Love You More Than I Can

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It had been two years since their marriage. However, every time he had s*x with her, he always did it from backwards.

She was more than angry. “Sheng Youting! Why do you avoid my face every time when you had me? Is it because that you are afraid to see it’s me rather than my sister that you get laid?!”

“Are you asking me to look at your face when I’m in you? OK, as long as you can bear!”

He was like a beast and all she could do was to accept what he gave…

Yu Lan had loved Sheng Youting for 11 years despite no response from him. Inferiority became part of her when she was with Sheng Youting. However, when she found it was so hard to continue her unrequited love and finally decided to exclude him from her world, her heart ached extremely and it nearly cost her life. It turned out that her love had become a habit and if it was stopped, she couldn’t be a whole person.

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Love You Beyond My Thought
爱你情出于蓝
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MiyaMira
MiyaMira rated it
July 1, 2019
Status: Completed
Wow... what a dog-blood tragic story... I am so glad that it was short. I feel sorry for almost everyone in the novel except MC's father, stepmom and half-sister. Even the 2nd ML is a bit pitiful despite

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him manipulating MC's postpartum depression by scheming and hypnotizing her to leave ML. Then killed MC's pregnant twin sister without her knowing so everyone would think that she's dead.

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ML was very pathetic, paranoid, and selfish. He hates MC just because he felt inferior for loving her and had marriage agreement with 2nd ML when he knows fully well how that she loves him. When he couldn't get MC, he threatened 2nd ML with his family and reputation. ML really have serious issues with his head, people outright think he's crazy to the point of madness.

This novel is full of people who have mental issues, but because it was very short, managed to keep people engaged with the novel before they get tired of the same trope of overbearing CEO x unfortunate Missy. The ending was a mix of HE and bitterweet. Everyone knows that the past can't be covered, but it was that exact feeling that made the novel all the more endearing I guess.

Recommended for those who likes to abuse themselves with the feels, but less for those who dislikes abusive relationship. <<less
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avatar136
avatar136
December 21, 2019
Status: Completed
I liked the story type. It is dark. Three stars because the translation was kind of weird and did not flow well.

This is not a happy story although the two wind up together.

He can be described as ‘snapped and obsessive to the point of self harm’ because he can’t live without her and she is more like ‘mind broken, hopeless and depressed to the point of self had ‘ one Is high elevated the other is low and melancholy or frightened. No physical abuse just psychological. No r*pe.

the ML must... more>> have some sort of mental illness like bipolar. He starts out hating the female Lead terribly. It makes little sense because his reason is : you tricked me into marriage I love your angelic little sister. This is later explained.

the female Lead is not so weak she leaves him after chapter 2 by divorce. However her sweet little sister is a psychopath and does something that will leave her mentally and emotionally unstable for the remainder of the novel. There is no r*pe in the novel FYI. But what happens to the FL sort of breaks her mind. She is never the same.

This is when we learn that the ML admits that he has loved the FL all along but could not handle it so he did everything to pretend it wasn’t true. When he accepts his feelings it almost makes sense because the ML in love.... is extremely unstable and obsessive unhinged. He obviously did not know him accepting his feelings would make him unhinged and severely unstable but as a reader I thought that it was better for all if he simply continued to reject his feelings because she may have found love with the other ML. I don’t normally go that route and can take a dark novel but it is really unclear if she ever recovers mentally because reuniting with ML is BAD for her mental health.

He is genuinely insane and the novel def. has other characters pointing out that he is not right in the head. And even the ML who is crazy is at a lost as to how to help FL because if he goes through these elevated manic episodes she goes through these terrible depressions where she seems to relive her trauma it’s actually done pretty well.

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the two wind up together and the ending is rushed. It very much ends with their mental health problems not really resolved. There is no magical all of a sudden we accept one another. It’s not entirely clear if she likes him even although he likes her too much. <<less
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lalala123
lalala123 rated it
March 17, 2020
Status: --
I am soooo confused! I thought the sisters have different mothers? why is it as the story goes on she suddenly has a twin sister?? btw, I’m in the middle of reading the novel, so in case that I’m wrong, just ignore this comment.??? anyway while I’m at it... the story is really tragic and I’m really not a fan of these types of novels but the plot keeps me going so I’m advising you all to give this novel a chance?
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KingDeception
KingDeception rated it
June 4, 2019
Status: --
The development of plot is fast. In the chapter 2, FL already know her father and sister set her up. I thought the boss will be revealed in chapter 50 or 60. FL's decision is right. Maintaining marriage with MC will drive her sister crazy.
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Gushishi
Gushishi rated it
October 23, 2020
Status: Completed
What can I say? A bastard ML?

Fiuh, the ending is so tragic.

What happened to FL's dad n stepmom? The got free unpunished? (Let set aside the company shares), while the dean doctor got his hands broken n all.

... more>> Cmon, the one who Made FL miscarriage, are the dad n stepmom, especially step mom beating her in the stomach (or somewhere else).

Yu yi, the source of all misery, got plastic surgery and became FL's substitute and while doing so ML acting nice to her, finally Yuyi damaging FL's kid through kidnapping (she got same face as FL).

ML didnt punished Yuyi immediately when he knew the truth (Yuyi was not the one saving him in the ruin n all Yuyi's lies), but delaying time punishing her and 1/2 year later, in the FL's face, Yuyi kidnapped FL's daughter and tortured and hurting FL's kid so badly.

s*upid ML. Let Yuyi got away and hurting your own child.

What kind of story of this? ML acting smart with everyone else, except to the true villains, Yuyi, her dad and mom.

Why is the author so sure about FL's torments and tortures's plot and story while acting doubtful about punishing the true villains? Heh

Very masochist author.
Very mindful of this.

All of then should be tortured like death, as they tortured FL to the verge of death as well <<less
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lin1339
lin1339 rated it
February 11, 2020
Status: Completed
WARNING:

This novel is NOT a light-hearted story like the original genre and tags suggested. It's dark through and thorough. Added extra genre and tags befitting of the story.

If you need short roller coaster read then this is for you. The story is fast paced, no idiotic prolonging of each arcs. However, the ending is a bit abrupt.. It can goes for another 5 chapters or so.
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Ivivivi
Ivivivi rated it
November 2, 2019
Status: c42
Found this in nu update home then I cl**ked this cause the title feels so cheesy it got me interested, like how lame would the story be. Thought it'll have 1473828 chaps and I'll just read the synopsis. But dammmmnnn the story is short, solid compact, and many more. It got me in emotional rollercoaster it's been long time since I feel like this and feels refresh.

It got soo twisted sometimes that make me even wonder why am I reading this dogblooddramanovel am I a sadist?? But really it's that... more>> good that I keep reading

I'm agree with miakama Mei said such a thrilling

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thought I'm not sure whether it love or obsession for all of them. I pity Yulan FL the most : (and btw this one isn't rebirth/transmigator novel but how I wish FL 2ML got a chance to rebirth (thought 2ML did something really bad, but idk I just wish him good) idc about ML he could go being depressed for all his life!! ?

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Dayang_Dyan
Dayang_Dyan rated it
July 21, 2020
Status: Completed
I dont really like tragedies but I read this whole novel until the end. I'm confused and frustrated. I hate every characters. I pity the FL. But I still like the story. I cried so much at every chapters. But the ending, I want a better ending for them!!!

The FL suffered so much she deserves so much better.
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Ivivivi
Ivivivi rated it
November 2, 2019
Status: --
Found this in nu update home then I cl**ked this cause the title feels so cheesy it got me interested, like how lame would the story be. Thought it'll have 1473828 chaps and I'll just read the synopsis. But dammmmnnn the story is short, solid compact, and many more. It got me in emotional rollercoaster it's been long time since I feel like this and feels refresh.

It got soo twisted sometimes that make me even wonder why am I reading this dogblooddramanovel am I a sadist?? But really it's that... more>> good that I keep reading

I'm agree with miakama Mei said such a thrilling

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thought I'm not sure whether it love or obsession for all of them. I pity Yulan FL the most : (and btw this one isn't rebirth/transmigator novel but how I wish FL 2ML got a chance to rebirth (thought 2ML did something really bad, but idk I just wish him good) idc about ML he could go being depressed for all his life!! ?

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aliceV
aliceV rated it
September 12, 2019
Status: --
Haha, I don’t know why, I feel happy about MC’s miserable situation. A scum. He treats FL so bad. If I were FL, I would never forgive him in the rest of my life. I just feel disgusting, even if he feel regret about what he has done. He had no right to miss FL, because this is all because of him.
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rceelyn
rceelyn rated it
July 5, 2019
Status: --
Personally, I felt that the premise was kinda interesting. I’m interested to see how the MC will regret about what he has done to the FL. I guess FL’s death is fake, but I feel completely comfortable about MC’s regretful mood. Sometimes, I doubt how MC become a CEO of a big company for he does not have his own judgement. The translation itself flows well. The site itself is aesthetically pleasing.
I’ll wait to read more! Good luck translator~
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Miaka_Mei
Miaka_Mei rated it
June 30, 2019
Status: --
OMG OMG OMG I've never read such a thrilling love story before!! So much drama, but the best thing is: it's great drama!

The plot twist is... awesome.
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ddmengainingmeng
ddmengainingmeng rated it
June 21, 2019
Status: --
Wow, I really like FL’s personality. She is not a pushover like the FLs in the same type being bullied by others. This is a rarity in the romantic fictions. From the chapter 2, I know she is good. I love her.
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ShantelRC
ShantelRC rated it
June 18, 2019
Status: --
Pathetic FL. Her father and sister should deceive her. Unbelievable! Come on, Yu Lan, you must take revenge on them. Up to chapter3. Yu Yi is very cunning. And the FL is pregnant. Looking forward to the following chapters.
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Misunderst0_od
Misunderst0_od rated it
January 9, 2022
Status: Completed
This was one of those tr*shy novels, but the plot was so crazy I couldn't stop reading. Everyone was so delusional and crazy. They all needed therapy.
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fanneeywp
fanneeywp rated it
November 16, 2019
Status: Completed
What a total dog blood storyline. Or in korean this is your familiar "makjang drama". I read it for excitement and couriousity about the ending. Good for me.
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