to admit that he lose his future life, his family, his everything just for a scum person, I mean who would like to admit it? So he only could use himself so ML couldnt leave him and when he find out that he only has few Months he decided to live like he want. And left ML.

i feel pity for 2nd ML too. He is vsry good and risponsible person, I wanted to see they live togather happily for rest of their love.

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i like the extra, the others review for MC and ML relationship. Actually I want something like that in all of the novels. To see from others perspective that how much ML loves MC. Its so sweet in fluffy novels.

and I recommend this story to you.

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even though its sad and heartbroken but isnt annoying, its sweet tragedy in my opinin.

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Raela
Raela rated it
November 20, 2020
Status: Completed
I will be honest. I am not a fan of yaoi and usually avoid this genre. Also I avoid tragedy. So I have no idea why I started and finished this not only once but twice. My heart twisted and got a headache from crying. But what happened with MC, the way ML treated him is too real. I do not buy that regret part from ML. Anyways, it is a really good novel. Started reading both the genre after this.
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Amelia75110
Amelia75110 rated it
May 5, 2020
Status: --
I just wish Zhishu and Ziyu meet each other again on their second lives and they fall in love with each other because. Zhishu may have had good and happy times on this life with Wenxu but that doesn’t excuse his behavior or how he treated Zhishu and only regret too late. Ziyu I honestly feel really sorry for him and I wished that they were the ones that met during high school.
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ikitty03
ikitty03 rated it
April 24, 2020
Status: Completed
This novel is love and hate. Though I love extra ending. Novel make MC lover seem like a bad guy. I forgave him. Yeah he sleep around but didn't real love them. He keep dating guys that look like the younger version of his current bf. His bf age and face has change much. I dislike the dr. They could have a last chance to talk before MC leave. But dude the story does make your eye cry out.
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Jajachin
Jajachin
March 6, 2020
Status: --
I won't give a rating but I will just say something. This story hurt me a lot, yes it had hurt me, I like the story line but why didn't I finish this? This is the reason, the reason is that I have read a similar novel that has the same storyline as this one. This made realize that this novel is too predictable for me. I like it but not to point that I am willing to finish it because the first chapter already announced how the story... more>> will end which made me stop reading. I know many people like this story but let me ask you to read Gaze at the scenes of debauchery then you will know why I am saying it's similar. If you want something that has a very unpredictable ending then read that story. It will blow your brain away. I think one of the reason also is the fact that I read Gaze first before this but Gaze was first translated than this so I think it is reasonable. Anyways, I stopped reading this novel at the 60th chapter, not bad isn't it? <<less
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paulinhakawaii
paulinhakawaii rated it
August 20, 2019
Status: Completed
The end is ridiculously abrupt. I just can't believe that I've spent two days getting invested in this novel to have such unsatisfying end. I don't recommend reading this novel at all.

The MC is perfect. He's not a pushover. Yes, he spent 14 years with the same guy and 4 years getting betrayed, but he knew what he was doing. He's a strong character.

But it does not make it worth the horrible open bad ending. Again. Not worth reading it.
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Yenna2
Yenna2 rated it
May 19, 2023
Status: Completed
I remember this novel very much. It left such a deep imprint on me that even just reading the synopsis can me feel what I felt reading this. Another reason for this is that this is the first web novel I read and this was what brought me into this rotten world QAQ. Can you imagine the trauma it has brought to the very innocent 13 years old me at that time? It was like a moth attracted to flame even though I was stabbed with a blunt knife in... more>> every chapter I still read it, even when I felt that the novel would only get sadder and end in tragedy, I held on to a non-existing hope and carried on. It was the first time in my life to realize that traumas are real.

But anyways, I would give it a five. Idk if it's that good but I'm not collected enough to critique this thing.

And for the last thing, I think I haven't finished reading this. And I wouldn't want to reread this. Not even for the name of facing my trauma, or appreciating a literary piece, or even for the sake of throwback.

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I forgot to add this so in addition, I want to thank myself for reading this through, and for being patient with MTL, (at that time I didn't know it was MTL I just thought the English were bad and hard to understand, and also the chapters are hard to find + I still haven't discovered NU at that time and and I read around the start of quarantine which really suited my mood at that time) I think it has a great effect on my view of love, of relationships. which I'm glad of. And of course, thank you for this novel.

And oh! I stopped I think near MCs deathbed when he went outside the city with the doctor, and also there is a letter given to the cheater. boooo 👎. Though I was at your camp at that time, now I just want MC to leave/live peacefully... <<less
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Rui_Shirohana
Rui_Shirohana rated it
January 24, 2023
Status: --
I cried buckets. That's it.

I hardly read anything that has a Sad Ending. Just because it's sad doesn't mean it's bad.

The story is good and it will really stab you in the heart. Just prepare tissues and comfort food.
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werk5
werk5 rated it
January 22, 2023
Status: Completed
Was very conflicted how to rate this as I hated the ML so much and wanted this book to burn so I wanted to rate this one star. However, the story was really compelling and memorable so I feel like I should give credit to that. Wish that the MC and SML could have ended up happy together in the form of a fan wai about their next lifetimes.
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moon17lover
moon17lover
August 2, 2022
Status: --
Soo tedious to read I simply found it unbearable and boring although I sympathize with the MC but his terrible decisions made me feel really disappointed he made a total joke of his life as if it was something cheap, if you dont cherish yourself no one will, if he had taken desicive actions cared abit about himself and didnt continue this meaningless existense he wouldnt be dead at the end I really couldnt continue reading it it was a test of my indurence the ML was a selfish cruel... more>> manchild who*e not worth speaking to yet alone living and dying for I simply abhore him this lying sl*t and the MC is too much of an idiot sick in love even his whole temperment changed to one gentle meek and easy to bully not only by the MC but by all people around him how he allowed the mistress into his home when he just demanded like it was his own right or when the doctor cling to him and insist on things but I understand this came out of tirdeness and unwilling and uncaring to live but still wishing to have kindness <<less
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Anissia
Anissia rated it
November 4, 2021
Status: Completed
Simply put, worth reading and underrated. I only came back to post a review since I only just opened an NU account. This aside, this novel really made me reconsider so many things, it really brought me into the story and I must say I really enjoyed it, I feel I gained so much from reading this novel.
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Khush.c
Khush.c rated it
September 28, 2021
Status: --
I am crying when I write this review like seriously whyyyy...😭😭 It was so damn ahhhhh.... So let's talk about novel not like black lotus where no matter what MC ends up with ML which was HE for some people nooooo... A big no it's ending was tragic but satisfying at ML got what he deserves but still fill bad for dr. He was an nice guy

[MC have a terminal illness where he needs boon marrow which was actually difficult to optend because of dna so when the dr. Find... more>> it some how our great ML actually snatch it because this mayor son's boyfriend also have the same illness "ML doesn't know about MC have illness" ]

[The company originally belonged to MC which was given by MC decreased boss but after it starts florist ML not let MC come to work and even insulting him by saying that what MC do other than sitting at home like seriously]

[what do you think is more painful knowing that your love was dying or he died in front of you scum got the first while dr. got the second it was too painful to see how he wants to watch the MC favourite flowers blooming with him but alas... ] <<less
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